Zoesthesia & Alterhumanity
There needs to be a unifying term that describes the experiences and identities of that many alterhumans share (such as therians and otherkin), is not exclusive, does not imply a spiritual or psychological bias, is less likely to be targeted by bad actors, and can be easily translated to other languages as an aid to a global community that is being left behind. This has been refined significantly since my last post. Here is what I propose:
Zoesthesia ("zo-esthesia"): the experience of sensations, perceptions, and behaviors belonging to a species, form of consciousness, or concept not typical of one's own biological species. Interpretations and identities arising from these experiences are subjective and personal; zoesthesia can be present without either, especially at early ages, but is often experienced as an embodied identity.
Zoesthetes have a wide spectrum of experiences, often leading to unique endeavors and forms of expression in social, artistic, literary, and professional contexts.
The experience of zoesthesia involves:
- Sensations, perceptions, behaviors, social cues, and/or involuntary urges not typically seen in one's own biological species,
- A state of consciousness akin to that of a non-human animal, mythological creature, fictional character, or concept such as the internal state of an operating system or characteristics of an environment,
- Experiences that may become stronger after one becomes conscious of them (what some call a "spiritual awakening"),
And can involve any number of the following:
- The feeling of phantom limbs or sensations belonging to something other than one's own biological species,
- Feelings, urges, and sensations that may vary in form and intensity, remain at a stable baseline, or become triggered by internal or external stimuli,
- An identity or overarching sensation that embodies on these experiences,
- Dysphoria regarding the incongruence between one's physical body and perceived embodied experience,
- Altered states of consciousness (such as dreams and trance-like states) that are experienced through the lens of something incongruent to one's biology,
- And/or a personal interpretation of these experiences through psychological or spiritual means.
Zoesthesia comes from the Greek root words "zoe" (meaning life or animal) and "aisthesis" (meaning perception, and in medical and neurological contexts, feeling or experience); it is synonymous with "qualia." Literally: "life perception." It doesn't necessarily imply that this relates solely to non-human animals, nor does the suffix imply anything regarding attraction or identity. It sounds very similar to synesthesia, which is highly studied and has a thriving community.
Certain aspects of one's experience of zoesthesia can be increased or otherwise controlled through the practice of various forms of meditation.
Zoesthesia's purpose and goal as a term is to decouple the inner animal/other experience from identity, define a robust neurological basis for researchers to study alterhumanity, and make identities such as "therian" and otherkin discussable in contexts where they have been demonized or tarnished. Note that "I am a therian" and "I experience zoesthesia" are statements that have wildly different connotations - one reveals ego (which certain individuals are more likely to attack). By focusing on experience instead of identity, zoesthesia could become relatively free of identity-based scrutiny and open more constructive conversations globally.
If you think this works, use it. I think we should create an anonymous international resource that defines zoesthesia in multiple languages and provides links to resources and studies related to associated phenomena such as therianthropy, otherkin, alterhumanity, and etc. If you feel weird about reterming such things, consider that the point of this is to translate it into languages in which "therianthropy," "otherkin," and etc. are not usable terms. "Zoesthesia" probably won't even be on the menu. What we see as "the way things are" in our culture is very centered on English. Unless you'd like to advocate for English as the master language, there needs to be some consensus on what makes up our embodied identities so that the community's extremities aren't left behind. Those countries already have growing communities, but the lack of proper documentation in their local languages is drawing in folks who think these are fandoms, not experiences - people who think that the associated identities and experiences are extreme.
If you would like to volunteer to help with translation into the language(s) of your country, please contact me. Feel free to leave your thoughts here so I can continue to refine this. If you think this is a bad idea, let it die. If you think it's a good idea, reblog this and start using it.