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Scary mad cripple who won't stop talking about it for the comfort of people who think people like me don't deserve community ♡ mad pride forever!

Fans of The Left/Right Game please interact!!!

I love the hoppip line more than I love myself. I do not hate myself. I just adore hoppips.

If you're an age regression/system little blog, I am following on behalf of our sideblog. This blog isn't childsafe! Please take care of yourself.

Hi, this isn't directed at any one person since I've gotten a few, but please don't send me positivity chain asks. They actually give me a lot of anxiety.

Adding onto this due to something that happened a few days ago. Please don't tag me in reblog bait. I don't even understand why someone would do this in the first place? Not counting ones that say "reblog if prev is an awesome person" or whatever. The ones that make you feel like shit for not reblogging.

I'm a bit obsessed with scp 8980 (at least as of writing this) so here's a wip masterpost of literally anything related to her I can find.

💬 0 🔁 0 ❤️ 0 · Scp 8980 Ergophobia: Without Regards / Lillian Marley Masterpost · I'm hyperfixated on this character, and I intend to keep

My rotomblr blogs that are most commonly used are @hoppip-haven , @fallen-nerd and @reasonably-cool-shiny-hunter. I do have others, but if you're a rotomblr blog, then chances are, those are the ones that will interact with you.

My soundcloud:

he/they/it/eh/kelp/bun/pika Amateur utauloid producer. I technically own Synthv Pro, but I haven't uploaded any of those covers yet. I make

Pillowfort in case I get smited again:

I'm poisoned-sugar11 from tumblr. This is mostly a back up if that website smites me again. I might be more active if I have more people

Oh, and since this is my pinned, here's a link to my YouTube channel.

He/they/it Doing livestreams now I have no clue what I'm doing but fuck it we ball 日本語をちょっと話せます

My pokefarm (which i kept forgetting to add lmao)

Collect eggs, hatch them and care for the Pokémon that emerge in this free-to-play online game!

Oh also I play Flight Rising now

(Userbox by plural-this-user-is on tumblr)

(Userboxes by sweetpeauserboxes on tumblr.)

(We made this uma musume one!)

Normally I don't fuck with dni lists but since this has been a reoccurring problem: pedophiles (yes including the ones who hide behind fancy language like "map"), people who want to harm animals (outside of hunting and raising livestock. I mean sexually and/or sadistically), and people who condone incest get the fuck off my blog. People who in general romanticize rape are also not welcome. This is not a safe space for you.

Plurality resources

We want this in our pinned for our own new splits, singlets who are unsure what us being a system implies, and questioning systems who have stumbled on this blog. :)

An informal plurality handbook for systems and their aspiring friends.

A Plural 101

Note: none of these guides are by us!

#poisoned sugar11 post

oneheadtoanother

tachyon-log

(USAmerican trying to imagine a societal environment) Okay, so picture a highway,

fishmech

inability to correctly perceive 3d objects is in fact far more dangerous when someone is driving a car next to you then when they're like, sending emails to you.

bunniope

can we focus on the gnome for a second

bunniope

wait sorry i was not wearing my glasses. that is a cat

ladyofspoons

these are the people i have to share a highway with

fyterx

#undescribed

vermilionstarlight

age regressing to 2 years old but i was an especially erudite and articulate baby so you don't even notice

dotclownetowne

age regressing to 2 years old but I'm a Christian baby and you are about to get a home run

averagefairy

old people really need to learn how to text accurately to the mood they’re trying to represent like my boss texted me wondering when my semester is over so she can start scheduling me more hours and i was like my finals are done the 15th! And she texts back “Yay for you….” how the fuck am i supposed to interpret that besides passive aggressive

runawaymarbles

Someone needs to do a linguistic study on people over 50 and how they use the ellipsis. It’s FASCINATING. I never know the mood they’re trying to convey.

feynites

I actually thought for a long time that texting just made my mother cranky. But then I watched my sister send her a funny text, and my mother was laughing her ass off. But her actual texted response?

“Ha… right.”

Like, she had actual goddamn tears in her eyes, and that was what she considered an appropriate reply to the joke.I just marvelled for a minute like ‘what the actual hell?’ and eventually asked my mom a few questions. I didn’t want to make her feel defensive or self-conscious or anything, it just kind of blew my mind, and I wanted to know what she was thinking.

