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hiatus.
outofchara. i won’t be gone from tumblr forever, but i am taking a much-needed break on bahamut. if you wish to interact / talk to me, find me on gunbris. ( i also have a ffxv AU on there. ) i am not sure when i’ll come back -- likely when i am comfortable enough.
outofchara. below is information about enius ( human!bahamut ) & what i think about him daily.
01. absolutely defeated. this is how he feels during the invasion of insomnia. as one of the three best fighters in lucis, enius had to uphold an image the public needed: a warrior that can cut down niflheim’s armies without breaking a sweat. but while the city burned, he crawled. yes – he was on his knees almost the entire time, using one of his swords as a crutch because his right arm was broken. wounds bleeding & he had to continually bite into his bottom lip to stay awake. you failed your king. enius wanted to protect king regis – the man he swore to do so as he took his oath to join the crownsguard 22+ years ago.
02. in connection with the above, he refuses to receive any magical aid. he feels like he doesn’t deserve it & the feeling of magic would remind him of insomnia & the king.
03. he doesn’t show these internal problems of his because numerous people still believe him to be “ the king of blades, “ a war hero of lucis & any sign of vulnerability would sink him further into a pit of low self-esteem & survivor’s guilt. some enemies he faced head on called him a demon; killer; leviathan; devil – & the world needs someone like this during the inevitable 10 year darkness / to combat the empire of niflheim.
04. low-key suspicious of drautos because i incorporate main verse!bahamut’s “ all-seeing eye “ to enius, with some modifications of course. but he won’t express this & feels extreme guilt since he never confided with the king on these matters.
tl;dr – enius blames himself for the invasion of insomnia. as second-in-command of the crownsguard, he is in charge of palace security since clarus is busy being king regis’s shield. acts like a shadow & spy in various ways. & to see insomnia burn / niflheim take the crystal, enius desperately tried to stay behind to help. but he couldn’t. king regis had to die for his son to fulfill his destiny. & he wishes there was another way to go about it.
plethoraofpixels.
muse: *breathes near someone they may get along with*
other rper: y’know i think they could maybe sorta be kinda cute toge-
me: sign me the FUCK up 👌👀👌👀👌👀👌👀👌👀 good shit go౦ԁ sHit👌 thats ✔ some good👌👌shit right👌👌th 👌 ere👌👌👌 right✔there ✔✔if i do ƽaү so my selｆ 💯 i say so 💯 thats what im talking about right there right there (chorus: ʳᶦᵍʰᵗ ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ) mMMMMᎷМ💯 👌👌 👌НO0ОଠＯOOＯOОଠଠOoooᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒ👌 👌👌 👌 💯 👌 👀 👀👀 👌👌Good shit
lowkey,, grabs the bf's face in his hands,, and pulls him in for a smooch,,,,
redressing wounds – unpleasant / bloody , muscles rigid while free hand pours alcohol over lacerations. thinly pressed , lips wet from teeth biting on delicate flesh ❪ a reminder of humanity forlorn ❫ to alleviate sharp increases. back toward camp & o’er-head birds herald the oncoming dawn. – strongly eschews magical aide , for the memories of insomnia continue to scorch his brain. you failed your king.
enius heard footsteps behind him & senses haywire from combat still , he put a hand on grip of sword / pivoted , essence yearning for the adrenaline – … it never came. ❝ gladio? ❞ turquoise hues fixes upon the man , setting aside bottle of alcohol to shake numb hand free of its liquid. breathe in , breath–
a sigh against lips familiar to him, of another who prodded yonder whirlwind. calloused fingers curl into the fabric of gladio’s shirt, pulling slightly forward to seize a better angle. ❪ his fighting spirit quelled. ❫
@crownsguardian.
chocobros.
someone end me pls.
royalsuggestion.
I have never seen your eyes look more disgustingly human then when you’re kneeling in front of me
`♚. › kingslight.
The chair was hard against his back, pain wracking his frame and kept him on the edge of a uneasy sleep—after everything that had happened how could he sleep? His mind was going a mile a minute going through scenario after scenario. His kingdom had fallen and it was their king that had invited the wolves in.
There was the drip drip dripping of water trickling to his left somewhere. It was a slow, rhythmic sound and the king was trying to match his breathing to it in an attempt to give his body something to focus on. He had yet to open his eyes, keeping himself in darkness just a little bit longer.
(In, out, in out.)
One, he was alive. (In out, in out) Two, the Kingdom of Lucis has fallen to Niflheim. (In out, in out.). Three, the Glaive Nyx and Lunafreya had taken the Ring of the Lucii and it was out of Niflheim’s hands. (in out, in out).
At the sound of Enius’ voice Regis finally stirred, eyes blinking a few times as they got used to the light.
