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I feel like we are all forgetting that the only reason Neil was able to go to Palmetto State, become a Fox, and find happiness was bc the other Stiker Recruit tried to kill herself
I need to know how my girl Janie Smalls is doing
Andrew: stupid boy think that I need him
Andrew: stupid boy was right
an au that didn’t go in the direction that i expected but certainly made a fun au (aka a different take on the monster romeo and juliet au i plan to write someday)
bonus when me and @tinylesbiab both cosmo brained and collectively lost our shit:
controversial post I know but…………………………………..anyone else get Wymack/Abby vibes from Joyce/Hopper from Stranger Things
Jeremy and Renee @ everyone
so because today’s chapter of my vixen!Neil au Dancing With The Devil was super depressing, I thought it would be nice to give y’all something funny from this universe too
So have some tweets by Neil Abram Hatford, Cheerleader at Palmetto State University and certified british shithead supreme
“"Funny,“ Neil said in French. Jean wasn’t expecting him to understand them and shot Neil a startled look.”
Honestly Neil switching languages and scaring the fuck out of people with it is my favourite thing.
i really, really, really want a post-canon scene where neil pulls this shit on ichirou
the next time neil reports to the moriyamas he listens to everything they whisper behind his back or right in front of his face and at the very end of the meeting he excuses himself in japanese and everyone in the room just - freezes and internally goes “shit, did we say anything important or embarrassing just now?”
I know we all talk about Neil and Andrew owning an apartment together but that doesn’t seem at all practical. Neil isn’t exactly quiet in bed. There’s no way their neighbors don’t hate them. Wouldn’t they get a lot of noise complaints? How much would they have to bribe the landlord?
listen, the only thing that this makes me think about is andrew covering neil’s mouth with his hand and saying “you’ll have to be quiet if you don’t want to neighbors to hear you” and neil just whimpering
I mean, I’m louder than Neil (TRUST me on this… I have references) and have *rarely* had an issue despite living in apartments.
Also, do you REALLY think they care if their neighbors hate them??
I like how we’re all taking for granted that neil is loud in bed xD glad the fandom is collectively on the same page. no, especially andrew he doesn’t give a fuck. that doesn’t mean that he wouldn’t try to fuck with neil’s mind just for the sake of it xD it’d be like a challenge, neil has to be silent and andrew has to try and make him loud
I can still imagine Neil having to be the one to deal with annoyed neighbors and the landlord because Andrew simply doesn’t care. And it not like he’s not trying to be quiet. He really is. Andrew is just making it difficult.
he totally would be the one who has to deal with weird looks and awkwards warnings from the landlord xD and he’d be like confused as fuck because he doesn’t want to bother others, but he really can’t seem to be quiet but asking andrew to tone it down seems also really stupid and andrew would just reply “not my problem” and what is he supposed to do? so he starts biting his fist or biting the pillow or trying to cover his mouth with his arm, and poor creature he doesn’t even imagine that andrew is doing it on purpose
Do you... Do you have any more to say about dom Andrew or painslut Neil? Or links to fic or anything? I've got a sudden hunger fandom mum!
do I, now *grins* ok for starters my /nsfw tag has 80% andreil material, but it’s also only 9 pages long, which makes me think that I haven’t tagged everything the sin squad came up with (in that case, my archive of january/february/early march will do). as for dom!andrew what goes close can be read HERE and HERE, though I don’t know/can’t remember whether there are actual fics for that. but here me out:
- they fall in it together, almost unconsciously, almost “like falling asleep: slowly, and then all at once”- andrew needs to have the complete control of the situation to relax enough to actually feel good. when there are too many unknown variables he can’t even think of getting a boner, he’s in full fight or flight mode to remove the unknown factor or remove himself from the situation - their sex life had already begun with andrew calling the shots, and neil was more than okay with it. andrew was the one with clear boundaries, so it was easier for neil to just follow his lead - it starts with innocent “stay"s where neil has to keep as still as he can while andrew takes his time with him, it starts with andrew blocking neil’s wrists above his head, with his thumb and forefinger keeping neil’s chin angled away so andrew can bite at the pulse point at the side of his neck- it starts with andrew studying neil and his responses, watching his reactions to find out what makes neil fall apart, anything that will make his breath stop and then turn into a gasp- our dear neil, in the meantime, has had a rough life. violence and blood were expected, he bears the scars of it, and it’s safe to assume that he’s had enough of it- and yet- neil is not soft. andrew isn’t either. the idea of being soft leaves him craving, like there’s something fundamental missing, like it’s just taking a sip of a drink when you’re dying of thirst. - andrew kisses him like his life is on the line, and neil needs to feel alive and real. he has so much repressed energy, or maybe it’s just his body being tuned to hard notes and violent attentions. - a caress is not the same without the nails drawing red lines on his skin first, making his abused nerve endings flare to life- there’s a thing about controlled pain, about feeling that you can take it, about needing to survive it, about letting it flow through your blood and dissolve away; it makes you feel so damn powerful and blissfully spent - neil might have a problem realising and accepting this, but it’s a problem for later
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YES!! I love andrew and neil being sensual and intimate lovers like being so vanilla it hurts!! idk andrew and neil aren't affectionate people like neil isnt use to it and andrew doesn't go out of his way to do all that extra stuff but when they have that opportunity with just the two of them and like that moment is just theirs it melts my heart.
