tough girl facade

Poppy Hart. 31. bi. bank teller recovering bulimic

[poppy-hart]

xjoshcox​:

“Yeah…I did and I’m sorry about that. I’m going to regret lying to you and if I could take it back I would.”

People didn’t see it but it was hard enough for Poppy to trust as it was. “I almost completely cut my dad off over this.”

[zhaoinspo]

APB  (  2016 - 2017  ),  created  by  Matt  Nix  and  David  Slack

[jasmine---hart]

“What can I get for you tonight?” Sometimes she really hated her job, and tonight was one of those nights. So naturally Jasmine forced her smiles and acted like she actually wanted to be there. // @secretsummerstarters​

[poppy-hart]

What’s up with you?” Poppy asked as she leaned against the bar, watching as her sister finished serving the person.

[poppy-hart]

xjoshcox​:

“Yeah, I am. But I wasn’t drunk.”

“Still impaired. You lied right to my face.”

[poppy-hart]

petunia-rxmsey​:

“Really?” Petunia asked, looking at the label. “I’ve never actually tried whisky before so I wouldn’t know.”

“Really? Well, now you can say you have at least. I’m definitely a whisky kinda girl.”

[chewbacca]

LOVE LIFE S01E7

[xsecretliarsx]

 "I’m surprised we’ve gotten this much snow so far this year.”  @secretsummerstarters​

[poppy-hart]

“I think it’s awesome!”

[poppy-hart]

Backslide | Closed

Poppy had been stressed lately. Stressed and angry and upset. She was hurt that Josh had lied to her and she hadn’t been sure how to be around him, what to say, or even what to say to her dad about it all. Josh had been drinking and she’d defended him so hugely and it turns out she’d been taken for a fool. It just felt a little bit like Lewis even though it wasn’t the exact same thing.

Despite her best efforts, Poppy found herself rushing into the bathroom on her break at the bank. She was stressed and she couldn’t take it anymore. She couldn’t get a handle on her emotions, she’d never really been too good at that in the first place. It didn’t help that she’d run into Emily freaking Lane today and ugh that girl was such a poser.

She was sobbing because she knew logically she shouldn’t do this. Poppy had already hurt her body and her system, some of it beyond repair, from all of her years of bulimia... but this was the way she knew how to cope. So she allowed herself to quite easily slide back into this bad, horrible, debilitating habit, feeling like a complete failure.

[poppy-hart]

elise-ramsey​:

“You’re welcome. Oh wow. How many are there?” 

“Eh, I dunno exactly, but more than I figured... with the two of us, it should be easier at least.”

[poppy-hart]

elise-ramsey​:

“No problem,  I can carry a few for you.” 

“Thanks. There really are more than I expected.”

[poppy-hart]

sethxabrams​:

Seth shrugged. “Just asked if you needed a hand.”

“Why, do I look all weak and helpless?”

[tottyscrushes]

[awkward-sultana]

[erikafeldman1]

[poppy-hart]

gabrielle--santos​:

“Just wondering if I could help in any way.” Gabby questioned, looking over at her for a moment.

“Only if you’re sure.”

[poppy-hart]

elise-ramsey​:

“Do you need any help at all?” She wondered as she stared at the other boxes around.

“I do actually - thanks so much.”

[poppy-hart]

joanweston​:

“I was just checking to see if you needed any help with that. Seems like you have a lot to place in the car.” Joan mentioned to her as she looked at the boxes.

“Yeah, I kinda do... are you sure? Cause that would be great.”