right now i'm hurt. hurt by you.
Because we both agreed that we are in the state of our relationship where we should BOTH be obsessed with each other. spending every free minute with one another and missing the other if we don't.
But right now I can't really remember the exact last time we even spent 24h together. It's been somewhere around Christmas. And you know what? After that time where we spend a couple days together you got so annoyed by me.
You told me after that thing we'd have more time. Then you go and start doing another thing and another. You always find something else to do and I won't hear from you.
Right now, where I'm at a bad place myself and I'd need you, you show no interest in me. I don't care if you organize a few nice hours if you gonna treat me like that's the highets I get and should be grateful for it and then turn around and leave as if I'm some sort of Job. Sorry if right now I can't believe you if you tell me you miss me.
Especially after I told you how down i'm lately. How I got 0 friends. How I told you how i'm like invisible for all of them and no one would show me they care. You said I'd have you. But right now I don't.
I'm hurt. Hurt by the world