“being so vanilla it hurts” “((Neil decides not to ask why Nicky bought a garter because Andrew uses it to tie Neil’s wrists to the headboard at their hotel that night))” sorry I couldn’t help it xD now I can’t stop thinking about sensual dominant andrew. for those of you out of the field: “Sensual dominance is often seen as soft or mild dominance. Many of the tools of a sensual dominant are familiar to those used by vanilla couples dabbling in BDSM, such as blindfolds, oils, ropes, ice cubes, and feathers. Sensual dominance may also involve role play and foot or shoe worship.The submissive partner is treated with reverence and praised rather than put down or humiliated. While mild pain may be involved in sensual dominance, it is never the focus of these kinds of scenes. Any pain administered is meant to complement the pleasure and never intended to push the submissive’s limits.” (x) also I should add that on fetlife it’s generally tied to domination through pleasure and orgasms, and it still falls into the orgasm control practice. ANYWAY. yes. like they might look like a cold couple for those who know they are together, and like some form of angsty dependant friendship akin to what kevin and andrew had for everyone else, but the moment these boys lay hands on each other it’s fireworks. andrew grew up as a giver out of necessity, and neil often acts like he’s starved for kind attention, making him exceptionally prone to swallow up everything that andrew has to give (no I swear I’m not trying to talk dirty). bless them
“aaron minyard is the worst fox” sounds fake but ok
oh i’m sorry, you don’t believe me? well bud here have some reasons the other foxes are problematic™
Andrew
literally carries knives around which would be fine if he didn’t regularly pull them out and threaten people with them.
regularly shoves and hits nicky. sure, you and i both now there’s reasons that he is the way he is, but it doesnt excuse his violence.
there’s also the taking people to a club and drugging them because he doesn’t immediately trust them thing.
the whole “you can’t date anyone and if you do i’ll want them dead” deal
regularly attacks people both on meds and sober need i honestly list the specific events
fuck it lets list some
attacking katelyn in the library, choking out allison, choking out kevin, i could go on
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Neil
has definitely killed people on the run (cool_motive_still_murder.gif)
“i called you a fucking cripple” bruh
neil literally stone cold curving everyone who isnt on the exy team
if you can go on and on about how aloof and cold aaron then logically this here is up for judgement too
thought allison deserved whatever she got from andrew after she hit aaron
to him the only way to get back at riko was murder
i hate riko too sharon but do i really have to say again what jake peralta said so well
Nicky
kissing assaulting neil to drug him
flirting with other guys despite having a boyfriend
i know he has a List™ but neil, matt, and guys at the club aren’t on it
genuinely believed andrew was better off manic and high than sober
all the predatory jokes (i.e. getting neil drunk enough to “swing”)
Kevin
the probably countless times he’s screamed at the others in practice for not being up to his standard
im paraphrasing but he tells neil he shouldnt come out about his relationship with andrew because it will jeopardize his career sooo
“what about the line up” dear god
“it wasn’t a major loss” dear. god.
the general insults out of practice. dude’s literally an asshole.
