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Feel like my followers on main will be judgy about this one, so using this blog for the first time in forever instead lmao

But a newer friend just mentioned that he’s an empath, then told me Exactly what I’m sad about and like Sir. I appreciate it but Goddamn.

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Update: I’m in love with a fucking amazing guy and he’s in love with me 🥰

#llama.txt #I’ve literally never been this happy in my life

Saw a post about grief that really resonated with me and now I’m having feelings. I wish people would stop dying. My heart is exhausted from all the overwhelming sadness every time I think about a person I’ve lost and wish I could see them again.

#llama.txt #death cw #I wanted to give them so much more love #but I didn’t know I had such little time left #and now I’ll never get the chance again #I’m sorry Jairin. I’m sorry I never talked to you anymore and never met your kid before you died #I’m not close to anyone in your family so it’ll probably never happen now #but any kid of yours is gonna be amazing #I hope you know I wear that goofy rubber bracelet you accidentally broke #I stitched it back together with embroidery floss and I think of you every time I wear it #please don’t feel bad that you broke it. you apologized so much that day but I really never minded #and now I have this little keepsake that will always remind me of you #I love you Jairin. always will

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It sure would be nice if my anxiety didn’t feel the need to make me feel sick every time I’m going to see someone I like

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Okay the anxiety was awful but I have a boyfriend now 🥰

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It sure would be nice if my anxiety didn’t feel the need to make me feel sick every time I’m going to see someone I like

#llama.txt #I have another date with the cute guy tonight #pretty sure he’ll be my boyfriend by the end of the night #we’re going to a drive in theater and I have not been subtle that I wanna make out with him lol #I’m excited and I want nothing more than to just be there with him now #but nooooo #anxiety says I should feel gross and shaky and get tingly hands #so here I am #also anxious for the 40 minute drive to a place I’ve never been agh #but yeah it’s gonna be a good night #probably a great one honestly #I just have so much anxiety and it’s definitely gotten worse during covid

I am crossfaded and doing great and very much wish I were with the guy I’m dating, I wanna finally fuckin kiss him. A lot.

#llama.txt #pretty sure he’ll soon be my boyfriend 🤞🏻

I have a date on Thursday and I’m so excited to finally meet this cutie and hopefully kiss him 🥰

#llama.txt #college llama tag #trying not to get invested too quick but we’ve been talking for like a month #so I’m really into him and I hope the date goes well

I’ve been talking to this guy for almost a month, and we’re planning a first date now (I’m fully vaccinated and he will be soon) and I’m so fucking excited!!!! He’s so sweet and so cute, and I’m especially excited because it’s actually my ideal first date, and we’re doing it because it just came up naturally in conversation, so that’s super cute too 🥰

#llama.txt #college llama tag #the infatuation is real lol #I would do just about anything for this boy

I got the energy to talk to a friend about surgery stuff and parent reactions and how stressed I’ve been about everything, and y’all. I have the best friends in the entire world. It doesn’t stop things from being stressful, but knowing I have such great support from people who really understand me and love me makes things feel more manageable.

#llama.txt #gendery llama tag #transition llama tag #I feel really lucky to have such great people in my life #Will is really keeping me sane today #and helping me understand what I’m feeling and why

*get a little bit high*

*immediately feel like crying because life is exhausting and overwhelming and I want to share it with my friends but I don’t even have the energy to talk about it*

Oh

#llama.txt #college llama tag #reslife llama tag #transition llama tag #hardly even had the energy for this post #gonna go take a nap now #oh uh #drug mention #ask to tag #almost forgot those tags

I officially have a consultation scheduled for may 6th for my hysterectomy, and I’m very nervous but very excited!!!!

#llama.txt #gendery llama tag #transition llama tag #I’ve been ready to get this shit removed for years and now I’m finally getting close

Gotta love my complete disregard for literally everything I’m learning while doing research on insomnia for the class I’m a preceptor for

#llama.txt #college llama tag #the irony of doing my work while in bed 🤦🏼‍♂️

All four of my grandparents are now fully vaccinated and I’m actually about to cry, I’m so relieved to know they’ll be safe

#llama.txt #they’ve been so isolated and lonely and they’re finally going to be able to see a few people soon #wishing I lived closer so I could hug them

My first appointment to get letters for bottom surgery is on Monday. Holy fuck. What.

#llama.txt #gendery llama tag #transition llama tag #I can’t believe it’s really happening y’all holy shit

I’ve been talking to a girl on tinder for a couple weeks now and she’s so sweet, but she only just got her first covid vaccine yesterday and we agreed we’d wait to meet in person until we’re both fully vaccinated, and it’s the right decision to be safe but ahh she’s adorable and I want to see her in person!!!!

#llama.txt #college llama tag #still three more weeks ahhhh

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Got my second dose of the Pfizer vaccine about four hours ago, and it’s definitely hitting harder than the first one did. I’m so tired. I’ve only been up for like six hours but I’m taking a nap.

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Aside from the exhaustion the day I got the shot, I haven’t had any other side effects! No arm soreness after that day, even. I did make sure to stretch frequently and massaged my arm around the injection site a few times, which probably helped. I’m feeling great!

#llama.txt #college llama tag #reslife llama tag #so excited to finally be fully vaccinated

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