Poisand

<3

[poisand]

if only people could read my mind

maybe someone could make sense of this

maybe someone would find

me

and realize that i love the endless sea

and the sun sinking into it

and the birds flying over the waves

and every beat

of your heart

and how i fall apart

when i hear your voice

but no one will ever know this

my tongue will wither away first

i know this makes me worse

but my fear is stronger than my love

this sucks so bad

this sucks so bad

[poisand]

my cheeks turn pink in the cold

even though i’ve got a bit of a tan

i talk a lot about nothing at all

but fall silent when it’s time to get

down to business

that’s just the way i am

i love pink peonies and their scent

it reminds me of times

when everything was good and

i was finding my place in this world

but times are changing

i love the color pink, sometimes so bright

something like barbie

sometimes dusty and dull and i

love it just a little bit more

actually, even more

and more

and more

i don’t want bright colors

i don’t want to talk

i don’t want to laugh

i want to sit in the fog

and for no one to notice me

and never find me

i’ll run away

i’ll run away

into the pink haze

far away

from everyone

[ilzzey]

[angeleyeswide]

Unfortunately, the audio glitched in my recording of Hayden and Angel together. But I still think it's beautiful in a haunting, nostalgic way. 🤍

[poisand]

mood