andrew choking the explanation out of him after neil disappears implies kevin wasnt going to tell them that neil had literally just been hauled away to be tortured and killed
Renee
murdered a guy and doesn’t regret it
also sidenote i doubt Renee would be all that happy you goblins think Aaron is irredeemable
Allison
slapping aaron
bucko if you think someone giving you attitude is grounds to dish out a bitch slap pls reevaluate yourself
the way she talks to the monsters is super nasty like. she’s not friends with them yea i get it but damn some of the comments and insults? allison girl calm down they’re people too
on that point treating people like animals just because you don’t understand them is Not Good so jot that down
Matt
punches kevin like 7 times c’mon dude
Now, before you get your knickers in a twist: this is in no way a post encouraging you to hate any of these characters. This is simply to show the lapse in logic surrounding hatred of Aaron. It’s highly biased to hate on Aaron for saying shitty things and being aloof or insulting when we only see him the the narrow and unreliable perspective of Neil - we only know what he knows and sees and how he feels about it while reading. You don’t have to like Aaron. You don’t have to love him. He doesn’t have to be your favorite character. Just consider that hating on him doesn’t make sense when other character do much of the same things he is condemned for, as well as having their own flaws. Aaron has a checkered past tragic as any of the other foxes, so he doesn’t deserve the vast amounts of hate so many are so quick to dish out (and fans of his are even less deserving of hateful messages and the like they often receive).
All the foxes are flawed, are problematic, do bad or questionable things. Aaron isn’t the only one who says or does shitty things, so hating on him doesn’t make sense. Stop sending hate to people who like Aaron. Reconsider how you see him. Have a grand day, i guess, too.
I’d add nicky invalidating neil’s sexuality and believing that andrew needed a girlfriend to get better + dan playing right into the prejudice that andrew is always at fault when higgins appears at the beginning of trk
I think a big reason people dislike Aaron is because of how homophobic he comes across. It really rubs people the wrong way and sometimes it can be hard to see past that. I mean, sure, all of the foxes are dicks, but save for Seth(fuck Seth) none of them make comments like that.
Without even getting into Seth, Aaron is not the only Fox that makes offensive comments. From just a quick search, here’s
Wymack:
Wymack again:
Neil:
Neil again:
Wymack again:
And again:
Kevin:
Wymack again:
And again:
Neil again:
And I’m sure that’s not all of it.
But no one hates Wymack for using the term retard regularly and calling Andrew a psychotic midget on the regular. No one accuses Wymack of hating Andrew and Neil for using these terms with them.
No one holds Neil accountable for referring to Andrew as a psychotic midget so many times or for calling Kevin a cripple.
Everyone clings to Aaron’s ‘flamer’ comment when he was trying to rile Neil up, but no one really bothers Kevin about the whole Nicky is a bad influence for suggesting Neil might not be straight and if Neil isn’t heterosexual he should hide it thing.
Typical scene where a vampire character is out with human friends when somebody cuts themselves and they just go into hunting mode— except one of the humans has a cat and just starts instinctively clapping their hands and yelling “NO! BAD!” the moment they see them going for the neck.
Embarassingly, it actually works. The shock is enough to snap them out of it.
Here have some shitposts
Andrew, wasted: are ya ready kids?
Nicky: AYE AYE CAPTAIN
Andrew: I can't hear you
Wymack: why are you in my apartment?
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Bee: what do we say when someone is mean?
Andrew: nothing
Andrew: I don't want to leave any evidence
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Renee: welcome to bible study, we're all children of jesus
Aaron doing cracker dust in the backgroud
Renee: KUMBAYA MY LORD
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Neil: I don't need friends, they disappoint me
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Aaron: if I had a nickel for every time I wanted to die I could afford med school
Andrew, quietly in the background: no one cares about your depression, turn the vlog camera off
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Reporter: how long have you and Neil Josten been dating?
Aaron: my wife doesn't know yet, you can't air this
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Neil: sorry I'm late to practice, I was distracted
Kevin: this is why Coach doesn't fucking love you
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Abby: Neil, you're bleeding!
Neil: it's just a papercut, I'm fine
Abby: it's a bullet wound but okay
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Matt: my wife says I'm in charge
Dan: that's absolutely right, honey
Matt: she even said she'll let me top tonight
Dan: that's absolutely wrong, honey
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Allison: the next person to look at me is getting hit
Renee: :(
Allison: except my wife
Renee: :)
Allison: she'll hit back and I don't like getting my nose broken
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Neil: if there are any spirits here please give us a sign
Neil: unless it's seth
Neil: seth, go fuck yourself
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Riko: so no head?
Jean: I think the fuck not
psst jean moreau is black pass it on
u know i had to do him in usc colors (reference pic)
Andrew, repeatedly slapping Neil from afar with a sticky hand: this is what true love looks like