trauma/system blog

i'm finally coming to terms with this. (if you know my main, please don't ask me about this.) [all posts okay to rb unless stated otherwise]

[dyingdere-blog]

Order me around. Make me your bitch. Call me a whore. Hurt me, I DESERVE IT. Hit me with your wonderful hands and make me bleed. 

WHY ARE YOU SO NICE TO ME?

[pluralpalace]

the memories are flooding back in and i honest to god want them to stop

[autumngerard-moved-deactivated2]

[r-endrick]

[pluralpalace]

you're lucky to have me.

[richardsikendaily]

[pluralpalace]

someone: were you an X kid or a Y kid

me: actually i was an Abused Kid and the few memories i have from that time are horrible and part of the reason i'm so fucked up

[ponticgreek-deactivated20210224]

[heartahoges-deactivated20181113]

🔪🎀 kill ‘em with cuteness 🎀🔪

[eviscerateddolls]

I was so scared. I was so scared, I was so scared, I was so scared. I AM so scared

[jealous-yandere-deactivated2018]

[narcboyprince]

someone: -makes an extremely obvious vaguepost about me

me on the outside: lol how cute 

me on the inside: im going to fucking kill you im going to fucking kill you im going to fucking kill you im going to fucking kill you im g

[lilpeepser]

[365filmsbyauroranocte]

À nos amours (Maurice Pialat, 1983)

[365filmsbyauroranocte]

Possession (Andrzej Zulawski, 1981)

RIP Andrzej Zulawski (1940-2016)

[pluralpalace]

i’ve met an actual murderer now!!!!! someone who actually killed another person, yet got away with it!!!!

[pluralpalace]

me: hey they didn’t really do anything maybe i shouldn’t be so angry-

my brain: STAY MAD