Turns out that she’s using the ellipsis the same way I would use a dash, and also to create ‘more space between words’ because it ‘just looks better to her’. Also, that I tend to perceive an ellipsis as an innate ‘downswing’, sort of like the opposite of the upswing you get when you ask a question, but she doesn’t. And that she never uses exclamation marks, because all her teachers basically drilled it into her that exclamation marks were horrible things that made you sound stupid and/or aggressive.

So whereas I might sent a response that looked something like:

“Yay! That sounds great - where are we meeting?”

My mother, whilst meaning the exact same thing, would go:

‘Yay. That sounds great… where are we meeting?”

And when I look at both of those texts, mine reads like ‘happy/approval’ to my eye, whereas my mother’s looks flat. Positive phrasing delivered in a completely flat tone of voice is almost always sarcastic when spoken aloud, so written down, it looks sarcastic or passive-aggressive.

On the reverse, my mother thinks my texts look, in her words, ‘ditzy’ and ‘loud’. She actually expressed confusion, because she knows I write and she thinks that I write well when I’m constructing prose, and she, apparently, could never understand why I ‘wrote like an airhead who never learned proper English’ in all my texts. It led to an interesting discussion on conversational text. Texting and text-based chatting are, relatively, still pretty new, and my mother’s generation by and large didn’t grow up writing things down in real-time conversations. The closest equivalent would be passing notes in class, and that almost never went on for as long as a text conversation might. But letters had been largely supplanted by telephones at that point, so ‘conversational writing’ was not a thing she had to master.

So whereas people around my age or younger tend to text like we’re scripting our own dialogue and need to convey the right intonations, my mom writes her texts like she’s expecting her Eighth grade English teacher to come and mark them in red pen. She has learned that proper punctuation and mistakes are more acceptable, but when she considers putting effort into how she’s writing, it’s always the lines of making it more formal or technically correct, and not along the lines of ‘how would this sound if you said it out loud?’

adora-korra

the linguistics of written languages in quick conversational format will never not be interesting to me like it’s fascinating how we’ve all just silently learned what an ellipsis or exclamation mark implies and it’s totally different in different communities or generations or whatever

curlicuecal

We had a running joke about how many times our grad PI’s emails scared us because they were uncharacteristically terse. (You’d get like “We need to talk about your paper.” and then the actual talk would be “It’s great!”)

And he heard us talking one day and started adding smiley emojis to his emails, and honestly it really helped

veronicasanders

Can we also have a support group for all of the people who’ve had to do the “Please do not send me a text that says ‘call me.’ unless someone is dead. If no one is dead, you need to delete the period and add a lighthearted emoji” workshop with their boomer parents? Because I know about 10 people who’ve had that exact conversation.

Texts from my mom look like this now:

Call me! 👻

call me 🥑 🥭

Call me. (No one’s dead I just want to talk.)

CALL ME! 🎏🐹🌴💅🏼🎷🌺👒

tiptoe39

Book rec if you are interested in this kind of language stuff: Gretchen McCullough’s book BECAUSE INTERNET. It goes into these topics in detail along with a bunch of others and is really fascinating.

naamahdarling

Thank fuck for Tumblr and my 21yo friend who keep me from sounding like the old lady I am.

callacabforme

Ngl this post managed to prepare me for my current boss’s emails. If I hadn’t known about the ellipse thing I’d have a much worse idea of how she sees me.

black--stars

Hey, when you talk to children, you know you can explain things to them right? thats theyre capable of comprehension? In fact you should be explaining things so they understand comprehension better?

Earlier my little sister slammed her closet and room door-- not out of ange as far as im aware, she just pushed them too hard. I yelled at her to stop it.

she said she would, but it was clear from her tone she just said so out of obligation and was annoyed. i tell her to stop making loud noises a lot, so she probably assumed this was just another example of that.

realizing this, i explained her the reason: our rooms are right next to each other. When she slams doors, the wall shakes. When the wall shakes, my mirror shakes, and if it shakes too hard it can fall and break

after the explanation, she apologized genuinely and actually understood the reason instead of just thinking im nagging her or just want quiet. the fact that she knows the reason means shes more likely to remember, and she can apply the knowledge in different ways: "even if my older sibling isnt home, their mirror could still break, so i still shouldnt slam the door." She knows im not just trying to annoy her or assert dominance over her like a lot of rules and demands we give to children do- i just dont want my mirror to break. It helps her understand cause and effect.

