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[prablatte]

wow negative

also i cant remember the pass to my other acc. and i forgot the one to my email so i cant recover it i dontcare whines

negative under cute

ONE DAY ill stop being a piece of shit but im pretty sure thats not today or tomorrow 2013 was a shit year and i went into 2014 feeling like shit and im scared i wont be able to graduate and everythings just gone to hell wow but im soooooo glad for all the people i met in 2013 im so glad for all of you i hope you all have a good new year

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hahahaahahhha o h man 

happy new year

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okay school is over and i have to head off!! i'm going to go do things with my family

this is my new blog! it would be a good idea to unfollow this one, it will be inactive from here out, aside from this post being reblogged a few times. it will also be deleted at the end of the year!

see you guys in a bit

[prablatte]

torridgristle replied to your post: “hell yeah you hurry up and come back”:

prab why are you telling me about your canadian propaganda posters

to explain why i dont have reaction images

[prablatte]

hell yeah you hurry up and come back

i deleted all my reaction images but i do have some canadian wwii propaganda posters

YES!! i will be back soon.. .this is EXCITING

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saltlick-hamym replied to your post: Life updates, rambling, etc [[MOR] Alright, so...

if you want to reconnect with me I’m on Skype sometimes, if not that’s cool too, you do what’s best for your mental health : )

I want to reconnect with all my regular friends! The reason I'm remaking my skype is for organizational purposes and the reason I'm remaking my tumblr is for branding/organizational purposes as well!! 

I'll have my new skype up on my new blog when I get around to making it! Which again will hopefully be by Sunday.

[prablatte]

Life updates, rambling, etc

Alright, so I really want to get back in the groove of things. I've seen counslers, I've seen doctors, and I'm going to a therapist pretty soon too. I myself am not sure what's wrong? Maybe I'm making this blog post because I'm in a particularly good mood. Even then, it's kind of hard for me to make it. 

I really miss you guys a lot and feel generally shitty for abandoning everyone, making everyone worry, etc. I'm really incredibly sorry. I've been sick a lot and I've been having trouble at home so I did what comes naturally to me. I cut myself off. I know that's an unhealthy and stupid thing to do, I know it's self destructive. But it's a mistake. And people make mistakes. An important part of life is repairing those sorts of things. 

If you guys aren't mad at me and can forgive me (wow this sounds disgusting and manipulative?) then like. I'd just really like to connect again.

Maybe not....immediately? Like...I'll probably be available to talk on Sunday, I think. Today is going to be a busy day and so are Friday and Saturday.

I don't want to talk about what's happened right now. I'm not really ready for that? But like....I want to get better. I thought being off the internet would do that, but so many of my closest friends are here and it just made you guys worry and things harder on myself.

i'm probably going to remake my tumblr and skype because it's ridiculous how man people I have that I don't talk to on my skype, and I really want to just rebrand myself on tumblr as a whole.

This blog will be up for the following two weeks, and there will be links to my new blog.

Thank you guys very much. I hope to talk to all of you soon.

[prablatte]

tumblr did not notify me about any of my asks until the one i just got. wow holy fuck i will catch up with you guys soon, i promise, i promise. things are just a bit difficult right now and i just don't feel comfortable talking to anyone, even my closest friends. i'm so sorry. i love you guys a lot.

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guys please stop asking my irl friends about me, im doing just fine, i just need a break from everything right now. ugh i know it's a terrible and dick move to just get up and go away for a long time and not say anything, but i'm alive and i'm breathing and no one's hurt, it's okay. i feel so bad for making everyone worry but i just need to do this. apologies guys. thanks for worrying about me and stuff u_u

all of you stay safe this holiday season.

[prablatte]

lmao my comic hit 50,000 plus notes. god sometimes i look at my art from like. even two months ago and just. vomit in my mouth.

i'm terrible, haven't talked to most of you in three weeks or so. so sorry. just. don't want to be around people. sister keeps coming in and out of the house, we seem to always have either police or guests here, constantly tired, school's a pain in the ass. i know it's selfish, but hey! we all have points where we are just plain terrible. and i guess this is sort of my time to shine?

just constantly tired, but alive. i hope i'll adjust to things soon or something. sarah's being sent off in two weeks or so, that'll be a relief. i think my health is deteriorating a bit. nothing too serious. i've been a bit faint lately, but i haven't been getting proper sleep or eating much. i think i'd blame stress or something.

just checking in. probably won't be blogging much for a while. again, apologies. generally want to deviate away from blogging too much as a whole from now on. i'll resume skyping and stuff when i'm feeling a bit better. thank you guys for understanding. unless you're mad at me. but even then i suppose you have every right to be.

i'm alive!! hey that's good.

[margrell]

ミケナナ

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I WILL BE BACK TO MY REGULAR SKYPING SCHEDULE BY THIS WEEKEND I SWEAR.

some family things have come up. fairly massive family things that i really would rather not talk about. to add to that i've been moving for the past few days so i was without internet, and today was the first day of school so i was busy as hell. probably won't blog as much as i normally do. trying to cut down on blogging anyways. but i have spotty internet at best andmy house is still a mess so i won't be on much until the house is clean and the internet stuff is sorted out.

thanks for being patient with me guys. i love all of you and miss you lots.. <3

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why are all the snk ladies so uh *sweats* good uh

WELL three years of rigorous military training turned them into total badasses and they could all probably flip us over if they wanted which is ridiculously hot

also they all have really lovely personalities!!!!!!! i cannot name a single woman in snk i dislike (the dads in snk suck and pastor nick sucks and so does monkey trouble but as far as dudes go only those ones suck soOOO)

snk i believe puts being a good character above gender so when the creator was writing it im p sure instead of thinking "how do i make a good female character" he thought "how do i make a good character". this is a good thought process

were attracted to them not because they were made to be attractive but because theyre well fleshed out and arent all or mostly about sex appeal

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i bit of personal stuff came up, i wont be online much for the next week or so

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electrallove replied to your post:“YOU KNOW WHATS FUNNY zoe is my waifu and she looks like jess and rico...”

i like the cuties who are serious. mikasa is a little too hardcore to be a cutie, and i can't take hange seriously sometimes cause she's literally fucking angelic, so rico is the perfect balance of everything i like. JUST LIKE YOU!?!?!?!?!?!?

u make my kokoro all doki doki u kno that

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my favourite thing ever is that mikenana works and levihan works are almost always hand in hand

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YOU KNOW WHATS FUNNY zoe is my waifu and she looks like jess

and rico seems to be on a certain level of waifuism for jess but i look a lot like rico

COINCIDENCE???????????????????????????????