im a criminell!?

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New Intro Post . . .

any minors following my blog should block #suggestive and #cw suggestive

You may call me Aydan or Casey.

I use he/him pronouns.

Birthday is August 3rd, 2006.

I am married.

I'm fairly active on tumblr. For socials (discord or email address), just ask !

You're askin' about my interests?

( well iyll be darndd . . . even thouh iym a criminell . . . )

Here are some things I may post about often:

- Ninjago

- The Midnight Gospel

- TADC

- Deltarune

- DC (Animated, James Gunn, comics, etc.)

- TMNT

- Usagi Yojimbo

- Spiderman

Huh? You wanna know more?

( yall are too kind . . . and too a criminell like me . . . )

Here are some things on my mind lately:

- Transwoman Kai (Ninjago)

- Transwoman Ralsei (Deltarune)

- Transwoman Jax (TADC)

- Othere transwomen . . . 🤔💭

- Plasma (Ninjago)

- Buddhism

- Superman

- Mye own characters

More you say?

( well golly ieve not got much else to tell you . . . i guess criminelles aint got no hobbies beysides crimeds . . . )

Here's my list of crimes (books):

(p.s. green means finished . . . red means not finished . . .)

- Journey To The West Vol. 1

- The Tourch of Uncertainty

- Breath Sweeps Mind

- Ducks

- Flex Mentallo

- All Star Superman

- Mob Psycho Vol. 2

- How Music Works

- The Teaching of Buddha

Well I knowe you're askin' for more but I aint got much else heyre . . .

( perhaps some of these here tags will getchya offa my criminelles tail . . .)

Here are some tags to look out for:

- #Suggestive and #CW Suggestive

- #Aydan Textposts

- #Aydan Reblogs

- #Aydan Asks

- #Aydan Nothingposts

- #Aydan Art

- #Aydan Edits

- #Aydan Polls

Well thank yuall for youre time!

(youe were very kind . . . nowsI aught to go on to the punisheing room . . . )

Thank you so much for reading! For more information . . . just ask!

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wait why the fuck arent saitama and genos called Saiborg. its right there. am i crazy

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oh genos one punch man you are so cute awwwww so cute. Please never say "why are you touching masters meat" again.

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genos pining. 😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😿😔😔😿😔😔😔😔 over one pucnh man 😔😔😔😿😿😿😔😔😿😿🐝😔😔🐝😿😿

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when i say stuff like "sometimes i go a little crazy" im talking about when i get bored and start applying for jobs and saying im gonna take on two jobs and two internships. the psychosis is a seperate thing

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Ahm sorry for the random message. but i need to explain somethin important i been trying to reach you but i cant maybe theres have a problem can you dm me I cant explain everythng here

sorry my internet isnt working so i cant actually use tumblr rn. and also allcof my electronics were actually taken away by an authority figure close ro me although indirectly. im actually the dean of aydans college and also his professor and also his gay uncle and unfortunately i took away his phone so he cant actually use tumblr ever again. 👍

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Prolly Ragathas gay dreams

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all ragatha wants are a few pomnis to kiss her

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amazing digital borderline personality disorder

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something something jax hypersexual asexual something something bpd

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this fanfic shit is easy

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btw treating a mentally ill teenager like they're stupid because they genuinely believe they are . I dont know. Stanford Pines In Real Life. doesnt do what you think its doing. your ass is not helping. I remember at least for me, that reactions like "are you crazy" or some shit were extremely humiliating and absolutely reinforced my delusions and hallucinations. The correct way to react also is not to just accept or ignore these behaviors, and especially not to encourage them purposefully. The best response is obviously going to vary from person to person. For me, the biggest thing that helped was getting away from situations that made me feel bad. Obviously, many people won't do this, or can't. It all depends on the situation and the person.

Here are some things that may help if you think someone you know is having (a) psychotic episode/s:

Call them by their name. Remind them of who they are. Not in a mean way, not forcefully, and not directly. Say things to them. Say something like "I think you're [something in context of the conversation], [person's name]." Use their name often. It helps.

Do NOT say something like "I think you're going crazy", "You're not [character/person/etc. also can apply to people convinced they have a certain mental illness and so on], you're [name]." or anything along those lines. Don't be too direct. The person you're talking to is going through a lot right now, and being gentle with them is very important. This doesn't mean you can't be direct in other ways: just don't point directly at the thing you're trying to help them with! Some people might react to this by pushing you away or diving deeper into their own delusions. You're welcome to say things like "I'm worried about you" "I want to help you" and so on, don't be dishonest with them! Just know that being indirect in helping with this specific subject matter is generally the most helpful thing to do.

If this is an in person friend (I was not), and you feel that they are disassociating or having a psychotic episode when you are around, remind them that they are with you, and remind them of where they are! This can be direct or subtle. But even something subtle like "hey, want to get up and go [something in relation to where you are. Eat, swim, etc,.]?" <- these kinds of things are very helpful when you are losing yourself even in the presence of a friend.

If this is a friend you are not with in real life, you can still do similar things! Reccomend they go do something, ask then questions relating to what theyre doing/where they are, and so on.

I'm sure there is more that I could add, and please remember that I am not a doctor, this is just my advice based on my experiences. I've thought for a long time about what could have helped me back then. It's also based on things that help me sometimes now.

And for everyone reading this who has psychosis or psychotic symptoms : You're not alone! Sometimes, confiding in someone/s you trust on how you're feeling is a good step to figuring yourself out.

Also: if someone has something they want to add, or correct me on (as someone with psychosis) please do.

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nobody gets it. kinger and queenie are lesbians. say it with me now. kinger and queenie are lesbians. caine and the moon are lesbians. kaufmo is a lesbian, and yes, she IS joining the polycule. not sure how. im going home now. bye

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why are people suddenly upset about people using she/her for ralsei 😭😭😭😭 who cares. unless toby fox is like, ralsei exclusively uses Neopronouns And Nothing Else, so you can NOT use she/her on ralsei, then like, who cares. how is this different from using non canon pronouns on any other "cis" character

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tired of people thinking that if ur asexual that means ur aromantic too. id get into how being aromantic doesn't mean ur asexual either but #i dont know if anybody is woke enough for that yet. and im not even going to TRY to bring up the fact that aromanticism and asexuality are a spectrum and some folks may only partially identify with one label or another but that also doesn't mean that every single aro/ace person isn't fully aromantic or asexual and yes, some people DONT ever experience romantic or sexual attraction

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this is like me

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