365 Days

To change my life

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Day 5

I can’t tell you how glad I am when it’s all over in a few days. Not because I don’t like school but those many last times and countdowns are hurting so much. I’m emotionally exhausted as is everybody and we’re just screaming at each other. Next week will be tough but i believe that it will be okay.

I started writing again. Or kept going. It’s slowly coming to life and I’m so in love with ash and finn. This story may not be huge but it will be cute. Can’t wait to share it.

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Day 3

Today was really not a good one. I felt stressed and anxious every second of it. Tomorrow will be better.

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Day 2

I started writing again. I had a conversation with a friend today and I think she’s falling in love. I couldn’t help but write it down. It made me realise how much I missed this, how much I remember and how absolutely beautiful the smallest things in life are.

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Today is the day

I decided to change my life. And I’m typing this while I’m supposed to study. Ironic, isn’t it?

Hey, my name is Skye and I’m currently graduating highschool. For the past year or so I’ve been struggling with mental health issues like anxiety and depression. And still I would describe myself as a loud and happy person when I’m with the right people.

I don’t know if it’s the best idea to start this project right now, with my last week of school coming up and everything changing regardless of what I do. But something needs to happen. So that’s why I’m here.

How am I gonna do it?

I want to readjust my mindset and fall in love with the simple things again. So I’ll try to be present, even in the most boring moments and count my blessings.

I want to find as many ways as possible to ease my anxiety. So every time I find one that works I will add it to a list.

I want to travel a lot and start a job. By travelling I don’t mean far journeys, even though I love these, but rather driving through the neighbourhood and exploring my local culture.

I want to document as much of my life as possible. I already started taking videos every time I’m with my friends but there has to be more.

I want to stop procrastinating which will be the hardest one. I mean, I mastered these skills over the course of almost 18 years.

I want to overcome my writers block and start getting more into photography again. I miss the feeling of being in love with my work.

And that’s it for now. I’m well aware that this is not really interesting for anybody but myself. My goal for this blog is to document my growth, to be proud of my baby steps and maybe, just maybe, someone wants to join me.

Starting today. 365 days left.

People that have somehow inspired me to do this:

Dottie James with her fantastic project

@emmastudies because of her 100 days of productivity challenge

Leonie because she thrives for change more than anybody else

And all of my friends for always seeing the best in me