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blurry selfies. private posts. everything I can’t say out loud.

[pixelruins]

it’s 3:03am and i still can’t sleep.

[pixelruins]

delicate like glass today 🕊️

[pixelruins]

i think the hardest part is knowing you’re still out there.

breathing, laughing, living your life

just without me in it.

we had all this love and no map for how to keep it.

now it’s just silence where you used to be.

i don’t hate you.

i don’t think i ever could.

but i wish love was enough to make people stay.

[pixelruins]

sometimes i feel like i’m just

an echo of myself

playing on loop

in a room no one visits.

(currently buffering…)

🎧 currently playing: “i walk this earth all by myself – EKKSTACY”

[pixelruins]

i don’t know what this is yet.

maybe a diary. maybe a landfill.

maybe just a place to feel something quietly.

this is for the things i don’t say out loud.

the blurry thoughts, the midnight versions of me,

and all the broken pixels that still glow.