Watching YouTubers like hitomi and Leah's field notes make me so happy! They inspire me so much~ I want to live a very similar lifestyle like theirs(especially hitomi) I love how she's always in nature and she's always smiling and laughing and she just makes me so happy to live life you know? Like.....I could literally talk about her for forever. I want to live a very natural and healthy and fulfilling life like theirs so so so bad! Like yoga, meditation, eating more plant based(I'm vegetarian and I'm slowly v v slowly working my way to being vegan!), always being outside,being mores sustainable, having friends that I'm super comfortable with and them being like my sisters, doing art without the stress of needing it to be absolutely perfect! There's a lot more I could say. just being a free spirit!! Like sigh....
And the thing is...it's not impossible at all. I could actually do this. I don't know why I think it's so hard.
The place I live currently though does make it a bit difficult but I could do the small things listed above but the friend part it'll..it'll take a while for that to happen and that's okay :) we all move at our own speed. One step at a time♡
