Rebirthing of the creative collective @phoenixmusings - Tumblr Blog

We cry, questioning life,

And we laugh, questioning life.

We are trying to live through this nagging, stinging itch that none of us can figure out or understand.

But the very trying to "figure it out" is the reason why we see purpose.

That is the very point of life.

We desire to live in harmony,

but harmony is unattainable, so we spend our time wondering why harmony is unattainable, and in our quest, neglecting our true being.

We are contradictions, not happy to settle with an answer typically. We prefer rollercoasters over slow flowing rivers. We prefer to seek chaos over peace, naturally.

Where is the kick in peace? Tranquility is boring, harmony is boring.

Be alive, live in chaos, until the day you die.

Chaos exists where beauty lies.

gardenerian

before & after gif coloring challenge 🎨 tagged by @deedala

black-arcana

Amy Lee 📸© Mark McGauley

xcvntdragulax

hiddlestonspot

Tom Hiddleston as JONATHAN PINE – The Night Manager Season 2 (2026)

black-arcana

Amy Lee 📸© the Tinfoil Biter

rozanovs

heated rivalry gif meme: ↳ [2/7] kisses

butimaficwriter

@bugslibraryy COME BACK HERE AND SAY THIS TO MY FACE COWARD

bugslibraryy

Guy I’m back because I’m thinking again about Shane on his stomach, rutting into his mattress, hand down the back of his sweats finding the place he’s soft and sensitive and a little swollen, a little sore. And it feels so fucking good, feels like the burn he loves after a hard workout, like the ache of bruises from a well earned win that he likes the aching press off, the memory of achievement. And this is that too, a memory of taking Ilya, of the sound Ilya had made of being inside him, of Shane body burning down with someone else’s. Of him wanting to be there, needing needing needing to be there. And just the tip of his finger pushes in, a little dry and rough and it feels like a lot and god Ilya’s cock was so- so big and he’d taken him to the tilt taken him pounding into him and he’d gasped for yes and more and fuck how had he taken him like that. His body was made to take that, he loved the feeling of it. Of being full. An ache he’d always been looking for. Shane is trembling and breathing into the hoodie and thinking of the bulk of muscle of the pin of being fucked by a man. Of the smell of Ilya’s sweat of the the way he’d made Shane feel small. Of the being taken. Being good. Being good. Being good. Of a soft kiss in the stairs, of Ilya tasting like cigarettes and skin and the slight rough of a not fully flush shave. He’d fit than man all the way inside him, he’d taken- so much he’d- and Shane cums with a son and his eyes roll back and he makes a total fucking messss

littlegirlinvisible

ILYA ROZANOV WEEK: DAY ONE FAVORITE MOMENT ↪ ilya working overtime to “shhh” high shane at the hospital so he doesn’t hard-launch their relationship (they succeed) 😂💕

stood-onthecliffside

olyoil2-deactivated20250812

People are like “it’s so beautiful no clouds at all” it could use a little clouds if I had to be honest.

holoprisms

it literally could use a little clouds if i had to be honest

preacherboyd

Half Man | 1x04

thememedaddy

rylandsgrace

Does it fucking kill you too? Not anymore.

Hollanov + season 1 timeline

raintosun

lifeandwhatnow1996

A great example of it's never too late to change your life as long as you are alive! the great time to start was yesterday and the good time to start is today, you can only be late if you stop.