Just a caregiver looking for his Kitten

My name is Sam, I literally enjoy long walks on the beach, dancing in the rain and pina coladas. I appreciate subtle beauty, flowers, animals, butts, hugs and kisses. If you want to know anything, messages are most welcome. I quite enjoy anon questions, I am an open book so don't just judge the cover and battered spine. Fun facts! I do not like chocolate. I have a cat called Jack. I am in the process of bettering myself. Slowly but surely, I am becoming a better person with a great deal of help and guidance from my favourite person in the universe. She's amazing, truly.

[pommey-sam]

Goodbye

[psy-faerie]

I’ve decided the worst thing in the world is when ur depressed & ur pet wants attention but you’re too sad to give them the attention they deserve & also u keep getting mad when they’re being annoying (I hate being mad at animals they’re just there to love u)

[pommey-sam]

This loneliness is killing me. Yet i can't trust myself to drive and see the people i hold dear. Stuck by myself.

[pommey-sam]

Gosh fucking damn i need to eat someone out right now. Craving the affection.

[pommey-sam]

I just wish my 'friends' actually wanted to see me. Dont even hear from any of them. Nobody wants me around.

[purplebuddhaproject]

Give. Even when you know you can get nothing back.

Yasmin Mogahed  (via alittlebitsouthern)

[pommey-sam]

The amount people talk about me, it's like my name has more of a social life than i do.

[pommey-sam]

funny thing is. my third closest friend is my dealer. fml

[pommey-sam]

I'll be gone soon. Then I won't be anyones problem anymore.

[leo-princessxx]

[pommey-sam]

tears stream down these cheeks. nobody knows. nobody would care. hopefully if i lay here long enough. ill just die and become the nothing i truly am. im not worth anyones time. im not worth anybodies love. when im gone everyone will be happier. everyone will be better off. 

[pommey-sam]

if i didnt have to leave. i wouldnt be. 

[pommey-sam]

i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate being me. 

[pommey-sam]

nobody loves me. everybody hates me. may as well go and eat dirt. 

[pommey-sam]

Used $10 worth of fuel to help my friend get some pot. Gives me enough for two cones. I don't mean to sounds ungrateful but i am always driving them around and don't ask for fuel. I thought a bud would be the least they could offer.

[pommey-sam]

I need to feel wanted. Been single too long. Need a cuddle. need some sex. Need to make love. I miss affection.

[pommey-sam]

When your replacement fits in better than you ever did.