March26/ Active

block > report 22F she/her | sw: 89kgs gw: 49 kgs

[freez1ngc0ld]

I miss my lw so much

[grandesnowy]

dream …☕️🪽

[ppoisonedpisces]

this has me in a chokehold

[z3rocemetary]

Worst part about having an ed

not doing it successfully

[ppoisonedpisces]

wost thing i ever did was ...

be under my gw and go back to my sw within less than a year, looking back on photos and i just wanna 🙃

i need some one whose not my partner to be able to talk to. he's supportive but i don't want to hear "you look great the way you are" "we'll start next week"

we've both gained weight since dating but he has a physical job and burns alot more then me on a daily basis. ive recently just started studying and im sitting most of the day. Its so easy for him to knock off a few kgs but im struggling so hard. Hes a massive foodie and i keep caving into pressure.

i want my discipline back, i want my fucking body back 😭

[ppoisonedpisces]

little wonder around the block this morning.

[ppoisonedpisces]

under 600 cals today, could've done better but glad i haven't binged.

does anyone have tips to keep active when its raining out ? i get so bored doing workouts

[ppoisonedpisces]

2/07/25 1:40 pm

oats - 114cals

honey - 53cals

skim milk - 40cals

strawberries- 32cals

total cals 239

uploading meals to keep my self accountable

[ppoisonedpisces]

hit my lowest weight ever and i've reversed all my progress in just over a year. I told my self i would never get this fat again. ive probably got 15kg to lose to get back to where i was kms.

[saddi3grl]

[ppoisonedpisces]

guess whos back

[ppoisonedpisces]

ive had the roughest couple of weeks and ive gained so much 😭

i need to stop fucking eating. start restricting, skinny girls dont eat.

stop eating , start restricting

stop eating, start restricting

its not that hard im just a undisciplined piece of shit 🙃

[ineedtobesmallerthanthis]

@na stoners are stronger than any US marine btw, dealing with the munchies is a killer but we stand strong <3

[upsetcalz]

[miud0lly]

fav thinspo atm

[ppoisonedpisces]

okay sooo.. 2 days of binging turned into 2 and a half weeks of binging, ive gained sm i wanna tie my neck in a knot 🤡

fuck fuck fuckk fuckkkk.

[ppoisonedpisces]

31/1/2024 - yesterdays pics

feel so fucking useless for 2 days, i can barely get my ed under control. I have really good mornings then it all just goes out the fucking window after 3pm and binge kicks in.

6 weeks until my birthday and i wanna get to 50kgs but i need to get my shit together 🙃

[beautifulmia654]

[ppoisonedpisces]

25/01/23 - 54.8kgs

[ppoisonedpisces]

18/12/23

first time ever my knees have been able to touch and i still have a gap 🥹

ive been so distracted lately, i just moved house and cant find my scales and its stressing me tf out 🙃