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I just got litteral childhood nostalgia from a hentai🤦‍♂️ I might be cooked

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It irritates me when people rave about how attractive a character is then NEVER writes fanfics about them, how are you going to spend 5 hours making a edit but cant spend 30 minutes writing. GET TO WORK PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!

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Shout out to yuri

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Something that urks me is when people think that they are ovulating just because they are horny, like it kind of feels like people are using it as a excuse for being horny rather than just saying your horny. Like its nothing to be ashamed of and I think that people proclaim ovulation as a way to not feel guilty about being turned on. Like its ok, you dont have to try and use ovulation as a excuse. You can just be horny </3

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I think im starting to come to terms with the fact that I hate men the same way men hate women. Like if I see men in any of the media im watching (I refuse to read books with male leads, if a man is too involved in a show I drop it) im not even joking I get so disinterested and a bit irritated. Like I feel like when I have a hate filled thought about a man I sound exactly like a man. Like I really do think they should just shut up and get out of the way and when men are involved in any situation it genuinely does ruin my mood.

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Lowkey I think my new favorite tag is non-sexual intimacy. The tenderness that is always displayed in those types of fanfiction always make me tear up. It just feels so personal and I think when people add sexual components to intimacy it makes it seem so pointless in a way that non-sexual intimacy doesn't. Its the lack of expectations and self pleasure that makes it so good. To be there for a person and expect nothing from them is so beautiful

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I keep on seeing takes on the song instead of here from mitskis new album and I feel like (and this is lowkey just my interpretation) the song talks about topics like dissociation (or maldaptive daydreaming maybe???) sex and self harm.

I think when shes has the lines about death (death visiting her ect) its her self harming going too far and she accidently almost kills herself. There are certain lines that I think atleast indicate that she self harms (the lines "i dip my toe into the abyss" or " ill be opening my box old friend misery, my secret treat to feel like myself again").

She talks about how she has sex with a man instead of him saying I love you back ("instead of love, he said lie down in the dirt") she contemplates if love is really worth it and when they were done she starts dissociating again (" i got up when it was done and went where nobody can reach").

I think the song is about a woman who has had a past of self harm, who is being used by a man She loves and she copes by dissociation and self harm.

Also she mentions the bathroom a lot which is a common place for people to self harm, I think verse 1 and 2 show a example of her self harming in the bathroom and then dissociating.

I know its weird to say yall cause I have no followers and there's a low chance of anyone seeing this, but if someone is reading this can you comment and tell me what you think of the song? Or if you want more info on what im talking about because I dont want to make this like 10 million words long or somthing

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They should make x reader where the reader is fat but its not like a big deal, like you can mention they r big but its not a main plot point. The reader isn't like violently insecure and the desired character isn't after them just because they are fat. Would be PERFECT if when they described the reader it would ACTUALLY fit the fat body too without worrying about making the reader feel better, like no they cant fit their whole arm around the readers body or pick them up without a struggle, stuff like that. I feel like everytime I read a fanfic where its chubby reader they always have to do some extra stuff to not make the reader feel bad about the fact they are fat. Like can we not just be casual????we have to make it a big deal?????

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I can never imagine myself dating or even marrying man but if I did they would have to be rich and submissive. For my looks and adittude that may seem like a lot (im fat and a bitch) but if they arnt both of those things then I genuinely dont need to be dating men. Telling me to lower my standards is like telling a person who not even hungry their only option is moldy pizza. Like im not even hungry im not eating that bs, either bring me a normal pizza or get OUT of my face.

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Everytime I think of the future there is always a vague image of a baby in there or a a cute little toddler but to be honest I dont think im ever going to have kids. I honestly dont know if I actually want kids or if I just cant imagine myself without one because ive been looking after kids since I was 8. Thats not to say that ive raised kids all by myself but its kind of like i am the one they run to first instead of thier parents a good percent of the time. Like if a kid is having a nightmare and they need comfort they dont go to thier parents they go to me. Same with questions and things like cooking and cleaning. As my parents keep having children im coming to the realization that I might be in thier lives more than their parents in a few aspects and I dont know if I want kids or if im just so used to being relied on by kids that I cant imagine a future without a baby on my hip or holding a chubby little hand.

(Sorry if the English is bad, it is my first language I just suck.)

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Lowkey sometimes my friends say somthing that reminds me that we r in different economic classes growing up AND currently. Like my friends verson of struggle growing up was living a trailer park, legit I was homeless when I was a kid, like bros down was my up. I still see the wealth difference every once in a while and it lowkey makes me remember how disconnected they are from somthing that me and my family are still struggling with...

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Lowkey shedding tears because once I graduate how am I going to find older strict women who I can causally talk to 💔 like I feel like the most attractive thing is when a woman looks like a masc closet lesbain with a aged face and a calm voice and how am I going to find this in the wild? Im actually stressed, like where do they all go?????

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What's with babies eating shoes?

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Lowkey sometimes I fear people are putting anti-depressants in my drinks and thats why I have drastic mood swings

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Watching a movie is like reading a one shot on ao3, its too little. If the concept is THAT good make it a series bruh

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I think we need to make free bleeding normal, like I be doing that shit all the time, couldn't force me to gaf even if the flow is heavey🤷‍♀️. Poison on the cooch lowkey worse than a stain or 2...

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Who the fuh is listening to Ethan Jewell bro 💔 I have to keep removing him from my like list (Spotify account from middle school 💔💔💔💔💔) and everytime his voice enters my ear I have debate deleting my Spotify account. No little white boy I dont want to hear ur issues!!!!!!!!