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My current situation

i wrote more things here since last time, it is heavily changed.

The lust for power, abuse, evil and ignorance will only continue if this state is left unadressed.

It is not within my intention to speak about this all the time, I still have art to share and still enjoy TF2 as a whole, but I feel rather wrong and discouraged to play or draw or anything when there is such bigotry and war present, I can't just neglect it.

(I am using the website online, I do not have the app installed)

If anyone has sent me any message, I might not be able to see it. I have not checked them either, my purpose is, purely and most importantly, to genuinely address what is happening.

hello. This is not about art or TF2. I am being abused and lied to. I am a shaman and struggling because of capitalism, police brutality, parental abuse and lies. I was touched and grabbed against my will, my parents never did anything, I never got any justice. This was years ago. They had the audacity to tell me they would stop me if they saw me for looking the way I did. The location where I am situated is not my choice, they have been lying to me all my life. I feel neglected, I feel uncared for, I feel invisible, no one ever asked me what I want. They treat me as if I'm their property, this is not human. I've been stalked, accused of being a spy at least by three people, they interrogated me, they disrespected me, I have no friend or anyone who understands me, I have written more here: https://poutboye.carrd.co/

I write this for someone who will understand, if someone doesn't, there is no need to be responsive to this.

I have played TF2 for a long time, mostly because I liked the art style, but then because I wanted a deeper connection and sort of family with someone, and the game served as it somehow.