being fat and having an ed is just constantly realising how little you belong in ed communities
nothing is for you. most of the diets are geared towards people who are thin. all the ‘imagines’ are for thin people. the ‘spells’ are for thin people. the fatphobia is okay because they don’t believe fat people can truly have eds in the first place.
even outside of social media. the healthcare / mental health system is for thin people and their recovery. the portrayal of eds in film and television is for thin people. the books about eds are for thin people.
everything is for thin people
so you as a fat person are constantly belittled, dismissed, invalidated, and forgotten about. or you’re told that an eating disorder is what you deserve. maybe the bulimia or the anorexia will get you skinny and maybe the orthorexia will make you excercise.
it’s all ‘stay safe’ and kisses for recovery until you’re fat, then it’s ‘stay starving’.
