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seven days were long enough to fall in love.

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i envy those who are watching my favourite shows for the first time. they get to squeal so darn hard when haruta finally confessed to maki that he wanted to be with him forever and proposed to maki. they get to scream when arthit kissed kongpob on that bridge and even though he didn’t feel the same way, he wanted to get to know kongpob better. they get to jump off their bed and punch their fist through the air when can asked tin to kiss him again one more time. LIKE WHY CAN’T I GET AMNESIA SO THAT I CAN WATCH THESE SHOWS AGAIN? WHYYYYY?!!!

usertoxicyaoi

#cuuuuute!!! :(((

nurabiaylmaz

So Cool …

yihwas

love sick (2015) | reminders (2019)

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Qiu Zi Xuan, I like you.

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me when i get a New Interest™️ that i’m excited to share with everyone:

my long-suffering friends and followers:

spaladoon

i love this and feel very called out at the same time

Guide and Tanai being awkwardly cute.

#my dream the series #guide #tanai

Elle's goldfish explanation. 😂

#my dream the series #elle #good #goldfish #wine

Tanai and the disappearing reappearing bag.

#my dream the series #tanai #bag

Hope Triage gets made and not just for the Tae and Tee fan meet later this month. 🙏🙏💟💟

#tee #tae #triage

Sun you devious boy.😂😂.

#inn #sun #innsun #our sky

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So imagine this.

It’s the radio silence that drives Can crazy the most.

No messages sent at whatever time of the day. No ridiculous yet cute selfies with even more sickeningly sweet captions. No abrupt yet beloved calls. Nothing. Imagine being surrounded by them every single day for 2 consecutive months and then whoosh, nada.

And it’s not like Can can blame anyone but himself. The one who said ‘no’ is him. The one who rejected the proposal and got left behind in the parking lot is him. The one who watched the car drove away is him. The one who found a secluded corner by the IC’s Science Lab to cry is him.

Also imagine this. Pete coming to soccer practices and Can unconsciously glancing over at the space behind him every single time, void of something (someone), hope soaring one second and falling the next. Imagine Can typing out the beginning of a message before bedtime just to backspace and delete because it dawns on him of how unwanted the action is. It’s the small little things that hurts him, kills him a little bit every single day.

Imagine Can slowly realising just how much Tin has occupied every breathing space of his life in such a short amount of time and having to unlearn the habits he has picked up when his life has Tin.

Just imagine that.