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[pixelgutzbby]

Our gaze is endless.

You can call me anything you like. Pixel is just an online name, so I'm fine with whatever you want.

▪︎ 20

▪︎ Any pronouns, mainly they/she/rot

▪︎ ND + OCD + bipolar and possible BPD

▪︎ DID system

Alter sign offs will be in the tags of a post. Alter intros can be found here

If I've suddenly switched up, blocked you, etc, another alter did that to feel safer.

Blog TWs:

Obsessive and otherwise mentally ill posting

Mentions of SH and occasionally EDs

Cannibalism

Smoking and drinking

NSFW posts will be posted occasionally

All of this being said, this blog is 18+

In all honesty, I don't like referring to myself as a "yandere", I only use those tags for traction.

My type of love:

Worship, stalking, dependent, mostly harmless (I've only ever harmed myself), sadomasochist

Tags for this blog:

pixel posting 🫰 - Just regular blogging

pixel blood ♥️ - Obsessive love posts

pixelated tears ❤️‍🩹 - Vent posts

pixel after dark 🌑 - Adult posts

pixel says... 💌 - Responding to asks and gimmicks

pixel tunes 🎵 - Lyric posts

More will be added as needed.

Anons and asks are very much appreciated, I enjoy the attention ♡

[bloody-birds]

i will be a pathetic thing for you but only when you deserve it

[okut0pus]

I can't wait to finally find my true saviour whom I can worship

[pixelgutzbby]

Gods, I want to be selfish, I want to be loved, I want someone to be my god, I want someone to want me, I want someone to hold me in their arms, I want someone to live with, I want someone.

I want it to be my turn.

[pixelgutzbby]

I'm creating yan roles for a Discord server I'm working on, such as : Harmful, non-harmful, worship, stalking

What else should I add? I can't think of much right now.

[pixelgutzbby]

Mmmm, I might just make a Discord server to find a partner system and friends... Hm...

[housequackity]

matching icons, matching usernames, matching lock screens, matching bios, matching last names!!! i want to make layouts for me and my person… staking my claim on you however i can

[pixelgutzbby]

I'm starved of love. I'm clawing at the altar for something, anything, to satiate the hunger within me.

Without a god to follow, I am nothing.

[slaughtyring]

𓏏𓏏  devotional . † ॱ do you anon for anyone?

𓏏𓏏  holy text . † ॱ would you ever have rules for your darling? what about accepting rules for yourself?

𓏏𓏏  martyr . † ॱ what would you be willing to do to prove your love?

𓏏𓏏  confessional . † ॱ what is the worst thing you’ve done in the name of love?

𓏏𓏏  faith . † ॱ do you believe in love being fate? if not, how does love arise?

𓏏𓏏  resurrection . † ॱ is this your first yanblr blog? if not, do you think people recognize you?

𓏏𓏏  baptism . † ॱ what do you think is the purest expression of love?

𓏏𓏏  atonement . † ॱ would you ever go back to an ex-darling?

† ॱ  priest . 𓏏𓏏 only i should be worthy enough to talk to someone as divine as you.

† ॱ  shepherd . 𓏏𓏏 i wish to take control of your life.

† ॱ  nun . 𓏏𓏏 i’m patiently waiting for you, abstaining from anyone else.

† ॱ  deity . 𓏏𓏏 i want you to devote yourself to only me; i’m a jealous god.

† ॱ  heaven . 𓏏𓏏 i want to be a better person for you.

† ॱ  hell . 𓏏𓏏 you bring out the worst traits in me, and i love it.

† ॱ  deadly sin . 𓏏𓏏 i envy you deeply.

† ॱ  crucifix . 𓏏𓏏 you are my salvation.

[sicklyprey]

I want to belong to someone, to know that I’m completely theirs and that they won’t ever let go.

[fentykruger]

I want You in the Most purest yet most Disgusting way Possible.

[dollyslyfe]

Need a possessive obsessive loser taking over every aspect of my life tbh

[kissedfawns]

im a very observant person unfortunately

[pixelgutzbby]

I don't know why I keep trying. I think I'm just not good at socializing. People look at me weird, respond weird, ignore me, talk over me, so why the fuck do I keep trying? I've already established that I don't need people, I don't like people, I don't do friends, all that, but I just keep finding myself wanting to connect. I hate that humans are social creatures.

This is like a fucking humiliation ritual.

[pixelgutzbby]

When I send something I thought was funny and get met with "Interesting" so I immediately just shut the fuck up

[pixelgutzbby]

I've been pretty productive the last few days. I haven't been talking to people much, but that doesn't matter. I've gotten chores done, I've kept up with self-care, I've drawn a bit, and I still have time to play lots of games.

Ugh, I just realized we have therapy tomorrow. Hopefully the therapist doesn't question me acting and talking differently. I'm marked as a "subject of concern" in our file we shared with her, and I don't want to get into anything.

I might just make someone else front for that.

[yourkawaiiyandere]

Let's be weird and off putting together