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I am constantly torn between killing myself and killing everyone around me.
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Acne, loneliness, Burning desire to die... This is growing up?
A haiku for the depressed :(
I'LL DO IT
This could be fun (or extremely depressing) 1: Name 2: Age 3: 3 Fears 4: 3 things I love 5: 4 turns on 6: 4 turns off 7: My best friend 8: Sexual orientation 9: My best first date 10: How tall am I 11: What do I miss 12: What time were I born 13: Favourite color 14: Do I have a crush 15: Favourite quote 16: Favourite place 17: Favourite food 18: Do I use sarcasm 19: What am I listening to right now 20: First thing I notice in new person 21: Shoe size 22: Eye color 23: Hair color 24: Favourite style of clothing 25: Ever done a prank call? 27: Meaning behind my URL 28: Favourite movie 29: Favourite song 30: Favourite band 31: How I feel right now 32: Someone I love 33: My current relationship status 34: My relationship with my parents 35: Favourite holiday 36: Tattoos and piercing i have 37: Tattoos and piercing i want 38: The reason I joined Tumblr 39: Do I and my last ex hate each other? 40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts? 41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted? 42: When did I last hold hands? 43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning? 44: Have You shaved your legs in the past three days? 45: Where am I right now? 46: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me? 47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level? 48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad? 49: Am I excited for anything? 50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to? 51: How often do I wear a fake smile? 52: When was the last time I hugged someone? 53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me? 54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not? 55: What is something I disliked about today? 56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? 57: What do I think about most? 58: What’s my strangest talent? 59: Do I have any strange phobias? 60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? 61: What was the last lie I told? 62: Do I perfer talking on the phone or video chatting online? 63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens? 64: Do I believe in magic? 65: Do I believe in luck? 66: What’s the weather like right now? 67: What was the last book I’ve read? 68: Do I like the smell of gasoline? 69: Do I have any nicknames? 70: What was the worst injury I’ve ever had? 71: Do I spend money or save it? 72: Can I touch my nose with a tounge? 73: Is there anything pink in 10 feets from me? 74: Favourite animal? 75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM? 76: What do I think is Satan’s last name is? 77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it? 78: How can you win my heart? 79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone? 80: What is my favorite word? 81: My top 5 blogs on tumblr 82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say? 83: Do I have any relatives in jail? 84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power? 85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on? 86: What is my current desktop picture? 87: Had sex? 88: Bought condoms? 89: Gotten pregnant? 90: Failed a class? 91: Kissed a boy? 92: Kissed a girl? 93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain? 94: Had job? 95: Left the house without my wallet? 96: Bullied someone on the internet? 97: Had sex in public? 98: Played on a sports team? 99: Smoked weed? 100: Did drugs? 101: Smoked cigarettes? 102: Drank alcohol? 103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan? 104: Been overweight? 105: Been underweight? 106: Been to a wedding? 107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight? 108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight? 109: Been outside my home country? 110: Gotten my heart broken? 111: Been to a professional sports game? 112: Broken a bone? 113: Cut myself? 114: Been to prom? 115: Been in airplane? 116: Fly by helicopter? 117: What concerts have I been to? 118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex? 119: Learned another language? 120: Wore make up? 121: Lost my virginity before I was 18? 122: Had oral sex? 123: Dyed my hair? 124: Voted in a presidential election? 125: Rode in an ambulance? 126: Had a surgery? 127: Met someone famous? 128: Stalked someone on a social network? 129: Peed outside? 130: Been fishing? 131: Helped with charity? 132: Been rejected by a crush? 133: Broken a mirror? 134: What do I want for birthday? 135: How many kids do I want and what will be their names? 136: Was I named after anyone? 137: Do I like my handwriting? 138: What was my favourite toy as a child? 139: Favourite Tv Show? 140: Where do I want to live when older? 141: Play any musical instrument? 142: One of my scars, how did I get it? 143: Favourite pizza toping? 144: Am I afraid of the dark? 145: Am I afraid of heights? 146: Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad? 147: Have I ever tried my hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end? 148: What I’m really bad at 149: What my greatest achievments are 150: The meanest thing somebody has ever said to me 151: What I’d do if I won in a lottery 152: What do I like about myself 153: My closest Tumblr friend 154: Something I fantasise about 155: Any question you’d like?
