over 50 and dating ?

Over 50, divorced, three children (and not dating) I write poetry #poeticcatpoetry I believe in positivity and spirituality. This is my story............

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Birthday weekend of beaches - these two Fingal Heads & Dreamtime Beach

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Poetic Cat Poetry turned 1 today!

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I hit 500 posts on my poetry tumblr last night. A nice little milestone.

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What a great ride we had yesterday. I was sooo hot though that I almost passed out. I felt so ill but managed to make it to the town we were stopping for lunch before I tapped him to pull over. I think it was about 40c and in my brother’s old leather jacket and being hungry, I got very woozy. Once we stopped though, and I got cool I was fine to have lunch and a walk around Maleny. As always I had to stop in at the orgabic co-op and buy chocolate covered strawberries. I still want to know how they make these. They are virtually sugar wrapped in chocolate but they are most definitely still a strawberry in shape and colour.

Once back in the city we watched a movie at his place. I was then invited for dinner, which he cooked! I checked that my dogs could be fed by my children, let them know ivwas ok sleeping out and accepted a wine top up. We discussed life and growing up which still isn’t a priority for him lol. Watched another movie then went to separate bedrooms. I am really liking having a male friend who is really and truly a friend / fun acquaintance to have and not because he is looking for benefits.

I am also thrilled that I have now, at some time over the passed few days, passed the one year point of both this blog (which I rarely post in) and my poeticcatpoetry blog. My poeticcatpoetry blog has had at least one poem every day over that year, some good, many not so but one year of daily poems none-the-less. For a very long time they were often whiney self pity but I have recently reverted to my former (many years past)  mind set of positive thoughts only.

I had learnt a lot about this years ago and have for many years had no need for doctors because I took to the healing side of the law of attraction very well. However, I knew deep in me that this should work for every part of life but I had never before allowed the concept to flow through to my finances or my actual daily life. Change came, after years of reading and listening to the great bible teachers such as Copeland, Dollar, etc, studying at Rhema bible school, reading and listening to Don Migiel Ruiz andWayne W Dyer I read The Secret for the third time, then watched the movie and also watched a youtube clip where Ester Hicks spoke from Abraham.... finally I was awake. All the years of jijsaw concepts smashed together and became real for me, so real it was incredible. Rather than beat myself up for wasting my life thus far I have just take on life now, in every way possible.

For the past two weeks, every morning I meditate, every morning after meditation I hear (not with my ears) important information for my life and I write this down in both a new blog and facebook page Vibrational Excellence. This information I believe is given to me from the spirit realm to assist me. It is also becoming obvious that others also need and like to read the information I post. I am feeling very excited for next year. I have received an awesome business idea and plans are under way. I feel so positive I might actually spontaniously combust lol.

Rock on 2014! May blessings follow you and over-take you.

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So excited! Going out riding on the back of a friend’s Harley tomorrow. So cool, can’t wait :-)

Lovin life

Funny thing is when I go out with this friend people think we are a couple. I am a young 52yo and he is a slightly aged 38yo. I just laugh. No matter what I say people make up their own minds about things.

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Reblogging my own stuff lol :-)

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Thoughts

Today I find my thoughts a million light years from 6 months ago, a year ago.... Today I choose to think on life giving, life generating thoughts. I then choose to only allow life giving thoughts to become life giving words. I no longer wish to speak death or detriment to myself, my future or those around me. Words are alive, they create.

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I have a love hate relationship with this torture machine

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my walk, so tough but totally worth it! 

So many people run this track! Not me, yes I had a full pack but I was having trouble just walking up the hills, no idea how these people run them.

http://www.bushwalkingvictoria.org.au/walks-directory/north-east-victoria-2/mount-feathertop.html

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Sitting in top of Mt Feathertop looking back towards Mt Hotham

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I am so happy I finally found it!

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Finally packed, nearing midnight with a 5.30 start but  I'm packed and under weight!

So looking forward to going back to Victoria. Tour leader, mountains and possibly some other fun.

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8 sleeps until I leave to seeing e the tour leader again. Still hopeful of walking Razorback but it will depend a little on weather.

He is a strange fish, for a man who says he has no emotion he seems keen to see me.

I am, however, back on a dating wesite, have met one nice man but I don't think it will become anything serious. Arrangements will be made to meet another soonish. Reasoning behind this? Mostly trying to realise that the tour leader will be out of the country for his tour for months and months and other than joining us on a potential tour while he is away shows no signs of ever wanting a closer relationship with me. My Saturday nights are dreary and my bed is too empty, I function better with someone to love.

Yet when we are together the tour leader seems as close as he could possibly be to being in a relationship with me. Then I must tell myself maybe this is how he is with all his female friends and move on. Such a pity, he is a kind, non-judgemental and peaceful man ... they are rare.

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Bookings made... soon to walk Razorback to Mt Feathertop :-)

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