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Commission thank you so much!

suit study

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DnD commission Thanak you so much!

#Dorian Pavus #Dragon Age #Dragon Age Inquisition #DAI #fanart #my art #pickled0ctopus #got bored so I'm not finishing it 😶

#wips i'll never finish

My recent DnD commission Thank you so much!

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#pickled0ctopus commission #my art #The band Ghost #band Ghost #Papa Emeritus IV #my first ghost commission :)

Commission 🍷🗡️ Thank you as always!

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Pain doesn't go away, you grow around it. Is what comes with love. Life will never be the same after.

But with time, one can look back and remember the beautiful memories and how they shaped you. Our loved ones live inside us.

My best wishes for you and your family

Thank you for your kind words. Looking through photos my dad took and photos he was in, I realized there were more good memories than I thought. I still have so much of his belongings to sort through, slowly, and I want to think of this as taking the time to say goodbye to him properly.

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My dad passed away recently. I spent three days at the funeral and have been taking care of family matters. He was 68, and alcohol took him from us.

They say parents don’t wait for their children, and my dad really ran ahead on his own.

I have so many regrets, and my feelings about my dad are complicated, but I’m grateful for what he gave me that made me who I am today. He used to draw, and he was the one who made it natural for me to grow up around art.

I’m doing better now. We buried his ashes and planted sacred bamboo there with my mom and siblings. It brought some comfort.

I didn’t want to share something like this online at first, but starting to post again like nothing happened would feel very strange to me. And now, I don’t think it’s a bad thing to talk about it sometimes.

I hope to share more art next year :)