fill my bowl with love

this blog is no longer active but you can find me at veggie-cat.tumblr.com!!

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I’M A SHEEP I’M A SHEEP I’M A SHEEP

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i am no longer using this blog. if you would like to follow me go follow veggie-cat ^~^

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this blog is no longer in use

loooll. people keep following this blog but i don't post here anymore. if you still want to follow my journey you can find me at veggie-cat. love you guys! ❤️

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so, many of you will know me from when this used to be my personal blog or if you followed me on porridge-princess (which i will no longer be using), but some of you will not know as much.

so let me [re]introduce myself!

my name is Rachael. i am 20 years old and currently live in Scotland….

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i will now be using veggie-cat as my personal. i hope you will all follow my journey on there as i would hate to lose touch with you all! much love.

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can i ask you guys a favour? could you reblog the original post so that people know i have remade?

[ohchickpea-blog]

so, many of you will know me from when this used to be my personal blog or if you followed me on porridge-princess (which i will no longer be using), but some of you will not know as much.

so let me [re]introduce myself!

my name is Rachael. i am 20 years old and currently live in Scotland….

[porridge-princess]

i will now be using veggie-cat as my personal. i hope you will all follow my journey on there as i would hate to lose touch with you all! much love.

[porridge-princess]

can i ask you guys a favour? could you reblog the original post so that people know i have remade?

[ohchickpea-blog]

so, many of you will know me from when this used to be my personal blog or if you followed me on porridge-princess (which i will no longer be using), but some of you will not know as much.

so let me [re]introduce myself!

my name is Rachael. i am 20 years old and currently live in Scotland....

[porridge-princess]

i will now be using veggie-cat as my personal. i hope you will all follow my journey on there as i would hate to lose touch with you all! much love.

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UNKNOWN CALORIE VEGAN MINT CHOC CHIP ICE CREAM FOR SNACK OMG YAAAAS

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just realised i had my first meal out in god knows how long without knowing the nutritional info! FUCK YEAH.

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FAJITAS AND MARGARITAS HECK YH i feel like ross from friends.

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both yours and Fi's eyes really light up when you're together. They sparkle and you look alive. I'm so happy you can do that for each other xx

awww this is actually the sweetest omg i am awwwwwing out loud :3

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found this totally awesome unicorn hobby horse and fell in love. i should of bought it but didn't bc i am 20, not 5 *cry*

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Do you regret trying it? what would you do differently if you were to go for weight restoration again knowing what you know now and learned? x

no. i try to stick to the moto "everything happens for a reason". even the most painful things in my life have taught me a lesson or brought me to something better.

befoe i do weight restoration again, i would like to have a period of time in the community to "prove" to myself that i can be stable. weight restoration brings up alot of other difficulties for me so i need to get familiar with being out of hospital before i deal with them too.

i would try and do it in the community first and would rather do it without a meal plan - more of the set point theory. if i couldn't gain in the community i would like to go IP for a short while.

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messy but tasty dinner! tofu wholewheat noodle stirfry! i pressed the tofu and then marinated it in sesame oil, soy sauce, ginger and garlic. i tried the caramel alpro dessert with a biscuit crumbled on top for dessert. mmmmmmm.

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tried the bakewell tart nakd bar with two (accidentally vegan) digestives for snack! defo prefer the christmas pud one.

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utterly exhausted. physically and emotionally. this constant anxiety is wearing me out. the physical symptoms are really taking their toll on me as well as the psychological. oh. and i have the added pleasure of random dizziness every time i stand up. good one body.

gotten into some really shitty old habits recently. why do things that ruin my life and my body have to be so bloody addictive?

so things are pretty tough right now, but i am surviving. that is enough for now i guess…

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sky is so pretty tonight :3