hello everyone, i really hope yaāll are doing well ^^ I just wanted to type it here out, to apologize for not being active here like I used too ^^;;; and yes huge apologize for not drawing tf2 content, mostly with my OCs, I really do ;;;; it doesnāt mean that i dislike it, i still like tf2, the thing is that i donāt have the motivation to draw tf2 related. I realized that i lost many contacts, more like talking with friends or with old followers randomly about tf2 or even OCs, and I always was getting inspiration from it to draw it out, but then i saw that Iām still losing followers about it on insta, they were only following me for TF2, not generally about my art from other fandoms, and it actually and still makes me feel down and bad at the same time, because I just donāt know what to draw or post, so Iām trying not to force my self about it..
About me, I started to have big complications with my bladder and with my left kidney. It hurts like hell and itās so stressful including with the studies, and I struggle a lot. Starting on January, I have sleep deprivation. Nonstop, the whole day Iām very tired, I yawn, and i feel so exhausted. I donāt sleep at all due to the pain and stress(plus my hair is falling down), so well.. Iām forced to take naps, even though I donāt want too, but Iām doing it oof. Iām still active on insta and i draw whenever I have time, I will be slow with posting new art because i have to get prepared for final examinations that will be held in June (for graduation).
so yeah i hope yaāll understand me, sorry once again
