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piper-snow:

“And you know that isn’t true, Grayson.” was all Piper said. Even with his soft grin she could just see the sadness remain in his eyes. The sight of it just hit her in the gut every time “We all have one of those years…” Piper said softly before she said anything else she let the silence fill the air. Just letting it be him and her in the moment. “I’ve missed you…” She whispered.

“It’s not exactly wrong either.” Grayson finished, letting things lie where they may. She was right, but even so he couldn’t see it in himself being more than what he was taught to believe he was. Even lost in his own despair, Grayson found a light in her, one he thought the world had lost. She gave him hope that things might be better. “But some days made it worth it.” Only a few came to mind and those were the ones he clung to make it worth getting up in the morning. Grayson moved his hand to reach for hers, but he stopped himself. “I’m ready to stop missing you.” He let a smile play on his lips as the words came out soft and low. “I’m ready to stop feeling like I can’t be your friend.”

#piper #///What he means is he's conflicted by what he feels and the fact he feels he can't show he the slightest bit of affection or friendliness #Does that make sense #?

isabellajahani:

His attitude towards her make her feel worthless, he hadn’t said anything really offensive, but Isabella felt sensitive, insecure and down; she simply shook her head. “It doesn’t matter.” She didn’t matter, more like. The more she tried for people to look at her, the less people cared; nothing seemed to work. Everyone was being rude and no one understood what she was feeling.

He wasn’t trying to be a dick, but he really didn’t care what she had to say. he wasn’t in the mood to hear it, but he was willing to listen. Everyone deserved that so when he spoke again it was in a soft tone. “You were going to say it for a reason, might as well get it out. Go on, I’m listening.”

#isabella #gifs aren't working forgive me

ryanxmitchell:

“Well, unlike you, I’m not insane. Yeah, I have a bit of an issue, but it’s not like it’s not curable. I don’t have to be locked up in some straight jacket like a crazy person. I’m getting out of here. I’m sorry if you’re so bitter about that.”

“How the hell would you know what I’m in for? For all I know is your ass could be in here for real crazy shit. Playing sane is the name of the game right? Maybe you should be given the jacket, might squeeze some of the asshole out of you.”

#ryan #//I'm sorry that Grayson's being an ass #That's what the sorry was for.

piper-snow:

“Well I would say it isn’t a good idea, but I can understand wanting sometime to yourself.” Piper said in a soft voice as she sat down next to the boy that she so dearly missed. “Rough day?”

“Yeah, well good ideas aren’t my strong suit. If you ever need a dumb one, I’m your guy.” He looked over to the girl, offering a weak grin. It’d been far took long since he’d seen hear. “Rough year more like it.” He shrugged, “But I’ve been worse. It’s good to see you.”

#piper

isabellajahani:

Isabella wasn’t having one of her good days, she was hiding in the library. If she had stayed in bed, they would have only dragged her out. So here, she was up but not doing much. “I just…”

“You just what?” He questioned her, he wasn’t in the place to and normally he wouldn’t have acknowledged anyone who approached him. Except he wasn’t feeling like himself today, he was dreading facing his fears tomorrow at his appointment which left him on edge. He didn’t mean to be rude, but he didn’t stop himself either. “Are you going to leave it at that sentence or are you actually going to finish your sentence?”

#isabella #//ignore the text please (:

hazel-whitmore-serenity:

“I mean, technically I don’t think we are allowed to be alone. And usually when someone needs to clear their head its not the best idea to leave them alone.” She explained shrugging.

“That’s why they’ve got cameras installed. They don’t tell you that on the tour, but place is full of ‘em. They see and hear it all. So you’re right we’re not allowed to be alone, but we’re never actually alone.” Grayson finally looked up at the girl. “I’m the prime example of that so what? You’ve come to babysit me or am I in your way?”

#hazel #//he's exceedingly paranoid so I'm sorry

king-rowan:

I don’t know, dude, I was just wandering. Does my presence bother you? Because I can leave.

I don’t even know who the hell you are so no, it doesn’t. You can do whatever you want, kid, just try not to run in here really pisses off the bitcharian at the front. Or you can sit here, I don’t really give a shit.

#rowan

candaceaberdeen:

“Really? I don’t know… You look pretty normal to me. Not that I’d want to be on your bad side, though. How long have you been here?”

“I don’t have a bad side, I don’t hurt people--only if they hurt me or someone I care about first. I think you’re alright. Since last February, but I got transfered for about a month last March. I had a break down and--after I was cleared to leave that place I got sent back. I’ve been here since and I’m going to be here till I’m twenty one.”

#candance

Are there any feelings left for Piper now?

Doesn’t matter if I do or don’t. Legally, I can’t talk or act on it so why the hell does it matter?

“I’m--I needed to get some place quiet, clear my head. Am I not allowed to be on my own or something?”

#shrpgstarter #//he's in the library just hiding among the shelves #and no he should never be left to alone or to his own devices that's a bad idea

candaceaberdeen:

“Okay, okay. But in all seriousness, who do you think is the craziest person here?”

“And I was serious, I was dubbed King of the Crazy my first week here. I’m off my rocker, but you want my honest opinion? They weren’t wrong, I’m about as fucked up as you can get.”

#candance

ryanxmitchell:

“Good, I was afraid I would have to be buddy buddy with people. Hmm, thanks but no thanks. I think my people skills are just fine. I just want to get out of here ASAP and don’t see the point in making friends.”

“You’re getting out of here ASAP? That’s funny, real funny. I’ve never known anyone to get out of here. I’ve been here over a year and guess what, I’m still here. So unless you plan on leaving in a body bag, I wouldn’t count on leaving soon. Soon doesn’t happen here, but forever sure does.”

#death #death tw #ryan #I'm so sorry for him

ryanxmitchell:

“I was expecting not to have to be buddy buddy with someone, that’s what. And I dunno what hospitals you’ve been to but none of the ones I’ve been in have included patient roomies.”

“I don’t know who told you’re rooming with but I’ve never been buddy buddy with anyone I’ve roomed. Most people don’t like their roommates, I never have. What kind of hospitals have you been too, always two to a room, at least when I was growing up. But maybe it’d be good for you, seems like you could work on the people skills.”

#ryan

ryanxmitchell:

“Wait, you’re telling me I have to share a room? What is this, sad person summer camp?”

“What were you expecting? Your own five star deluxe suite? Hate to break it to you, kid, but if you haven’t noticed--it’s a hospital, you share rooms. You get used to it.”

#ryan

connortalbotshrp:

Connor glanced over at the older boy and let the corner of her lips tilt upwards slightly. Things had been tense between the two of them, but they had been trying to work it out. Molten eyes stayed on Grayson as a moment of silence rested between them. “Better is some kinda of progress, yeah? I’m glad you’re doing better- was worried sick and stuff.” The younger boys throat tightened, stomach boiling with guilt. “Good to see you out of that room, too.”

“It means something. Progress, that’s a stretch, but I’m not the same guy I was when I showed up here so yeah--I guess so. I’d guess so...” He trailed off, almost smiling at the young man’s words. His trust was damaged, but he didn’t trust anymore, not fully. But he was like family, even so you did not give up on family. “Thanks, after I kept sneaking out they finally just gave me the all clear. Enough about me, it’s all I talk about anymore--how are you?”