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why did ur mum kill herself?
I don’t know I can’t really ask her… She’s always been really sad though soo..
It’s been 3 months since I’ve self harmed. It’s hard to tell in the picture but I have some seriously deep gashes on my thighs and a couple on my arms. These pictures are intended to help those who struggle find strength.. Particularly me
Thoughts On Self Injury [Trigger Warning] | Freewrite
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TRIGGER WARNING: Self Injury methods discussed.
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My first instance of self injury was probably in Freshman or Sophomore year in high school. My Depression/Anxiety was full blown, but I was still a couple years from active treatment.
I don’t recall what had upset me at the time, but I remember the feeling… My jaw was extremely tense and my head was swimming. I couldn’t think straight, I could barely see straight. Looking back, perhaps I was having some sort of panic attack - later my doctors would determine that Anxiety triggers my Depression.
But I was at school- sitting, surrounded by people- and couldn’t (I thought) leave. Would my legs have worked anyway? My whole body, but especially my jaw, tense and ready to burst, my mind completely unable to focus on one though or any happy ones, I did the only thing I could think to do- I clamped my teeth down on my hand and bit as hard as I could. The tension eased now that energy had somewhere to go, and the pain triggered a short burst of euphoria, those endorphins I already knew about.
And I felt better.
For a moment.
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I’ve struggled with self-injury for many years, and though I haven’t actively injured in about 3 years, the urge still comes and I still find myself falling into SI-esque habits.
SI is not always cutting, and for me it wasn’t always biting. It can be anything from scratching or burning to non-lethal overdoses. And it’s not always the same triggers it initial feelings, but they’re usually pretty similar, at least for me.
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I think even scarier than realizing you have this problem is telling someone else about it. When I first started, a dear friend of mine was also struggling with SI- I could talk to him no problem. What was terrifying was telling my boyfriend of (at the time) 6 years that I had before and had started again. We had talked about my Depression before, but I hadn’t talked about it lately, though I was in one of my darkest periods, and I had never talked with him about self injury. I was deathly afraid to tell him, and though some of my fears were founded, the worst was not- he is still here, loving and supporting me.
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People self injure for a lot of different reasons, and so did I. Sometimes it would be to relieve a built up anxious tension. I used it to bring my focus back to the present. Maybe I was mad at myself. Usually I was upset about something I couldn’t control. And often times it was to either get that pain-high, or a desperate attempt to just feel something, anything at all.
I did my best to hide or lie about cuts and bruises, but not everyone does. Some home someone will see, so that maybe someone would finally, really ask “Are you okay?”
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I urge anyone whose lives one self injures… Remember that they are the same person they were before you knew. It’s terrifying to come out about self-injury, even more so than Depression itself. Don’t lambast them for hurting themselves, and don’t give them an ultimatum, that they HAVE to stop self injuring. Both of these can just force a sense of shame on them, pushing them away from you and away from recovery. They need your love and support to overcome this.
I urge anyone who is struggling with self injury to remember that you are not a bad person. You are hurting and you are struggling, and that’s okay, the only thing not okay is to just let it be. You CAN recover, you CAN get better. It will be hard, it may be scary, but it will be worth it.
You can start with safer alternatives, like drawing on yourself or squeezing and ice cube: there’re more ideas here.
There are also in- and out-patient treatments available if you need, or want, additional help.
You are loved. You can do this.
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Ashley Lauren
I’m not a doctor or a therapist, just a friend who wants to help…
If you’re struggling and need immediate help, text “START” to 741-741, call 1-800-273-TALK (8255), or if you feel unsafe just dial 911.
You can do this - there is help.
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