Hello 👋, My name is Momen Al Madhoun / I am a digital artist / a devoted husband / a father of two children " Ezzdeen & Amir "
I live in Gaza City in the heart of the Genocide, working tirelessly to amplify my voice to the world through my artwork.
I walk long distances to access electricity and internet, creating under harsh conditions to ensure my voice reaches the Tumblr community through my art.
I hope you support me to continue surviving and ensure the safety of my family.
Thank you for your time. Stay safe 🙏
Okay, now a bit more calm. The fact that the apple baby that was so so scared of death, living on edge for a lot of her life since she was first discovered now has protection is just??? A wish come true.
hi everyone! i'm once again showing up on your dash with a life update and a request for help, but this time a much brighter update <3 i know i haven't been very active around here but i've been very busy (in a good way) and do want to return to my previously scheduled shitposting soon.
halfway through may i managed to escape a very toxic and damaging living situation and got my first payment from twitch! the support that i've received has been groundbreaking and i couldn't be more humbled and thankful for everyone who's dropped by a stream. something something dreams coming true in ways we didn't expect.
the unfortunate part is that moving took me scrounging up 200€ and a lot of penny pinching, and thankfully (and thanks to the 76 dollar payout from twitch) i was able to survive and keep working as hard as my mental health allowed me to.
i'm currently in the middle of a subathon and i'm? confused and shocked by how much support i've gotten for it, to the point that when the next payment i receive will be my first proper paycheck in over half a year. for the first time in ages, i'll be able to pay my bills and eat and not be panicked about tomorrow, upgrade some things for stream *and* still have some savings.
the problem becomes the fact that twitch only pays out on the 15th of every month and until that happens, i'm at an absolute zero in my accounts and food has run out as well as shampoo and bodywash and all those necessary things. i was incredibly lucky that a friend was able to help me get feminine hygiene products this month. i'll provide screenshots below.
if anyone is able to help me get past this last hurdle i would be eternally grateful, or if you could reblog that would already be so appreciated <3 but if you read this just as an update on my life, know that i am so at a loss for words from all the kindness and support i've been shown, and that if my life is changing it's because of everyone's support and good vibes. thank you <3
🇵🇸 From May 31st to June 5th, Baghera and other french speaking streamers are doing a charity event to support Palestinians.
All the funds that will be collected will go to Doctors of the World, a world health organisation whose action is to provide medical care to populations in need.
Link to the list of ccs that are participating :
Twitch
Link to Doctors for the World website if you want to know more about what they do :
This is what happens when a bunch of talented people decide to celebrate their dear friend :') They create a fully-fledged dungeon with multiple stages, all kinds of small details, cool mechanics and even a beautiful soundtrack.
Honestly, I'm not ready for a Qsmp 2 entirely because I still don't trust QStudios management. As of right now, they've actively done nothing to show me any internal improvement. It's actually been either the same or worse.
I love this project with my whole heart, and because of that I don't want manufactured hype for a season 2. Soooo yeah seeing a big red 2 to keep super fans hooked doesn't inspire positivity or hope for me.
my hope is that they take a year long break to properly prep for qsmp 2. make sure they are able to pay the admins properly, do proper and full background checks and make sure the work environment is not at all toxic.
plus also!! issue a public apology to every admin they had fucked over!! they deserve it genuinely so much!!
Sorry for the rant that will follow but there’s a silly feeling that is bothering me.
By now we already do the people making decisions at Qstudios don’t care about their admins, and with the recent Cherry news this seems to not have changed even with the restructuring that allegedly took place.
But I’m also starting to wonder if maybe these same people just don’t care about the content creators either, or at least some of them. Cause Bagi had just publicly said she wouldn’t come back until Cherry’s situation was correctly handled and… well. Same thing happened with Baghera, Antoine and Etoiles who said they would only come back if they were given proof the working conditions had changed and…well, is any of them back yet ? :|
I’m sorry this is negative I just didn’t know where else to talk about it, you’re free to ignore obviously ^_^ I just have a sour taste in my mouth from this because it feels like my favorite streamer and the community I’m in were never considered (except maybe just as customers who could buy merch).
No, you're right. It seems like there's some creators for which they would move the whole world just to have them and then to some....they would expect them to be ready to stream at 4 am *sigh* The challenge of a international project is a BIG ONE and this team simply wasn't ready. I'm sorry to all the communities that felt less than because of all this mess.
This narrative that's been spreading about how Cherry and Ryan left the project so that's why their characters didn't get a goodbye. They didn't. They never left. They were simply left aside. I'd even dare say that the only "wrong" thing they did was support every admin that came out with their experiences.
