JAX

lovemaker, but no one knows if you are a heartbreaker, but you cant say if you are

[pomnisbf]

i wanna be a word you say at night

i wanna be a feeling you cant fight

✦ jax or salem !!

hwe bun joke void

gendervoid aroapl ﹅

this is a blog for me to post about being jax and loving pomni. i may also post about the rest of the cast from time to time. 💜

i am jax IRL, destoral, & isofic, and dating pomni. iffy with doubles, nonsharing with pomni; will block as needed.

CHECKLISTS:

MYSELF & POMNI

[dreamlitkiss]

Extremely long-distance relationships (we live in different dimensions)

[cutthroat-crimson]

Watching yourself make bad decisions in source

[testosterone-would-save-them]

Ragatha from tadc

Testosterone would save Ragatha from The Amazing Digital Circus!

[dreamygirli]

♡◞⠀riako, gachikoi, and soulbonder yume userboxes ! ↳⠀credit not required,⠀reposts (w creds), recolors and edits OK! requested by : nobody

[rattanwhip]

push and pull

[kness]

16 bunnies

[starg0ld]

[strwbrrypupx3]

How it feels being a fictionkin and seeing people talk absolute shit about you

[mushoki]

Very rushed drawing of other losers combined with these losers

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[redacted-anomaly]

when you start feeling triggered or overwhelmed and f/o squeezes your hand to bring you back to them

[six-tooth]

they've been ruining my life for a year now

[emeraldphenex]

The Amazing Digital Circus + Text Posts

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[absolutedream-art]

Caine throws a 'slumber party' for the circus group. No one is particularly enthusiastic about it, but especially Jax.

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[dodookore]

pspspspspspspspsps he puurs

[the-irreverend]

As much as I love this moment where Gangle thanks Zooble for helping her when she needed them the most, and I also love that if you look at Jax in the far right corner of the screen, you'll see him listening in on her and Zooble, and then in the following scene, you'll see that's weighing on him a lot.

And why wouldn't it? Ever since the loss of Kaufmo and Ribbit he's retreated behind a facade of malicious, sardonic, and hurtful behaviour to try to mask the pain and trauma he's experiencing, and because he believes it'll ensure he won't go through it again. As a consequence, it's driven him to disregard every opportunity to make connections with others.

Pomni came so close to helping him open up again, but instead, he chose to retreat into his facade yet again. But this time, he just can't do it. Not like last time. You'll see this throughout the episode, where the sardonic behaviour we've seen him so easily display throughout much of the series just isn't what it used to be anymore because the good times he had with Pomni reminded him of what he used to have. And that he has literally no one else except himself to blame for all of the cruelty and pushing away he's done.

It's yet another thing that makes Jax such a complex and compelling character, and I do hope he gets a chance to heal from his trauma. But I also hope he gets held accountable for the pain and hurt he's caused everyone else (especially Gangle). The hurt he's endured doesn't automatically absolve him of the hurt he's inflicted.

[crowisgay]

hey um I saw your f/o(s) today and they were totally freaking out about you. like, walking around in circles and gritting their teeth and giggling and then furrowing their brows and humming and thinking. and looking around. very nervous. theyre very nervous when they think of you.

I offered them a glass of some drink, they mumbled something about how they'd rather you'd give them one instead. how they miss you kinda maybe. then they quickly said thank you and hurried back to you, very... hurriedly... I think they missed you!