also…

just a shit site about the sufferings of a queer in a qpr. as well as my sad girl thoughts on love.

[ppljustdontqueeranymore]

and then i realized,

i deserve more than the love

you want to give.

and i can’t teach you to give

more than your willing.

[ppljustdontqueeranymore]

you wouldn’t love me

the way i need you to.

all this time i’ve spent trying to prove

that you could. all this time i waisted,

because you meant

everything

to me, and i

meant nothing to you.

and thats okay, i’ll be fine. if you would just

stop double crossing my mind.

you used to hold me when i needed it.

i’ll find someone to hold me because they need it.

and i’ll be okay, once i say goodbye.

[ppljustdontqueeranymore]

we flirted and now you’re all i think about.

the way your cheeks blush,

the glitter on your eyelids,

and most importantly

the way your body language

pulls me in.

[ppljustdontqueeranymore]

we almost kissed.

and i should have made the first move.

but i dont,

i cant

ruin what we have. my bestfriend.

i wont ruin what we have.

[ppljustdontqueeranymore]

omg you are so pretty. i actually can’t sit still. please just keep talking to me.

[ppljustdontqueeranymore]

i love waking up next to you.

i can feel our backs against each other

before i’m even fully conscious,

and you never stir in the morning, because I

am always the first to wake.

i love that every morning i am able to lay

in bed with you, and here you breathe.

the most comforting sound.

[perfectquote]

“Soft hearted people are not fools. They know what people did to them but they forgive them again and again because they have beautiful hearts.”

— Unknown

[ppljustdontqueeranymore]

i’m here!

would you please come join me?

[ppljustdontqueeranymore]

i must say, our

belongings look nice

mixed together like that. yours

in mine. mine

in yours. us

sitting amongst our

belongings.

[ppljustdontqueeranymore]

i enjoy the rain,

it gives me one more excuse

to have you near me.

i’ll make your coffee, plain.

and my black tea.

we’ll sit by the window,

happy as could be.

[ppljustdontqueeranymore]

how would you kiss me?

[ppljustdontqueeranymore]

no one quite understands the depth and width to which i love you.

[ppljustdontqueeranymore]

i want to travel with you. let’s go to the Scottish Highlands.

I want to go on adventures with you. let’s hike Machu Picchu.

I want to live our lives together. let’s go to the grocery.

[ppljustdontqueeranymore]

i would do just about anything if i got to do it with you.

[ppljustdontqueeranymore]

would you tell me how it felt?

if i said, “you look nice”?

i liked it when you remembered

i cant handle too much spice

in my tea in the mornings.

you make it for me best.

[ppljustdontqueeranymore]

you said my outfit was cute.

you want to make plans for

our

weekends and,

i’m so excited that you’ve

begun to create a chapter for me in your

life. I am honored

to make dinner plans with you.

[ppljustdontqueeranymore]

i want to get dressed up with you.