its a broken system

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[poisonphd]

I summon him tonight at last.

My beloved I will see you again 💕

{Sept. 2nd, 2020}

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Another old pony skull found the other day. Was shattered in the back so I’ll probably leave it. Looks neat where it is in the vast expanse anyway. 

[poisonphd]

.:Alter/Fictive Key:.

Casseus - 👑

Araeth - 🛡

Ollie - 👻

Ben - 😡

Oberon - ⚰

BTD/TiNR:

Sano - 💉 or 🐍

Lawrence (Lore) - 🥀

Sid - 😈

Ren - 🦊

Homestuck:

Dirk - 🤟

Hal - 😂

Dave - 😎

Roxy - 💋

Karkat - 🦀

Aradia - 🦋

Eridan - 🐚

Cronus - 🦈

Meulin - 🌿

Castlevania:

Alucard - 🗡

Those are really the only ones that shift RN so.

[poisonphd]

I chewed the inside of my mouth r a w.

🥀

[poisonphd]

OSDD culture is making 50+ outfits in animal crossing new horizons to fit your alters.

[poisonphd]

.: Sources :.

{This strictly applies to fictives I have, obviously. These are the sources they are from, regardless of source material or outward problems with their creators/the source.}

- Homestuck (primarily)

- The Arcana (game)

- A Matter of Life and Death (comic)

- Danganronpa

- Castlevania

- Boyfriend to Death

- The Adventure Zone

- When The Night Comes (game)

- Ava's Demon (comic)

- Marvel (MCU)

- Tearzah's Universe (STRICTLY FOR COMFORT AND TRAUMA NOT THAT ANY OF THEM EVEN SHIFT ANYMORE. DWBI.)

[poisonphd]

.: Damage :.

I'm 22. Male.

Mild autism.

Diagnosed OSDD.

Borderline Personality Disorder.

Past trauma involving abandonment, mental/emotional/and s*xual abuse from familial and outward friendly sources, bullying, and eating disorders so please be careful with me.

I have alters, fictives, and use kins as a coping mechanism on the side. My system is highly fractured and I have duplicates of fictives out the ass that I cannot control still.

[poisonphd]

.: My Alters :.

Casseus Arcius Diomedes

Protector

Half-elf Warloc || 37

Born and raised in Alba Longa, lost his mother at a young age, became an army general and vowed his revenge. Lost a lot of what's important to him.

Ollie

Traumaholder

Ghost of a boy || 12?-17

Lived along a river bank littered with willow trees. Knows no one. Remembers very little of his life. Is very skittish and unused to socialization.

Bensilas

Persecutor

???Human??? || Early adulthood

Nothing known of his past. Rather militant and aggressive/defensive. Doesn't like loud sounds, most people, disorder, germs, or being left alone. He's very hard to please.

Araeth

Protector

Human Witch || Early adulthood

Very knowledgeable and wise, maternal instinct despite not being sure if she was ever a mother. Not much known about her other than her magical ability and lineage. She's very secretive.

Oberon Williams

Traumaholder

Human Male || 23

Grew up in a strict Christian household, he ran away from his parents and wound up joining a cult where he fell in love with its leader. A heavy masochist and not having a good understanding of love he let them gaslight and abuse him until the very end. Sickly and unable to take care of himself, when the leader killed herself publicly and broke confidentiality of the cult, he was left to his own devices and died alone. Very quiet, softspoken, not quick to trust anyone, explosive and violent if prodded. Possessed by the demon sin of Vainglory.