Iām It
Iām the one she looks for when she wakes up.
Iām the one she looks to when sheās confused.
Iām the one who buys the food and sundries that keep the house running.
Iām the one who pays the bills and manages the crises as they happen.
Iām the one who launders the clothes and bed linens that keep her warm.
Iām the one who changes the sheets and adjusts the pillows.
Iām the one who vacuums the rugs and keeps her room (relatively) clean.
Iām the one who sits with her while she watches TV.
Iām the one who cooks her food, ensuring itās what she likes and how she eats it.
Iām the one who feeds her, for hours at a time, fighting through the aggression her illness engenders.
Iām the one who speaks for her in the years since she lost her words.
Iām the one who stays up all night because she canāt sleep.
Iām the one who changes her diapers what seems like a hundred times a day,
keeping her clean, dry, and free from injury.
Iām the one who washes her face, combs her hair, and trims her nails.
Iām the one who bathes her and moisturizes her skin with lotion.
Iām the one who raises the bed and props her up with pillows so she can sit.
Iām the one who moves her paralyzed limbs and turns her to prevent sores from forming on her skin.
Iām the one who comes when she coughs, wipes her nose, and watches her breathe.
Iām the one who holds her and soothes her when she has a stroke.
Iām the one whoās there when she opens her eyes.
Iām the one whoās by her side as she falls asleep.
Iām it.
Just me.
My beautiful beautiful friend. You are the one. And I admire you so much for it. ā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļø
Hi, @quiltingmom. Thatās not what I meant. I meant that Iām the *only* one; itās *just* me. I was trying to explain to Momās case manager the difference between a patient on a hospital ward, which is supported by nurses, aides, cooks, etc., and Mom, who only has me. There are no legions of people supporting us. āIām it,ā meaning Iām all sheās got. I shouldnāt have posted it here, but I started to cry when I was making the list.


















