well, here we go then.

sorry in advance.

[poeticpea]

it has come to my attention that i might not be happy.

.poeticpea.

[poeticpea]

when is it time to realize that sometimes comfortable just isn’t enough. .

.poeticpea.

[poeticpea]

you’re the only pain i want to feel for the rest of my life.

.poeticpea.

[poeticpea]

i wish we could trade places, so you could feel what it’s like to feel so unwanted for so long. maybe, just maybe, then you’ll see me.

.poeticpea.

[poeticpea]

who am i without you?

.poeticpea.

[poeticpea]

i’ve never craved anything more than i crave you..

.poeticpea.

[poeticpea]

i trusted you;

I told you everything that ever traumatized me.

and you did it all perfectly.

.poeticpea.

[poeticpea]

i really fucking needed you..

.poeticpea.

[poeticpea]

you know you’re heart is too big when you feel guilt for pursuing your own happiness

.poeticpea.

[poeticpea]

if you wouldn’t mind,

would you would be so kind;

to destroy my life so i can start anew;

with a soul that i can bind, to none other than perfect little you.

.poeticpea.

[poeticpea]

the bigger the heart; the easier it is for them to find the target.

.poeticpea.

[poeticpea]

you tell me how you hate how i’ve changed.

darling, don’t you remember we’re supposed to?

[poeticpea]

just another brick wall;

still, i choose to crash into you at full speed-

you think i’d have learned by now.

.poeticpea.

[poeticpea]

i will be forever tied to you.

and one way or another;

i will find you and your heart in every lifetime i’m unfortunate enough to live in.

.poeticpea.

[poeticpea]

I would happily let you completely destroy my life.

.poeticpea.

[poeticpea]

i fucking hate everything you turned me into. but i’d rather get better than get even.

.poeticpea.

[poeticpea]

if only you could see you through my eyes. if only you loved you the way i do.

.poeticpea.