oh love i'd never hurt you

yuno gasai; berserker servant

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just some shopping. [ open ]

As the weeks went on with the days ending with the same disappointment of Yukki still not yet to have appeared, Yuno began to lose her patience with everything that was currently surrounding her. The city. The people. This entire ordeal.

It should not come as much as a surprise that the young girl was beginning to lose grip on her sanity with the lack of her emotional crutch beside her. While she was still far from admitting that her love for the other boy was indeed a need for her to continue thinking straight without slaughtering the entire city -- not even being the least bit hesitant to civilians.

She needed to be by his side. Especially since the game she was in previously before the Holy Grail War could also result to death. And if that happened... if Yukki just so happened to get hurt...

No. She needed to stay calm.

Despite wanting to revert to nothing more than brute force and defeat the other Servants one way or another, she needed to stay calm. However unaware of the powers of being in the Berserker class, she was more than knowledgeable that Prana had a very important role when it came down to this entire game.

Taking a deep breath -- even with the thought of Yukki possibly being in danger still itching in the back of her head -- the young girl calmed herself enough to continue walking amongst the crowded city. In truth, she was in need of directions in order to... supply herself with the suitable equipment with what may come.

In the corner of eyes, the pink haired girl noticed someone that did not seem to be too busy. Taking on the appearance of any other innocent girl, Yuno continued to keep up with her friendly features as she confidentially approached the other person with a small smile appearing on her lips.

"Excuse me..."

"You wouldn't happen to know where the nearest hardware store is?"

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The girl beside him was definitely from some sort of upper-class family. He could tell by the way which she conducted herself - it was similar to other rich people Uryuu had murdered previously. It’s funny how killing, of all acts, can teach you so much about humanity. The psychology, the anatomy, the day to day actions: it was honestly a great way to understand people. I guess that’s why it got easier and easier every time, it was like consuming or absorbing knowledge with every victim.

However, this girls ‘cute’ behaviour seemed more and more like a guise with every word the two of them shared. He didn’t think that the girl was scared in the slightest: her reply trailed off, like it was meticulously calculated. It probably would have fooled most people, but Uryuu’s street smarts were telling him otherwise. At the very least this wasn’t the first time the lady beside him had dealt with dangerous characters at night - her looks were definitely something a lot of… unsavoury characters would lust after, and if his suspicions were right she could probably take care of herself.

“Awwww, fuck. Where the hell are my manners? Well - you can call me Uryuu, what can I call you little lady?”

As much of a babe as she was, Uryuu had the feeling that using such language around her might provoke some sort of violent reaction. She seemed like the type of girl to take great precautions about her appearance, and may take it as an insult if someone didn’t respect her classy exterior. But man, was she a total babe: not many girls outside of the strip bars have great assets like that…

“Woke up here? Man you must drink real hard if you can wake up places you have no idea about, that’s one hell of a bender!”

Of course that was another joke. This girl didn’t look much older than 16, so he doubted that she would be going out on excessive drinking binges. But if he could keep the tone of the conversation to a lighter one, then it would give him more opportunity to hang around. Hell, she might even drop her guard for a second letting Uryuu in for the kill. And if not? He could just play it off as a friendly stranger and move on for the night.

“A missing friend? Jeez that doesn’t sound pleasant at all. I’ll tell you what: I know these streets like the back of my hand, how about I give ya a hand for the night. The sooner we find your friend, the less danger you two will be in of the killer. What do you say?”

Another person? Man tonight was looking like good hunting for Uryuu. More people in the equation would mean more chances to create the element of confusion, and it might give him the opportunity to take home two bodies instead of one. There was one more thing though, much more pressing at the preset time…

“What did you say your name was again?”

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Oh, if only he had known.

While Yuno saw that there was no point of studying someone to that extent, she only did so if so desired. Which mainly was directed to one person, but she was had also did so for a few others that had caught her interest. Only because she was aware that they would more than likely be her next target.

Now just simply taking the life of another?

That was a topic that Yuno could go into great detail over. With the fact that she had not only just once, but twice gone through a situation where her life was put in the line and the only way to survive was to take the lives of many others. Shrugging off any kind of sympathy of what they may have in store of their future, her main concern was creating a future to where she was the wife of her true love -- of Yukiteru.

And the people who even attempted to separate the two of them experienced a deadlier side of the young girl who continued to keep up with her appearance. Behind that very smile, was someone who wouldn't think twice on having her knife or some object that she could get her hands on and digging it into the flesh of whoever was unfortunate enough to put her in that state of insanity.

