No Longer A Thinspo Blog

🌸trying little by little🌸 Ali | 18 | recovering from anorexia and bulimia| please feel free to message me for help.

[bear-loves-honey]

Plus sides of gaining lbs:

☆ more tits

☆ more ass

☆ more cushion and more muscle

[bear-loves-honey]

☆ being strong

☆ having energy for self care and hobbies

☆ feeling free to love food

☆ being soft to hug

☆ loving your tummy, thighs, all of it

[pixiebouqets]

New account

My old posts are triggering but I’m hoping a few of my followers will see this and come join me in my recovery journey, I won’t be active on here anymore, but I will be at @pixiesrecovery

[bitchontheprairie]

[m-recovers]

my ed: makes me feel bad for being bloated

my stomach: thanks me for being nourished

my brain: thanks me for being nourished

my heart: thanks me for being nourished

my bones: thank me for being nourished

all my internal organs: thank me for being nourished

[naramdil]

did u know that you can be both the chubby friend AND the pretty friend bc weight has no bearing on beauty 🐝🐝🐝

[cwote]

scales and numbers aren’t what is important. focus on being healthy :)

[alec-isnt-your-bitch]

some positivity for boys because sometimes we forget boys suffer too

here’s to all the beautiful boys out there (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧

[pixiebouqets]

Recovery and forgiveness

Since deciding to recover I haven’t been on this account in quite a while, I am truly and honestly disgusted with myself looking back on it as I now realise what I did was harmful and wrong.

I understand personally that blogs such as this one are a coping mechanism, they made me feel less alone and not afraid anymore, but putting pictures of myself when I was unhealthy and dying just to get some gratification from others was something that simply made me worse, it was also a tool for disaster with other accounts that followed me, and I am truly and deeply sorry for it.

I didn’t want to make a new account because I feel that aknowleging that this was a part of my life is important, and I understand if some of my followers wish to unfollow me, but this will now become a space where I can be happy and healthy.

[skittey]

Sometimes I just need a little reminder that I always have permission to eat. If anyone else needs a reminder, reblog this for a anon to msg you the support you need if youre getting ready for a meal and feel a little shaky about it!!

[spacebetweenpages]

GAINING HEALTHY WEIGHT IS NOT A BAD THING!! I REPEAT, GAINING HEALTHY WEIGHT IS NOT A BAD THING!!

[coolskeletonmemes]

[thinnrsinnr]

me: i don’t even have an ED…like what even is that??¿¿ lmao

*scale goes up .2lbs*

also me:

[wanna-be-a-noodle]

ED questions!

1. which eating disorder(s) do you have? 
2. when did you develop your eating disorder? 
3. are you currently in recovery? 
4. honestly, do you want to recover? 
5. how are you doing today? 
6. 5 safe foods? 
7. 5 fear foods? 
8. do you count calories? 
9. what is your max calorie limit? 
10. what is your height? 
11. what is your ultimate goal weight? 
12. are you trying to lose weight? 
13. have you ever been called “fat”? 
14. have you ever been called “too thin”? 
15. what is your current goal weight? 
16. what was your highest weight? 
17. what was your lowest weight? 
18. do you wish you were back at your lowest weight? 
19. does your family know about your eating disorder? 
20. do your friends know about your eating disorder? 
21. do you wish you didn’t have an eating disorder? 
22. have any “free foods”? 
23. how often do you weigh yourself? 
24. thinspo or bonespo? 
25. biggest problem area on your body? 
26. favourite part of your body? 
27. what kind of results do you want to see? 
28. do you purge? 
29. do you take laxatives? 
30. how often do you purge? 
31. do you binge? 
32. how long have you fasted for? 
33. who’s your biggest thinspiration? 
34. favourite eating disorder movie/show/documentary? 
35. favourite thinspo picture? 
36. can you post a photo of yourself/your body? 
37. how does your eating disorder affect your life? 
38. what is your BMI? 
39. do you follow a diet? 
40. least favourite part about your eating disorder? 
41. has your eating disorder ruined any relationships? 
42. do you have a “guilty pleasure” food? what is it? 
43. meanspo or sweetspo? 
44. does anyone else in your life have an eating disorder? 
45. ever been inpatient? 
46. ever been outpatient? 
47. ever been in residential care? 
48. ever been in a psych ward? 
49. are you currently in therapy? 
50. what did you eat today? 
51. are you scared about the holidays? 
52. are your family/friends supportive? 
53. have any other mental illnesses? 
54. looking for ana buddies? 
55. what is your current weight?

