for my love

you are my sun and stars

[pour-mon-amour]

Clear skies + a lot of stars + awesome moon + good weather + peaceful aura + the place isn’t crowded + pretty city lights + experiencing EVERYTHING with the love of my life = PERFECT NIGHT ❤️

To more adventures with you. Thank you and I love you so much ❤️

[pour-mon-amour]

February 14, 2016

Today was a fairytale.

A conversation between my dad and the man I loved has always been just in my imagination up until 4:15pm today. On the fourteenth day of the second month of the year, that imagination turned into a reality.

You were so cute, getting nervous and excited at the same time. Dad was also cute, acting all tough and strict in front of the man who was about to take his daughter on her first official date. I couldn’t help but get teary-eyed at the sight of the both of you, the two most important men in my life, talking about taking care of me (I felt like a princess hahaha) and you being part of my life from here on out. I never thought I’d hear those words from dad sooner.

I realized, though, that the small bickering we had a few days back about settling with just how the way things are (not being able to laag and all) was a GREAT thing. Because of that, I actually mustered up more courage than I usually do and it ended up quite well.

Dad was serious about everything he said but don’t let it get to you too much. Just relax but don’t forget the fact that he was serious. Lol. And today didn’t go as planned but it’s always fun regardless of what we do or where we are as long as I’m with you.

To more fireworks with you, love! ❤️

Plus: • I can’t stop smiling and I’m so happy because everything that happened had an oldschool feel to it • I wanted a wilder kiss (oops, can you blame me?) but I’ll probably save that for later.

P.S. I love you and I’m already missing you so much. I need a daily dose of your hugs.

[pour-mon-amour]

Things just get worse and worse and yet I can still smile because of you.

I love you

[pour-mon-amour]

Dearest love,

It breaks my heart to know You are smiling to conceal the pain It breaks my heart to know I am away from you yet again

Is the universe plotting against us? The odds don’t seem to be in our favor We’d have to settle with her few mishaps… And, yes, all these tiny moments I will savour

Today we may still be saying “At least we’re under the same moon” But I’m sure 10 years from now we’d be sitting At our garden one lovely afternoon

[pour-mon-amour]

I can’t tell how many times I have encountered the thought that my life was meaningless. I have lived a life of always trying to meet other people’s expectations and this made me realize that I have not ultimately known my own purpose; a purpose in life I decided for myself. Looking at the lives of others, it bothered me that I was the only one who wasn’t genuinely happy with my life. It bothered me that I had no reason in life for myself… then I met him. Years did not justify the depth of our friendship. He deeply understood me, and I, him. I thought I was the only one who needed him, but it was, in fact, a mutual feeling. Eventually, I realized we were in the same position. We didn’t know where we were going with our lives; we both thought we were striving to live just for the sake of living. He made me realize all I needed to know was that I was needed. The only reason for me to live was to know that someone actually needed me. I lived a life where I needed a lot of people but no one needed me. When he came into my life, I realized that was my purpose — and now, thanks to him, I found it. Everytime I think everything is pointless, I remember him and I remember my purpose: this is what keeps me going.

An answer to one of my philosophy test questions: What is your ‘why’ in life?