It only got worse as those who were desperately trying to stop her from taking their life. Making it worse, testing her anger, in which their death would be quick and easy and without a single sense of hesitation or regret.

It was all for Yukki!! There was no point of regretting it as long as he was safe. As long as he was still by her side. As long as he was belonged to her.

"No, no!!" An obvious red appeared on her cheeks as she rose her hands in embarrassment. While it was oddly enough something that was very common by others, it still brought another itch of irritation to appear in the back of her mind.

However, his willingness to lend a hand wasn't going to go unnoticed. Since she knew little on the area around her -- and even less of the who could possibly lead to be dangerous -- she needed to at least have someone who was capable of leading her around.

"Would you really?"

"Thank you so much, Uryuu!!"

Her voice rang with a rather childish tone, which she had used time and time again before those that were so willing to put their trust into her hands. Or, from time to time, whenever she had rather enjoyed the act of completely cutting off the life of another. In which she did so with that same smile to match those innocent features.

“What did you say your name was again?”

"My name is..."

Now if she remembered correctly, it was said to be a better idea for her to just go by the name of that was assigned to her by the Holy Grail -- Berserker.

While she had no complaints on it, since she had plans of not even daring to speak to these unfamiliar faces once she had been reunited with Yukki, it still irked her to simply reply with such a name. The name alone hinted that she herself was someone that was not someone that was quite... stable, and yet she was still highly aware of this.

However, the male beside her would so much as speak of a serial killer in such a bright and friendly tone, it had already been taken account by Yuno herself that Uryuu was a man who had something hiding behind those friendly features as well.

So, without wasting anymore time than she already had, her pink coloured eyes glanced up at him with her lips parting with the sense of hesitance having to disappear.

"My name is Berserker."

[parricidio]

-- bloody playtime .

[parricidio]

A short sigh of relief to see that they were alright, the little girl would stop in front of the older female, head tilted backwards to see her properly. Lily held onto Bandersnatch’s fur with her free hand, keeping him from turning Yuno to dog food — though Lily would see Yuno as just some kind girl, Bandersnatch obviously knew something was up. 

“ But.. this is a game, isn’t it? Games are for playing! ”

“ You only have fun if you participate, right? Right? ”

It’s all fun and games until someone gets hurt. 

It’s all fun and games until someone gets killed.

A tiny hand reached up, a friendly gesture to someone who held such violent thoughts towards the young girl, though secretly hidden away. Innocently she would smile wide, speaking in an excited, fast voice. “ My name is Lily! Who are you, miss? Are you playing, too? Are we gonna become allies? Partners? Friends?! Any of those would be really great! ”

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Seeing that the dog beside her was obviously questioning Yuno from the beginning, she had decided on continuing on this facade in order to manipulate the younger girl. Since it seemed that the rather large hound was under the complete control of Lily, she would be sure to use this to some sort of advantage.

Until the hound proved to be dangerous in some sort of way. In which, she would not be the least bit hesitant on attacking back.

Uncontrolled dogs had to be put down, right?

And it only proved that their owners were just as bad.

Despite these thoughts, she welcomed the tiny hand of the ginger haired girl before her. Her hand not even giving the slightest twitch as she brought hers to the younger one's, as what was once a worried expression turned to that of a sweet smile along with her cheeks burning a slight red.

"I'm Berserker," The words came out simply and without any sense of hesitance, despite the young girl being the first to know of Yuno's class, "And yes... I'd love to be your friend, Lily!!"

[westblockrat]

act I - open

Compared to the run-down streets he hailed from, this clean and spacious city should have been nothing less than paradise. An idyllic place, not unlike the grand city-state of No.6, and Nezumi knew better than anyone just how much of a paradise No.6 was.

Really, he should be singing praises. Here, there were no thieves or beggars filling the streets. No government officials tracking his every move. Sure, taking their place were Masters and Servants who were arguably even more dangerous, but back home he didn’t have a Servant of his own to boast of nor this slim chance of winning a long-lost Grail of the legends.

As he dryly contemplated his new situation, the teen ran his fingers over the mark that had appeared on his arm.

If he had been brought here, what of Sion? Was he still in the dangerous slums of the West Block, now alone? The soft-hearted fool wouldn’t survive the week. …no, Nezumi would give him more credit than that. Sion was frustratingly naive but he had learned quickly. Nezumi had never pampered him. Even if he didn’t return, Sion would know to watch his own back. Nezumi turned his attention to the unfamiliar city. The only person he needed to be concerned about was himself.