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♡ask me?♡

[tinybunnyy]

Don’t be afraid to ask 🥀

[thedepressoexpressotrain]

PLEASE ASK ME SOME I’M VERY BORED 

[uncontrolledskies-deactivated20]

ahh please ask me some, i can’t sleep and i’m super bored!!

[skin-daydreams]

yes please 🖤

[wish-to-be-alice]

Ask :P

[spunkygingerchica]

Please send me some. I need something to distract me.

[aida-ana]

Ask in inbox!

[ana-kitchen]

Recipe Master List

by @ana-kitchen

Lunch/Dinner

carrot fries (55 kcal) - vegan, GF

simple salad (55 kcal) - vegan, GF*

spicy noodles (6 kcal) - vegan, GF*

vegetable broth (0 kcal) - vegan, GF

chickpea salad (75-150 kcal) - vegan, GF

garlic noodles (20 kcal) - vegan, GF

chicken wrap (58 kcal)

100 or under meals master post - inception

Breakfast:

porridge (55 kcal) - vegan, GF

DIY low-calorie smoothie - vegan/vegetarian, GF*

green smoothie (100 kcal) - vegan, GF

chia pancakes (44 kcal) - vegetarian, GF

Snacks/dips/sauces:

chips/crisps (25 kcal) - vegan

nutella (20 kcal) - vegan, GF

ketchup (5 kcal) - vegan, GF

Drinks:

milkshake (40 kcal vanilla, 50 kcal chocolate) - vegan/vegetarian, GF

apple cider (2 kcal) - vegan, GF

vitamin water (0 kcal) - vegan, GF

hot vanilla (45 kcal) - vegan, GF*

sweet almond drink (40 kcal) - vegan, GF*

Desserts:

ice cream (20 kcal/pint) - vegan, GF

strawberry ice cream (35 kcal/pint) - vegan, GF

cinnamon buns (26 kcal) - vegan

chocolate pudding (40 kcal) - vegan, GF

blueberry nice cream (40 kcal) - vegan, GF

white/milk/dark chocolate (10-40 kcal) - vegan, GF

pumpkin pie (49 kcal) - vegan, GF (if you sub flour)

popsicles (25 kcal) - vegan (watch out for jam), GF

chia seed pudding (64 kcal) - vegan, GF

instant sorbet - vegan, GF

strawberry orangeade popsicles (6 kcal) - vegan

oatmeal cookies (51 kcal) - vegan, GF

Note - GF with an asterisk (GF*) means that the recipe is gluten free, but you should watch out for sauces, dressings, and extracts (some vanilla extracts are not gluten free, as well as salad dressings etc.) Also, when using oats, make sure they are GF oats!

[heart-of-a-wildflower-deactivat]

You can’t live with an eating disorder.

You can survive. You can breathe and fake a smile and function, but you can’t live.

You can’t have fun, you can’t relax, you can’t enjoy food, you can’t succeed, you can’t dance, you can’t go to parties, you can’t do the things everyone else is doing, you can’t do the things you love, YOU CAN NOT LIVE.

[carnlflower]

[bodybyana]

Ana Logic, #124

“One interesting thing about being anorexic is that you don’t have energy to do most things; especially healthy things like therapy and treatment, self improvement…”

…and yet still have plenty of energy to do things that are destructive behaviors like train for ultra marathons or do jumping jacks all night…

Go figure…