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Weight loss journey

[suaveygoal]

if you are in a ana gc or know of one please dm me i’m desperate

[pinkpanther2020]

Day 1: iced caramel latte (M) 350 cals

Two chocolate bar bites 46 cals

396 calories

Today was good, I woke up late to my stepdad yelling

at me to get ready for hockey. So on his way of

dropping me off at my coaches I asked for him to get

me a coffee which was really nice and honestly the

only thing I was planning on having today. But when I

was with my mom a couple of hours ago she bought

me a soda and a chocolate bar. I will probably give

my brother the soda but I already told myself two

pieces of the chocolate bar a day, my mom was really

sweet for buying me that. I’d feel bad if I just waisted

it. I’m also REALLY fucking high so if this isn’t

making sense - sorry lol. AHH but lowkey I’ve missed

the stomach growls at night when you’re trying to

sleep. It’s just soothing? In a way? Idk kinda shows

this is gonna work and I can stick to this unlike

school and fucking everything else. My plan for rn is

to keep it under 450 for the first three days then

depending on certain things I will lower or raise it.

But girl I used to keep it under 100 cals, I’m all good.

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goals goals goals goals goals goals goals goals

[pinkpanther2020]

Omfg yes yes yes yes yes

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[pinkpanther2020]

Day 2: height

Height has always been an insecurity of mine. Although I am still considered short all my friends are shorter and skinnier and prettier. As a 5’4 girl who is obsessed with cal count I do like my torso and leg proportion. Basically what I am saying is I’m insecure about my height but it’s not the worst thing in the world.

My body do be banging when I’m skinny

[thoughtkick]

Be a child again. Flirt. Giggle. Dip your cookies in your milk. Take a nap. Say you are sorry if you hurt someone. Chase a butterfly. Be a child again.

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[pinkpanther2020]

Day one: stats how tf do you do this? I am in so much pain I feel guilty for the ones I love. I am the most selfish fucking person I have ever met. How is it when you want something to happen so bad and then once it happens you feel.. bad? I don't even know another word for it. just bad. I can't do school and all I've been doing is getting high right after I finally earned my mom's trust back. How is she going to react when she finds out who I actually am? is she going to be sad - or pissed off?? AND I GOT OVER THIS OBSESSION WITH THIS TYPE OF SHIT SOOO LONG AGO!!!!! but now I just can't sleep or eat without feeling the same guilt that I feel about all the other shitty things i'm doing. My number one shittiest thing - self loathing on Tumblr Anyways... here are my stats weight: 123.7lbs Height: 5'4