He set out to familiarize himself with his surroundings, occasionally noticing another Servant or Master. The cautious ones had blended in, but there were plenty who looked simply out of place in this era, parading in their costumes as if they were part of a play.

“All the world’s a stage, and all the men and women merely players… huh.”

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While Yuno also decided on roaming the unknown streets in order to gain some kind of knowledge of the area surrounding her, she was sure to also quickly quickly analyze the people that she walked by. However, being great in numbers, there was little work that she was capable of doing. But her main focus was to find the marking in which was similar to her Command Seal.

Since she had awoke, she had been keeping in mind of both finding Yukiteru as well as her Master. Of course, she was highly upset that she was forced into this War without being by Yukki's side. Leaving him behind with the the few Future Diary Holder's left, and especially leaving him with Akise of all people.

Just the thought of it made her loosen her already forced grip on sanity. And with not yet seeing her Master, that as well brought a great enough of annoyance to continue itching in the back of her mind.

And as she was just about to turn the corner, she caught eye of someone that had immediately brought her heart to stop. Only due to pure delight. Despite being that she was reluctant to confirm her thoughts, there was no point denying that the male just a distance away from her was definitely her Master.

Not the least bit hesitant in her actions, she traveled across the crowd of people that happened to separate herself from the taller teen. And once the the distance was cut, she stood before him with lips curved into a small smile.

"Your seal..."

"You are my Master, right?"

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❀;; [ open/intro ]

[kuruuryuu-blog]

Trying to get a read on the situation, Uryuu had a feeling her giggle was just a disguise. It wasn’t a nervous one of fear, yet it wasn’t innocent like a schoolgirl accepting a compliment. Her pink hair seemed to match her actions - something was very out of the ordinary with her, and Uryuu knew that he would need to act smart around her. He already saw the knife, and he was becoming increasingly assured that it was there for more than simple self-defence.

Accepting her invite, Uryuu jogged up next to the girl: fast enough so it didn’t seem like he was stalking from behind, yet at a slow enough pace that it didn’t seem like an aggressive movement which could trigger any reactions from her. Pulling up beside her, he shot he a glance - smiling at her, trying to act friendly and create at least a sense of security within her. Of course it was fake, but aggression right off the bat without understanding anything about the girl could be fatal. Uryuu threw his hands up behind his head and walked at a leisurely pace, showing her that he had no intention to pull a knife or anything.

“So, young lady, what’s your name? You know it’s dangerous around this city at night - there’s been an ongoing spree of killings for quite some time now. You’re lucky you ran into me, or you might-a been jumped by him” 

Uryuu could definitely be charming when he wanted to: he had the face, the fashion sense, and the voice. It’s what made him such an excellent killer - deception. Yet this girl was pretty smoking, if he didn’t mind complimenting her himself. She knew how to dress and had some great assets. Coupled with that knife on her, she was pretty much a perfect girl. Dayum, she’s like some badass babe in the movies, he thought to himself as he moved along side her.

But despite being amazed by how she presented herself, he still wondered where she even came from. There had been a ton of people Uryuu had never seen before suddenly showing up in town, and some of them looked like people you wouldn’t want to get into a brawl with. And, once again glancing at where her knife was, this girl looked like she was one of them. Regardless, it wouldn’t stop him from having some fun with her - even if he didn’t get to kill her, he could enjoy the idle time before he went off and killed some hapless family instead.

“There’s been a lot of new people around these parts lately, are you guys all part of a tour group or something? It’s weird seeing so many unique faces around.”

Uryuu hoped that this idle chatter would give him the time he needed to break down the situation and see if this was someone he could kidnap, or if this girl really was some crazy who wouldn’t be worth the fight for.

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Yuno was highly aware that you could never trust someone just based off of their appearances, mainly because she was a perfect example of it.

Paying attention to the little details of her appearance was for her own benefit, of course. Since her mother had molded her into what she thought of to be the pure definition of 'perfect', Yuno continued to keep up with those innocent appearances due to her own personal liking towards them along with the thought of her mother still in mind. Along with the fact that she needed to remain keeping herself as the perfect wife that she had believed Yukiteru would be happy to have.

And the male just to the side of her? Please.

Every inch of her entire being began to reject his appearances once he had called out her name. With absolutely no intentions of befriending those in this town, let alone someone who was making their presence sound more threatening by the second. Because she was sure no one would start up a conversation with the first thing coming to mind being about murders of all things.

