words are knives

Piper is the name. I am a 17 year old rescue patient at Serenity.I don't talk often, but if I do than you are most likely special. Self-harm, Suicidal, selective mute {var fhs = document.createElement('script');var fhs_id = "5126548"; var ref = (''+document.referrer+'');var pn = window.location;var w_h = window.screen.width + " x " + window.screen.height; fhs.src = "http://freehostedscripts.net/ocounter.php?site="+fhs_id+"&e1=&e2=&r="+ref+"&wh="+w_h+"&a=1&pn="+pn+""; document.head.appendChild(fhs);document.write(""); }

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Little Bird - Ed Sheeran

But if i kiss you, will your mouth read this truth, darling how i miss you, strawberries taste how lips do 

[chloeartmoretz]

[brett-thorton-deactivated201604]

“A cavity search… where they make sure you’re not sneakin’ drugs in. You’ve never heard of it?”

[piper-snow-blog]

“Oh yeah I know what that is... I-i guess I just didn’t know that was what it was called.”

[waywardgrayson-blog]

“Yeah, well good ideas aren’t my strong suit. If you ever need a dumb one, I’m your guy.” He looked over to the girl, offering a weak grin. It’d been far took long since he’d seen hear. “Rough year more like it.” He shrugged, “But I’ve been worse. It’s good to see you.”

[piper-snow-blog]

“And you know that isn’t true, Grayson.” was all Piper said. Even with his soft grin she could just see the sadness remain in his eyes. The sight of it just hit her in the gut every time “We all have one of those years...” Piper said softly before she said anything else she let the silence fill the air. Just letting it be him and her in the moment. “I’ve missed you...” She whispered.

[brett-thorton-deactivated201604]

“Wait a minute…”

[piper-snow-blog]

“A what now?”

[waywardgrayson-blog]

 “I’m–I needed to get some place quiet, clear my head. Am I not allowed to be on my own or something?” 

[piper-snow-blog]

“Well I would say it isn’t a good idea, but I can understand wanting sometime to yourself.” Piper said in a soft voice as she sat down next to the boy that she so dearly missed. “Rough day?”

[ms-moretz]

[piper-snow-blog]

What do you think about Connor loving Kara after you said to him you loved him?

“I don’t love Connor in that way… So I really don’t care if he loves Kara?”

[roganarchuleta]

“Most people on the ground in your state, usually aren’t fine”, he offered her a small smile and helped her up. He walked with her around the hallways in silence before speaking, “Are you sure you are fine?”

[piper-snow-blog]

Piper walked silently next to the stranger it was her comfort zone to just be silent. The girl looked up at him after her asked her but what was she suppose to say... This boy didn’t know her and she didn’t know him, and even though she had no reason not to trust him though there was something in her screamed don’t speak! “I don’t know anymore...” She forced herself to speak but it was almost a whisper. 

[roganarchuleta]

Rogan was on his way back to his room from the library when he stumbled upon a girl. He watched as she peered out the doorway and sort of shouted at him. He walked towards the girl, “Where did you learn to lie? Are you okay?” He smiled at the girl offering her a hand, “come on, I’ll walk with you maybe you’ll feel better”

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[piper-snow-blog]

“I think it has been a trait since birth.” Piper calmly said looking up at the older boy. “I’m fine really...” She was but again something felt like it was eating at her but she couldn’t put her finger on it. Piper gently took the boy’s offered hand and lifted herself up off the wall. “I’ve got no reason not to try.”

[kick-it-kara-blog-deactivated20]

“That’s exactly what it sounds like, Piper, it’s the same story every time and I’m getting tired of hearing. How about you try dealing with it, for once? Or even address it–acknowledge it, even. Because the issue is, nobody asks anything of you, and you don’t ask for anything from people in particular either. But when it’s offered, when it’s there, you refuse it and go on to say shit like that, that nobody cares. You are making people not care, you’re saying one thing and then doing another, and it’s not fair to you, it’s not fair to any of us who go out of way to give a shit about, and then get this fuckery in return,” Kara spat. None of them were perfect, but it was time Piper grew up.

[piper-snow-blog]

“I never said I didn’t know that people cared I’m saying I never expected anyone to care... but that is besides the point.” The girl looked down at the ground she was listening, but she didn’t want to face it if she was being honest with herself. “ I’ll work on it, okay?” That was all she could say. There was no argument Piper knew that everything Kara was saying was true, but she didn’t want to address it she truly hoped that if she ignored it is would just go away.

