i saw an angel

chaotic academia |Hermann Hesse!! Saint-Saëns!! | >18

[piinkpeqch]

There is something utterly beautiful yet utterly soul-crushing within chaos.

Chaos itself reminds me of a siren with soft mahogany waves of hair like discoloured seafoam clasping around her delicate body; she beguiles you to succumb beneath her feet, to ache, hunger, languish for her — and as soon as you do, Chaos will clutch your thrumming throat with her dainty claws sharp as shark teeth and burrow them in your tender flesh until you begin roaring for her to put an end to it.

[brittany-murphy]

[wetheurban]

I hope these last few months of the year bring you peace in your body, clarity in your mind, and lightness in your heart.

[redstonedust]

anyone else wish they would get roped into a freaky friday body swap situation just for the hope that the other person will go "oh jesus fuck how do you live like this" and instantly validate your feelings of being Strange and Built Wrong.

[moviesycho]

every movie I’ve watched in 2023 [1/?]:

THE MOTH DIARIES (2011) directed by Mary Harron

[what-is-love-babey-dont-hurt-me]

What they don’t tell you about getting into bird watching is that once you get into it, you do not get to decide when you bird watch. You can be on the beach of some distant tropical country with nothing planned except relaxing. But then you see a Common Fluttering Nut Buster and you’re like fuckkkkkkkk holy shit guys the Common Fluttering Nut Buster is not supposed to life this far west holy shitttttttttt

[septemberkisses]

sometimes you are 22, staring at your newly colored hair, wondering if change ever stops aching. pursuing a degree you love but drowning in the fear of failure, of a path that feels uncertain. how you once tossed your heart into reckless hands before finding love, yet now feel unworthy of it—too stiff, too guarded, too much and never enough. how friendships faded, some to silence, some to distance, and the fear of losing more lingers. the weight of responsibility presses heavy, the worry of not being able to provide for those who’ve built their hopes on you. how you see old friends in faraway cities and swear to never let them become just memories. how 22 feels like standing at a shore, waves pulling you forward and back, never letting you settle. and how you wish someone had told you that growing up isn’t about having it figured out—it’s about learning to exist in the mess of it all.

[n4682]

theres something so eldritch about math

its been used since humans learned how to count, and has remained a cornerstone of society for millenia and yet people still forget about it to this day.

it comprises all that is known, all that is unknown, and all that will be never known

some of it looks like a long dead language

requires years of study to even understand a small subsection of one branch of mathematics

the whole thing is so eldritch and i love it

[curiousneophyte]

Visit Original Link

[polithicc]

when someone says a female character is annoying or bad i pray that the character gets more annoying and also gets a gun

[cultkinkcoven]

whenever i get sad that i don’t have friends to worship and do rituals with, I remember that birds sing love songs into the sky everyday, and the grass dances in the wind when it blows. And the clouds blush at the sunset, and the wind whistles tunes, and the bees hum, and the deer trot. And then I remember that the river runs, and the flowers open themselves to the sun, and the bugs sleep on warm leaves. and as I walk and pray, perhaps the rabbits nibbling on shrubs are praying too, perhaps that’s why the spider spun her web so beautifully. and then I remember that I’m not worshipping alone. I never was.

[shisasan]

Anaïs Nin, Delta of Venus, originally published: 1977

[ridiculouspheasant]

I finally finished the glove!!! I'm very proud of it and with about half a year's worth of work going into it I'm also very excited to be done with it. Don't look to closely at the thumb though, it was a bit finicky.

[piinkpeqch]

I had always used to prefer spring season over autumn because the flowers begin to bloom after even the coldest winters; though, recently I have grown fond of the sweet decay which autumn brings. The rustling of leaves tenderly falling to the ground and the sun-rays that reflect upon the wet asphalt and the silent yet magical murmur of animals preparing for the frosty season that winter is. There is something so warmly whimsical about watching nature making room for new blessings and shedding her old skin to be reborn even more beautiful than before.

[puddlebread]

My Homophobic dog masterpost

[modernbaseball]

Naming the female razor brand Venus is so personally offensive to me....you think Venus the goddess of love and sex and beauty was shaving her PUSSY? Go kill yourself

[daviddcorenswet]

richard papen choosing to almost freeze to death rather than asking for help was the most relatable thing he ever did. in this essay i will