"Really?"

"That sounds scary..."

Still, it gave her information of just what could be threatening in the area around her along with its civilians. Since there's little of her that is willing to give any effort on showing mercy on those that prove to be something that separates Yuno from her goal of once again seeing the holder of her own future, it would probably be a better idea of her to completely use this stranger.

Despite the fact that with every word he spoke, the more he spoke, the more obvious he had made it that he could also be somewhat of an obstacle to her.

"I'm not part of a tour group," That got another giggle out of her, "I just woke up here, I'm not to sure how or when. But when I did, I started searching around for my friend so that's why I'm out here..."

While her features did change to that of concern for a moment, she quickly turned her head away from the direction they were headed and towards the taller of the two.

"But shouldn't the person who is asking be the first to introduce themselves?"

[parricidio]

-- bloody playtime .

” Mmn.. “

The girl stirred, wrapped up in a small little ball with that baskerville cloak of hers.  Though soon enough, the young girl would wake up, tiny hands raising to rub the  remaining sleepiness out of her eyes, then jumping up to her feet, alert, as soon as her eyes flew wide open. ” Ah! “ As soon as she did, information would seem to force its way into her mind all at once, leaving her with a headache that lasted little more than a few seconds before she took a little time sorting all that out. 

In a few moments, a dark figure would step out of seemingly nowhere before materializing into a large dog, standing patiently at the young baskerville’s side.

“ Bandersnatch, look! ” The girl would speak to this little pet, gesturing towards nowhere in particular. ” This is a playground! Just for us! “ In response, the chain’s tail would begin to swish back and forth, tongue hanging out of it’s large mouth as it panted, revealing large, sharp teeth that would definitely leave someone with a nasty wound if bitten.

With no regards to the potential thought of putting herself in danger whatsoever, Lily would pull out the revolver she had found within her coat and, lifting it up with a wide, innocent grin..

bang.

Repeatedly, she would shoot in random directions, until—

“ Oh! “ It was close, but not a hit — gladly. She seemed to have surprised someone, maybe a bullet whizzed by them? Due to her recklessness, it wouldn’t be surprising. But the girl would quickly stumble over to them, Bandersnatch by her side. ” Are you okay?! “

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This dumbass.

It was already bad enough that Yuno was forcefully taken into a location without the knowledge of where her dear Yukki was, but now she was stuck with unfamiliar faces whom she had decided not to trust since she had awoke. And with a bullet having to fly by, just barely doing enough to feel the heat graze past her cheek?

Yuno had already felt a sudden rush to show that girl how to properly use a gun.

She had already dealt with a child younger than the young ginger haired girl just a distance away from her. Ones that were much more intelligent and were capable of actually being dangerous without openly showing it. Which was a surprise for Yuno all it's own, but still lead to the ultimate downfall for the youngest Diary Holder.

"A-Ah..." Her voice shook, with Yuno forcing herself not to immediately grab hold of a nearby weapon and brutally harm this poor girl with absolutely no hesitation.

In fact, it was possibly the most difficult for her to do since arriving.

If she were to be harmed just due to this little girl not being able to take correct aim, or simply because she thought of this as all fun and games, then there would be absolutely nothing that could hold her back. With her mind already making up cruel and awful intentions, she needed to push all of those into the back of her mind for the time being in order to keep a good grip on the little sanity she had left.

"I'm just fine."

"But what are you doing playing around with something so dangerous? You could have hurt someone."

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[kuruuryuu-blog]

It was an absurd sight for Uryuu - a girl walking with confidence through the night. Usually around this time the women are making mistakes: being too cautious and slow, inattentive, unfocused, their single-minded focus on getting home diverting them from the real danger on the streets. But this girl was different. She had an aura of confidence with her, as if she knew she could defend her well. As if she’d be ready to kill at any moment.

Women and girls were never off limits for him, but for some reason Uryuu felt as if trying to capture this girl posed a risk to his existence. Not a stranger to fights, and lethal ones at that, Uryuu though of himself as a pretty intelligent guy when it came to knowing when to start one and when to avoid it. He was still pretty undecided about this one though.