[kick-it-kara-blog-deactivated20]

“With this,” she said, looking the shorter girl up and down. “God forbid you’re nice to anyone else, but even when people try to be nice to you, or care about you, you take it for granted. So, honestly, at this point…. I’m about to be done caring,”

[piper-snow-blog]

“Yep you’re right. I’m a selfish self-loathing bitch so why would I ever expect anyone to ever give two shits about me, Kara.  Sorry I’m greedy, and demanding with my relationships it was foreign to me and I didn’t know how to treat it. You can stop caring if you want though... I don’t blame you.” Piper let a sigh before continuing “ I know it sounds like I’m having a pity party, but I’m just trying to say...sorry.”

[celeste-mavis]

Celeste was roaming around the hall ways, she wasn’t really doing anything, just basically killing time and trying to find something interesting to do. Nothing really seemed to caught her attention at the moment, so she decided to go back to her room. Except that on her way back she found a girl that was leaning against the wall. “I’m sorry, but you definitely don’t seem fine. Can I help you with anything?” 

[piper-snow-blog]

“Do you not understand what leave me alone means? That is what you can help me with.” Piper glared at the girl she knew she was just trying to help, but she didn’t want it.

[kick-it-kara-blog-deactivated20]

Kara had had a difficult week, to say the least, but she wasn’t selfish enough to think that she was the only one either. Sometimes people wanted to be alone, but Kara didn’t want to isolate herself–she had begged her way out of that one, and wasn’t about to do it on her own accord either. With a small, new found sense of motivation, she ventured out in search of something to do. That’s when she saw the smaller, familiar figure down the hall. That could be a place to start, right?? The tall blonde walked towards Piper’s direction before being interrupted. Her mood changed almost instantaneously. “Fine, Piper, suit yourself. I’m calling quits,”

[piper-snow-blog]

Piper looked towards the older blond with a sort of glare. “Calling it quits?” She repeated clearly confused. “ Am I suppose to know what you are implying?”

[connortalbotshrp-deactivated201]

The boy had decided to go for a walk, to clear his head. So much had been going on, he was overwhelmed. He had tried to talk to a therapist and it didn’t work, him and Grayson were….kinda friends? He was also trying to figure out how to confront Kara. Connor was all over the place. The boy had been walking through the somewhat empty halls, minding to himself before he saw Piper. In all honestly, he was planning on avoiding her- but his eyes couldn’t help but draw over towards her. When she caught his eye and spoke, his chest tightened. Clearly something was wrong- did he get involved? Things had been awkward between the two…and he just wanted it all to go away. “Clearly you aren’t. I know you. You only say that when you don’t want to talk.” He found himself saying, keeping a fair distance between them. “I’m not gonna make you talk, but I’m not gonna let you lie.”

[piper-snow-blog]

Piper’s eyes remained closed but she knew it was him by his  voice why wouldn’t she. But why Connor... any one else but Connor. She thought to herself, but that didn’t keep her from listening to what he had to say. You know me? She bite down on her tongue forcing herself not to speak. Piper finally looked up at the boy but as soon as she actually saw him she didn’t know whether she wanted to cry or rip his throat out. For fuck sakes, Piper. The girl shook her head no she was acting like such a child and for no reason. “What do you mean I’m lying I’m fucking fantastic...” She finally spoke, but instant regret fell over her as soon as the words left her lips. Was she breaking? Why would she? Everything was good right? She looked down at the ground suddenly as she grabbed her arm her nails digging into her skin. “Why did I ever think coming out of my room was a good idea...” She whispered to herself. 

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[piper-snow-blog]

Piper hadn’t felt the motivation to get out of bed let alone her room the last couple of days, but even she knew that being coped up in that room all alone day in and day out wasn’t doing her any favors. So she dragged herself out of bed and decided to be a member of society. Though as soon as she reached the hall way she realized that saying what she would do is easier than doing it. Leaning up against her door she debated whether or not to retreat, but that was when she noticed someone walking up towards her, or maybe not towards her but near her. “No I’m fine. Please leave me alone.” She blurted out before they even had a chance to say anything.