“I.. do not think I am worthy of that title now…” He exhaled sharply, wincing as lungs rattled and chest heaved with fresh aches and the king curled in on himself a little. It would likely take more than a few days until the king was ready to travel.
“Pl-Please… just Regis is enough.”
Sorrow became vicious as of late, depriving resolution / valor & he began to experience its noxious gravitas. A carnage-fill wedding pits nation against empire, tension brewing in alleyways on paved roads – you live for battle, his father once reiterated, are you NOT someone unyielding & barbaric? No ... The Crownsguard’s head shook, fingers creating a quiet melody. Spirit-borne, unbending as iron. His mantra – & both king / aegis needed it.
‘ You are worthy – ... Regis. ‘
He stood & advances toward the elder, halting just to lower himself: one knee, utmost veneration. Clothing ruined; infant lacerations upon face, bruised, bloody & broken – aching body. There was only steel behind a singular, cerulean eye, a fire that can never be quenched ( & hand delicately took the king’s uninjured one, giving it a reassuring squeeze ).
‘ At the end of the day, your kingdom – your son, needs you. ‘
Niflheim was a behemoth in conquering, but Lucis remained a bastion of hope for centuries ... & not because its rulers let despair wrought their souls. Gaze unwavering – he WANTED him to drink in his words. Emperor Iedolas cannot rob them of this: their courage.
‘ At least... ‘ Enius contemplated for a moment, caution in every attempt to relinquish some of his own energy into Regis. ‘ ... never mind. ‘ He was not vexed – simply ... tired. Legs carried him back to original seat, & lips enabled a pained groan to escape.
qserasera.
otp sparring: nice
otp sparring until one of them has a back to the wall and a blade at their throat: excellent
the other person dropping their weapon and the otp is k i s s i n g: I WILL LIFT THIS TABLE AND FLI P IT
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MUNDAY MEME / accepting.» relationship with your muse.
i actually just discovered this song not even five days ago ( you can listen to it here ), while i was looking for music that fit my courier six... & this one encapsulates him completely. below is the beginning verse that sold the song to me:
i remember the daywhen i cried out for helpno one came runningand that's when i first knewi am all i got.
♦: Relationship with your Muse.
MUNDAY MEME / accepting.» relationship with your muse.
i will be honest – bahamut is a difficult muse to comprehend at times. there are days when i can get his thoughts down in 0.5 seconds. & others when it takes me a week or more to start writing a draft. i hate it, but also love it. bahamut challenges me to think longer on responses, head canons, etc., whereas with other muses i tend to dive into things a little too quickly. now i’m making another blog ( courier six from fallout: new vegas ), my relationship with bahamut will transition over there & i can begin writing in-depth.
☄
MUNDAY MEME / accepting.» what you think of your muse.
bahamut is final fantasy xv’s vision of “ god. “ he knows many, many things – knowledge that would split asunder mortal / weaker minds. although he is not someone i would want as a father ( for obvious reasons ), he would make a great teacher. capable of seeing what your soul truly wants. encouraging you to become a better person. i think of him as a teacher, leading wayward souls toward their paths. however, he won’t hesitate to call people out on their recklessness. brutal honesty claims him, & if someone began to doubt themselves, he will make sure they aren’t.
♥
MUNDAY MEME / accepting.» one thing you love about your muse.
willingness to decide upon ‘ morally questionable ‘ things. acceptance of the consequences that may ( & will ) follow. bahamut may be haughty, – as many gods of various pantheons come to be in myriad degrees – but it doesn’t mean he recoils from the repulsive alternatives. he believes that if one must grow, one must make the necessary sacrifices. you cannot stay at the same indefinitely. sooner or later, the world will change without you, & said change will affect you – & if you are unwilling to at least modify one aspect of yourself to fit, you won’t survive. this is what he holds close to his soul.
I ARRIVE ON EOS.
light: returned. wings: out. ultima sword: activated.
i forcibly remove ardyn from the kingdom
☀ give me 2
I AM GIVING YOU MY SALT / accepting.
01. pet peeve: when people intentionally mock other role-players for using tiny icons or ‘ purple prose. ‘ there is a clear difference between not liking it because 1) eyesight problems, 2) unable to fully comprehend the writing & being an asshole about it. same goes with formatting. who cares if people want to go the extra mile to make their writing look pretty in their eyes? a lot of role-players do that – i do that as well. furthermore, this goes with themes as well. having a nice theme, graphics & writing purple prose does not automatically make you elitist ( not denying there are role-players who fit into this mold ). i’ve personally seen this on the dashboard of another blog of mine that i silently abandoned. again: there is a clear difference between not liking the above for specific reasons, & being a douche-bag toward people who like doing it.
02. pet peeve: i loathe it, but a lot of muses get judged on the attractiveness of their face claim. male muses, female muses, nb muses, etc … it’s sickening that some people would only role-play with “ attractive “ characters, when there is so much more to them than looks.
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