25 y/o as of Sep 2025
No longer using acc as of August 2025
(not deactivating for archival purposes)
kink - NO MINORS ALLOWED
mindgirl on Discord (add freely)
BPD stands for two things, it has both
Autistic about: hypnosis - gaming - many others
Hey, it's not going to be using this blog again (hopefully) after updating this to be its pinned post. This is likely to be a little heavy, so please read under the bar with care. Regardless, it is safe and not in immediate or near future danger, barring catastrophic circumstances or something else.
That out of the way, here's your opportunity to go read something else, or something:
It's made a lot of mistakes. It has a lot to feel guilty about. It has repeatedly alienated the people who care about it because it has been rather bad at taking care of itself, and blames other people for its own choices and their consequences. For this much, it is sorry.
This said, it's been making small self improvements, to the best of its ability, and been moving much more slowly in hopes of not overexerting itself. It still gets kinda down, but it's been a lot better at avoiding venting to people who it has not received consent to vent to, with mixed success in its results.
It's lonely, and this is the cry for help that people ask it to do, generally, so if you're seeing this, and you'd want to talk to it, even if you want to just touch base, make sure it's safe (which it is), you can add it on discord on its account:
mindgirl
It's still a kinky bitch, and it still somewhat enjoys gaming, so even if we've never spoken, or we only spoke a little, know that it's gotten a lot of free time and doesn't really have a lot of people to talk to.
If you're unfamiliar with this one, be informed that it can be a lot a bit clingy if it's being shown a lot of affection, but it's gotten a lot better at establishing healthy boundaries for itself and others in the context of its own actions.
It can't really promise anything other than that it will continue to try its best, and even if you don't add it, it hopes there's some sense of security in knowing that it's still rollin around.
Also, for the sake of archival stuff, it won't be deleting this acc, but it is using tumblr again on the acc @sapphicwitchydreamgirl. Don't expect the same frequency of posting and tumblr as it used to, but sometimes it'll post there.
This one has finally realized that it is just not emotionally mature enough for social media in the vein of Tumblr and etc! It will be stepping away from its accounts, and *not* deactivating them, and deleting the saved passwords that it definitely does not remember.
One will be free to reach out to it at its Discord account, adding it with the username, "mindgirl" as one would like, with the understanding that it is primarily motivated by friendship and connection and the like.
it is going to decide tomorrow probably but it can't keep meeting cute trans women on the internet who mistake this one's borderline personality disorder for genuinely malicious behavior
it cannot keep tearing out its soul just so people can shred it to pieces
can anyone help this one understand linux? a very kind individual was helping it but can no longer assist it for reasons it doesn't feel comfortable sharing, and it currently exists mostly at its PC and isn't the most tech literate despite this.
it currently is capable of using its pc the way it wants to for the most part, but if something bad were to happen, it wouldn't be able to do much beyond buying a new pc, which it definitely does not have the funds to do
any help (including pointing it towards reading material, if you don't wish to directly interact with it) would be welcome!
Hypnosis is pretty cool but being true friends and being able to engage with hypnosis on a level that transcends your perception of what you thought was ever possible?
It all starts with a DM...!
(and reading this one's pinned post, usually, if it isn't the one initiating, which it very rarely has the spoons for)