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「 ✦ THE SHUT-IN'S DIARY ✦ 」

rentry — he / it & any terms . plural . 6teen

call me lucian / azriel . i yap and complain in this blog not much to be said, if u want to know more about me check my rentry !

side blogs :

@dearestchild : coining & othet stuff

@ouroboroscos : system talks

@hivemindprince : hoarding blog

i am a pro/darkshipper, profic, anti harassment on everyone, pro mspec lesbians/gays/straights, pro mogai, pro endo and radqueer critical, as well as im of course against bigots, i don't crontol who interacts with me so I don't have a dni tho

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it's cluttered here

[salvation0]

recently rescued a stray cat and my other cat isn't really fond of him yet....reminds me of my them...

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when you wanna do things but the host is too busy trying to get google dot com to tell him if hes faking its disorders / if its a good person

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the day i front it's rainy, is this a miracle?

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i get 10 more years of life everytime someone tries to make me feel better without reality checking me

[tearycanvas]

[sluttynurse]

if you're viewed as a conventionally attractive woman you're punished bc you need to be knocked down a peg for thinking you had any inherent value and if you're viewed as unattractive you're punished for daring to exist without permission but that's how it is innit there's no winning when the system was designed to make you lose in the first place! 🤣

[spawnsys]

Every alter is important. Hosts, trauma holders, persecutors, gatekeepers, caretakers, holders, etc. No matter their views or actions, they're still a part of you and deserve respect and understanding. Even if it takes a lot of time to understand them.

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stomach ache of doom and despair

[thatsbelievable]

[molabuddy]

'the moon is lonely because no one is awake when she is' the moon has hundredsofmillions of people with sleep disorders, partygoers, people with weird work schedules, people with new babies, people who have planned hangouts with friends in another timezone, people who just got into a new thing, etc etc etc etc to hang with every night ..

[sirenofthetimes]

no one is coming to Save you but there are probably people coming to Help you and that rocks. embrace it

[porygonally]

i am beginning to realize that when i say “im bored” people understand that as “i have nothing to do and i need something to do”. and what i actually mean is “holy shit i am incapable of doing anything even though i have lots of things i can do and want to do and i feel like the world is mildly grey and soul sucking and my brain is numb”

which now that i’m typing it out that sounds like executive dysfunction

[sundae-meringue]

I'm gratitudemaxxing rn. I love my comfy bed and chocolate chip cookies and my weird gay friends and blorbo from my shows. I love libraries and parks and movie theaters and restaurants and festivals. I love bubble tea and hip hop and honeysuckle. I love everyone who's reading this.

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your headmate that holds bigoted beliefs does it as a protective measure, maybe you were groomed into it online years go, maybe your parents reinforced those beliefs in you, maybe thought your life you've faced opression

your headmates that hold bigoted beliefs deserve sympathy and you need to be there for them, they're not doing it because they're assholes they're doing it because of the trauma the collective has faced

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Are they like..... Yknow.... [Goes to do a hand gesture but forgets I'm a wizard and I accidentally cast Lv50 lightning bolt]