Would this result be the same if i had just screamed at her or spanked her? Or did it make more sense to just explain? After all, it was a simple mistake. I could see my parents doing the same thing-- when you close a door, youre not usually thinking about the walls in the other room.

Children are humans, humans use logic. Use logic with children. Its simple.

auramgold

a lot of people assume psychosis hallucinations are super intense all-consuming horror movie shit like the memes about the hat man or always horrible debilitating things that make you dangerous to be around

but in my experience 95% of my hallucinations are getting spooked by very clearly hearing someone knocking on my door or calling my name from another room or hearing footsteps walking behind me which are "just" my brain recreating the horror of an abusive childhood

i *have* gotten the "bugs crawling all over me" hallucination once or twice though and yeah that one is exactly as terrible horrible as it sounds AUGH

auramgold

(not trying to put you on blast specifically, you're just a good example to jump off of)

media and pop culture hypes up psychosis a lot as The Worst That Can Happen out of sanism, so even when you try and filter that cultural bias out you still assume it's based on something

when, no, psychosis is actually very simple: it's just hyperactive pattern matching. it's your brain's signal-to-noise ratio being off balance, it's seeing images in random static. it's not always this special uniquely big thing, it's in fact quite mundane a lot of the time.

no one is immune to psychosis, it's not purely the realm of the insane. anyone is one bad night of sleep or one bad case of food poisoning or one bad fever away from being just like me on my worst days.

and this, indeed, is why solidarity with the insane is so important: you, yes you too, are just one bad day from joining us, and no perceptions of being a "temporarily embarrassed sane person" will save you from the oppression of the psychiatric institution.

fillher-url

what’s wrong? you’ve barely touched my spores

fillher-url

touch my spores.

fillher-url

why aren’t you touching them

fillher-url

why do you hate spores. and me. and potential losses of autonomy

silvernevermind

small town diner waitress voice: Omelas? Oh, oh no, easy mistake, you're in oh - MAY - las right now, with an A. Plenty' people get the name mixed up. Nope, no utopia here, just our small little town. *face gets really grim* We do still.. Okay well we do still have a kid that we... I mean it isn't working but- well- You know. It- It's fine. I'm sure it'll start working soon.

tlirsgender

We need more women characters who are Male Protagonists. You know. Slightly haggard. She's splashing cold water on her face and gripping the edge of the sink staring in the mirror for a minute. She's coping badly with her deadwife

tlirsgender

Ok listen I get that people tagging posts with men is a rule of physics on this hellsite but it's kind of bizarre how badly some of you have failed the assignment on this one. A generic male protagonist archetype who is a man is nothing. That's just the normal cliche I'm talking about subverting. What?

tlirsgender

Like if you are For Serious headcanoning your blorbo as a trans woman I am kissing you on the head. But I KNOW most of you are not doing that. Come on. For one dollar name a fictional woman. No being a loser does not make him a woman try again

squishsquishy

>> glider.galaxyy

#undescribed

toastedstims

A whimsy twee stimboard for anon!!

🍏🪡🍎|🪡🍏🪡|🍎🪡🍏

toad freedom

Ghost Zebra Shark; {Credit}

#undescribed

halcantdothat

guinea pig gifs

source

please do not keep this many guinea pigs as pet unless you have the proper resources. these are kept at a zoo

#undescribed

mudd-ibunn-i

#undescribed

faeberrywine

ID credit: Bunny0620 on 小红书

(please like, reblog and give proper credit if you use any of my gifs!)

#undescribed

nocturnal-stims

Millipede under UV light. Many species of arthropods fluoresce, or glow, under ultraviolet light due to due to fluorescent compounds in their exoskeletons. At least one millipede genus, motyxia, is actually bioluminescent, meaning it can produce light on its own.

🐛 b.seahphotography on IG

#undescribed

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