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I burn myself instead of killing myself

I burn myself instead of killing myself.

#its getting worse #i cant leave them but I dont think i can last much longer #im sorry

Ah fuck im scaring myself again

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#genuinely dont know how to communicate to my friends that im not happy with them #like im good at apologizing for my actions when i do something wrong but I feel as tho i cant communicate my problems or ill just get talked #about behind my back #feels like the second I say something negative to them they are gonna turn on me

somesecretpie

Greetings bugs and worms!

This comic is a little different than what I usually do but I worked real hard on it—Maybe I'll make more infographic stuff in the future this ended up being fun. Hope you learned something new :)

If you are still curious and want to learn more about OCD, you can visit the International OCD Foundation's website. I also recommend this amazing TED ED video "Starving The Monster", which was my first introduction to the disorder and this video by John Green about his own experience with OCD.

The IOCDF's website can also help you find support groups, therapy, and has lots of online guides and resources as well if you or a loved one is struggling with the disorder. It is very comprehensive!

Reblog to teach your followers about OCD

(But also not reblogging doesn't make you evil, silly goose)

On today's episode of Do My Friends Hate Me and Only Put Up With Me Out of Pity & Obligation or Is It Just All in My Head:

Thats it. That's the Episode.

#i am not okay

Yk I think I could just keel over and die of heart failure pretty soon and honestly valid.

#my heart is hearting #feel like its getting stabbed and squeezed everytime I get anxious #i cant breath well #my chest hurts #all im missing is left arm pain #god please #i cant do it myself but you can do it for me

My specialty is bottling up every single emotion and masking all the time that hopefully oje day it will manifest into a terminal illness :D

#im so tried #and so mad at myself #i hate it here #(my head)#i was so close to exploding today but into the bottle you go #maybe next time

Too nervous to reach out to my friends i think im going to pass out

I hate relapsing but i cant stop myself

Fuck i wish i didnt deserve this but i do

#fuck #have a new silly rule where i cant eat anything for 24 hours amd can only have one thing between those 24 hours #im disgusting #i have a horrible headache that i think just might kill me #good #tw eating issues #but yeah at least im not b*rning myself

Yall ever wait for a show to start and a very nice person around your age sits down next to you and starts asking about the show and yourself and making conversation?

And its going well and you're working up the courage to ask for his instagram after the show or something because maybe you can make a new friend and have someone to see shows with!

And you both put your name into the audience participation jar so you're discussing how nervous you are to get picked even though you want it

And then the show starts and 10 seconds in he gets called up and you're so happy for him!!

And 3 minutes later you realize he's a plant and he's actually part of the entire show and any hope you had at making a new friend today is completely gone!!

Because that definitely didn't happen to me today!

#ngl this gutted me #ik its so stupid but #making friends is so hard and I really thought I was about to make a new friend after 3 years #but the universe said sike b*tch you thought #im not mad at him he was doing his job #he was giving actor but then he told me he was a science teacher and I belived him like a fool #honestly mad at myself for not clocking him immediately #the life and slimes of marc summers for anyone whos wondering #this is supposed to be a tumblr void post so i am very sorry if anyone actually reads any of this

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#genuinely I feel like any time i mention Im depressed or going through something my friends just laugh it off #cause the funny one cant possibly be actually depressed again #right?#they fixed that in High School no way they'd be depressed again #but i am #passively suicidal beyond means #like everything fucking hurts #and i was going to go to dinner and get drink with friends but that got cancelled #at least i think #when i asked if it was actually cancelled and if i was drinking by myself i just got fucking ignored haha #and they know i like to stick to a plan #like ive been in waiting mode since 3 #ugh anyways #i just feel super alone a lot #like theres 1 person that i feel actually cares #maybe 2 #but i dont want to suffocate them with venting how i feel #cause its really suffocating for me so of course itll be for them #and why would i put them through that #i would be awful if i did that #sometimes i dont want to be the funny friend #sometimes i want to be the friend that they reach out to #i know im being annoying #ugh

I guess i should just do it huh

#you absolute coward you #im so done #so undeserving #fuck

boysaresuicidal2

Suicide isn’t something to joke about. I just want you to know that you matter and you are very important. I will message everyone. Much love

valtsv

i love the feeling when someone asks me about one of my hyperfixations and it summons all my thoughts at once like my brain is a discord server that just got hit with an @everyone

valtsv

someone: so tell me about this thing you like

my brain:

melliflu0us

dead-0n-main-deactivated2021101

A comic about controlling your symptoms and trying to get other people to understand why it’s so hard to do so, in goo form

actuallyadhd

Dear non-ADHDers:

We have ADHD. Sometimes we’ll get it on you. We don’t do it on purpose, it’s just not something we can control all that easily.

I recommend you find ways to enjoy the goo with us. It’ll make everything far more pleasant.

-J

thatgirlwithadhd

I love this, it’s so cute and yet so real.

Also, “I’m a goo monster. I drip goo sometimes” is the weirdest line I have ever related to in my life, and yet it’s perfect

standingdespiteitall

I am so tired.

I’m tired of not being able to focus.

Im tired of zoning out.

I’m tired of living predominantly in a daydream.

I’m tired of not recognizing myself in the mirror

Tired of feeling like nothing I do is good enough.

Tired of fighting to get out of bed.

Tired of being stressed.

Tired of feeling the need to smoke weed or drink all the time.

Of not connecting with people.

Of the constant ache in my back.

Of failing financially.

Of being known as the “strong one”.

I am so goddamn tired of everyday being a fucking struggle and never getting anywhere.

abcsofadhd

That ADHD spiral where you feel like you’re offending/hurting someone and you try to make it better but you just end up making it worse and you can’t stop talking and JESUS CHRIST WHY HAVE I NOT STOPPED TALKINGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

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