System Issues

Plurality is new. Where's the focus on this thing????? Pips and Divots!!!

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Goddamn. We can each have saved fanfiction.

This is huge.

- H

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I think we're pretty cool.

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I'm very sad and lonely and I wish I had friends who liked being with me and hanging out with me but I don't.

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I ordered door dash and remembered to change payment methods like I needed to.

This whole "care taker" thing is easy.

- Hera

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Cora is why we don't have friends. I'm mad at her.

- Zeke

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Seriously wondering if I will stay alive if it's too quiet. I don't think that made sense but it ughgghhhsjajsjdndhhdhshskwieiejeb

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When we are nothing, what are we?

What good is a single puzzle pieces in a sea filled with pips and divots?

What if we are entirely unknown. How do we know? There is no way to know the things we cannot know.

I am afraid.

I don't know who I am.

But I know that I am afraid.

No I am not. The body is. I am not afraid. I am, at least very nearly, beyond fear. I am Nothing. How could I be afraid.

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I'm Zeke and I'm a secret! I get to be out a lot, but when other people show up I ninja flip into my room!

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People forget autism exists. So when I asked a question to my TL he says nobody will ask that question. But I'm asking that question. Is what I want to say, but I don't. Thanks instead I should say I think the fact that I'm asking the question now, is indicative that other people will ask the question at some point. Bank which is to say, just because you have a reason to dismiss a thought does not mean that it is a thought worth dismissing Bank bank bank read back read back reword question good good thought no thanks. Enter

Read back I'm learning that I am learning thinking I'm learning that some things are black and white and not everything is gray. Bank bank that cash it in the bank you want a money in the bank you'll it's funny I promise you should laugh now. But not before thank you. Okay bye..

I know that what you're saying is helpful but just saying it doesn't help me realize why it's helpful

Little comments matter a lot to me because it takes a lot of effort to think. I want my effort to be recognized. Even if it is a little thought.

The puzzle is good to know but I want to show off having found the pieces. Showing you a poster of a puzzle is in the same. Find sidebar? Find. If my thoughts don't come out they will be lost. If they stay in my brain they will be lost. If my pips and divots stay in my brain they'll feel trapped. I like that we are a puzzle. Thanking heart is thinking out loud. The thoughts we say become solid when we say them. First draft first draft first draft first draft. I have 1 million thoughts. And each of my thoughts has 1 million things to think about. I'm lying of the world is infant and I struggle with knowing how big to train dream.

Routines aren't bad and neither is autism. Everything has so many factors you can't ignore one for the other.

Value mental health is value neutral food inclination is fixing finish think

It does it doesn't matter what she thinks and if it does then I don't care.

Your neuro-political landscape is complicated cuz she didn't get to shower can you repeat that please

Two sovereign nations in one little bitch Nation took control for 3 days because she didn't get to shower

Funny words funny Koko

Dink is based priority

Experience, then listen, then watch, record every draft? Double pause? How record twice

Don't know what focus first, can be watched many times?

Why don't we take off the top and blow on it that way? I think it will be more effective ♥️

You can also unlaude. Unpaise. Can play again whenever black and white

EVERY MOVIE KS BETTER WHEN EVERYONE IS AUTISTIC

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Green crack

Autism

Dink no Whitney.

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Hey it's Cora.

We're tired but this will be good to know tomorrow. Me and Trevor get along great. I like the kid. He like to ask questions and I like to answer them. I know he won't be offended by my answer. And if he is he'll tell me.

I don't have to guess with him.

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Tanner

K think Cora likes it simple and plain. Trevor will as well, so Cora is the perfect guardian for him. Helps him learn what is "because I said so" and what is "great question, I don't know the answer, what do you think it is? Great guess! That could be right! Let's go look it up and learn something together!"

She makes it clear that she's curious and wants him to explain himself NOT because she's expecting him to be correct, but because there's every chance he might be!

When we were little, I was so good at guessing that, eventually, it became pretty safe to assume that my assumptions were correct. But they were still assumptions.

Cora hears what Trevor explains and is able to ask him "Why?" In a way that doesn't just shut him down, instead it subverts his expectations.

If something is black and white and Cora asks why, Trevor is VERY capable of saying "this is black and white!" And if Cora says "is there any gray?" Trevor doesn't hear "you're missing grey, idiot, it's there somewhere, go find it." He hears what she says. "That's your first inclination, have you thought about it before knowing for cerythats the answer? Yes? Way to go! Is this something that is SUPER important we learn for ourselves? Or is this something we can learn from others?

Can we develop a list of things that we believe and

the spectrum where they exist, one side being -the way other people think about things

another side being - how WE feel about things,

Are these answers different? What's next?

I'm at one end of the path and I'm being told to get to the great kingdom in the other side of the world. Okay, I'll start walking!

You're not going to ride a bike???

I didn't know that was an option!

Tomorrow edit bank edit

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Hey it's Cora.

We're tired but this will be good to know tomorrow. Me and Trevor get along great. I like the kid. He like to ask questions and I like to answer them. I know he won't be offended by my answer. And if he is he'll tell me.

I don't have to guess with him.

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Trevor likes nighttime. Tumblr help thought fast. Can navigating easy, yes? Build! Pipsies and divotssss!!! Excited!!! Excite excite!!!

Each all tumblr page? No one, but all? Talk each all!

Trevor ASL? Haha! Koko! Koko gorilla funny! Silly thought is yes silly. Yes learn also. Stupid thought is easy know what learn. Lesson nice learn, like know lesson. Tell me ending so story is exciting!!!! But maybe wrong finish? Interest.

Talk this nice help me yes. Ableist? No care. Not important, no think. Helpful? Yes! Most helpful? Maybe....

Excite excite excite!!!!!!!!! So so so so so excite!

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Pips and divots. Puzzle pieces. We puzzle each other. World is grey, yes. No gray. Yes some black some white. Obvious? Maybe. Not matter. Help.

Common sense? No. But now, yes.

Best time thought this. BEST time thought this!

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I like it here. We're always safe. I don't always know who's here, but if we're in her arms we know we're safe and sound and loved and cared for.

[angelexile]

Do you role play?

sometimes i pretend i’m a fully functioning adult

[itscazforshort]

oh your daughter? sorry yeah we killed her. i mean, she’s still here, but she’s more bird than girl now and she doesn’t like you anymore. we? yeah we’re a we. we took your daughter and killed her and took her soul and her brain and her heart and her eyes to make us. yeah her bones are still here, but they’re hollow now.

how could you, you say? it was us? ah maybe we dealt the last blow when we laid her on the table and cut her open with the scalpel she handed us, but you made her sick first. she was dying long before we met her and now she’s soaring above the clouds and she doesn’t like you.