Ugh. I can’t tell if this chick is a fighter or is just giving off weird vibes. Maybe I should play along on this one…

Survival instincts began to kick in. Uryuu grew more attentive towards every motion in the girl’s body. He may give off the appearance of a relaxed and causal man, but Uryuu was an experienced and knowledgable killer - and these first hand experiences taught him everything about how a person might react based on their overal presence. Tone, posture, even the slightest movements: all of these played a significant part in understanding the situation, and missing even the tiniest action could spell the end of Uryuu’s days of murdering.

That’s when he saw it. The girl started to tense up, a slight head pop and slightly slowed walking. Her right arm started to feel along her hip line: shit, she’s packing a knife. This girl is seriously cool. She definitely had experience fighting, or at least knew how to defend herself from assailants. That kinda got Uryuu thinking, what if there was a girl like him? Who loved killing. MAN that’d be hot! At that point he knew any violent approach wouldn’t favour him, so he decided to switch to a more friendlier stance:

“Hey, young lady! What are you doing out all alone tonight? Why dontcha ya slow down and walk back with me, you seem cool enough. Don’t want to see someone as pretty as you get hurt or anything now, do we?”

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Walking around with absolute confidence was only one thing that Yuno was capable of that may appeared to be strange -- while it was seen as nothing more but 'perfection' by the students in her previous school. Even though she paid no mind to it, she was highly aware that the only reason why she had walked so casually without having already torn apart the area around her was with a few simple words.

It was nothing more but another killing game. Something that the young girl had experienced enough from in order to work her way through it. To which she would so easily slaughter one person to the next, just as soon as she had located her Master.

However, she was half-expecting someone to approach her in this unfamiliar place. Either with intentions to dispose of her on first sight or to try their hand on manipulating the trust that any innocent girl should have at her age.

Unfortunately, they would only be dealing with someone just as cunning. Without Yukki at her side, there was not a single ounce of will to trust someone in Yuno. And she found it much easier -- and at the same time rewarding -- to toy and play with another persons willingness to trust her, which was easier than she had expected a good number of times.

So being approached by such a friendly appearance made absolutely no difference. She would just continue playing with the same facade with the tiny bit of irritation that was itching in the back of her mind.

Turning to face the taller male who had called out to her, she pulled off an innocent looking smile, completely unaware that she had possibly exposed the weapon that she kept hidden.

"Cool enough?" That got a childish giggle to escape from her throat.

"I'm just fine, but I don't mind having someone to walk with." Which was obviously a lie, but she needed to play her cards right for her own benefit, "So sure!"

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WHERE WOULD YOU MOST LIKE TO VISIT ON YOUR PLANET?

"As long as I'm with Yukki... it doesn't matter where!"

She's already been in his room and his bed so --...

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❀;; [ open/intro ]

Where was he?

Where was Yukki?

Ever since the young girl had awoke to find herself alone in an unfamiliar location, Yuno had been constantly wandering from place to place in order to find her dear Yukiteru. The single man that was capable of keeping her from losing every bit of her sanity and going on a complete rampage, destroying everything in sight until she had finally been reunited with him.

Having become frustrated with not being able to find him in her current area, she had decided to flip open her cellphone and hope that the diary would at least give her some kind of hint of Yukki's whereabouts.

12:30 Woke up somewhere strange, can't find Yukki.

12:40 Searched around, and still no sign of Yukki!

12:50 Yukki is still missing... I can't find him anywhere!!

No. No. No. No. No.

If her heart was capable of sinking any further into the depths of her chest, than she would soon to have nothing more than an empty spot as to where it was previously. With her stomach turning at the thought of Yukiteru possibly being in any kind of dangerous situation that was too far from her reach.

The pink haired girl took deep breaths, in some sort of attempt -- which quickly failed -- to keep herself from losing any more sanity than she already had. With her thoughts of finding some kind of information on Yukki's current location was filled with nothing more than completely destroying those unfortunate to be around her.

And that is when faint, yet familiar, words ran through her head.

A war for the Holy Grail.

Master and Servant.

And a wish to be granted.

The thought brought a smile to her lips; these current events reminding her of the Survival Game that she had not only once but twice participated in. And with her seeing it as nothing more but yet a chance to once again reunite herself with Yukiteru. Despite having the misfortune of not being with him now, and having to be the "Servant" to her Master... whoever that was.

And while her mind was racing with the reassurance of once again being side by side of the single person that she believed to be her entire world, she was still able to catch the attention of an extra pair of footsteps.

Could it be another Servant? Or possibly her Master? Either way, if they would dare to show sign of posing any kind of threat, the young girl had already had good amount of murderous and cruel intentions put in mind.

All with a smile on her face.