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indie multimuse | penned by nickey | read pinned for info !!

[praeniiteo]

                   an indie multimuse -- multiship and multifandom -- fluctuating activity                                                          as penned by nickey  

main active muse list: (as of 13th august)

-- Ardyn Izunia (final fantasy xv) -- Chrom (fire emblem awakening) -- Dante (devil may cry) -- Ignis Scientia (final fantasy xv) -- Kaeya Alberich (genshin impact) -- Lucifer (obey me) -- Simon Blackquill (ace attorney) -- Reven Argusterin (oc)

check caard/google doc below for full muse list

ooc stuff:

nickey  ☾ twenty - four  ☾ she / her carrd (up to date)  ☾ doc (up to date)  ☾  interest tracker discord : chaotic neutral dumbass.#0666

[praeniiteo]

so gaymers, i’ve made a decision, i’m moving kaeya to his own blog because he’s just so fucking loud as a muse that it’s just better this way

he’s over on @frcstwinded so expect his mess there from now on, and all threads will (eventually, if i remember) with him will be there

[frcstwinded]

-- this moment shall be frozen in time.

indie kaeya alberich ❄ canon divergent & headcanon reliant. est. nov. 2022 ❄ penned by nickey read everything first!

[frcstwinded]

-- this moment shall be frozen in time.

indie kaeya alberich ❄ canon divergent & headcanon reliant. est. nov. 2022 ❄ penned by nickey read everything first!

[praeniiteo]

so gaymers, i’ve made a decision, i’m moving kaeya to his own blog because he’s just so fucking loud as a muse that it’s just better this way

he’s over on @frcstwinded so expect his mess there from now on, and all threads will (eventually, if i remember) with him will be there

[frcstwinded]

-- this moment shall be frozen in time.

indie kaeya alberich ❄ canon divergent & headcanon reliant. est. nov. 2022 ❄ penned by nickey read everything first!

[praeniiteo]

so gaymers, i’ve made a decision, i’m moving kaeya to his own blog because he’s just so fucking loud as a muse that it’s just better this way

he’s over on @frcstwinded so expect his mess there from now on, and all threads will (eventually, if i remember) with him will be there

[praeniiteo]

hehe, hes level 90 now bc im ar50

[deificdeceit-a]

praeniiteo​:

“you want me to step on you? fine.”

“beg,”

      “Give me a good reason to and I’ll consider doing so little prince.” 

[praeniiteo]

“oh but if i give reasoning, it bores me. besides, if you do beg for me, dear dragon, i may give you a special gift out of the kindness of my... well, semi-existing heart.”

[mascheremonoceros]

praeniiteo​:

“you want me to step on you? fine.”

“beg,”

“Please?”

[praeniiteo]

“saying please isn’t begging, childe. try again.”

[praeniiteo]

“you want me to step on you? fine.”

“beg,”

[praeniiteo]

for reference i have yet to recover from fatui!kaeya wearing a thigh garter while stepping on people

[praeniiteo]

@deificdeceit: Of course, it is not proper for a Harbinger to stoop to actions that are considered so 'improper' and even potentially 'derogatory'. But many fail to see that the twelfth does not care and will do as he pleases to cause nothing but simple chaos if he finds himself bored. 

Hence why he's here, deciding to be a nuisance for the young Khaenri'ahn. He simply props his head upon his shoulder and bites his cheek with no warning. - from Il Drago for Kaeya :)

this wasn’t what kaeya was expecting, to see the twelfth just walk over and bite his cheek and he immediately glared at him with cryo energy appearing where he bit to freeze him for that attempt with an annoyed huff on his lips.

“really. i’m going to stab you in a second.” he huffed as he pulled away and smacked his hand briefly.

[ofonikabutobeetlesandmen]

a genshin ask meme redux

tldr: i made this post under my previous blog yallremembermsscribe but that got deleted when i accidentally deleted my main blog. it couldn’t be restored so i’m remaking my posts and posting this once again and with new additional questions!

don’t worry genshin community, we didn’t lose another ask game. well, not permanently anyways. may we all win our 50/50s.

teyvat: which released region do you prefer and which unreleased nation are you most looking forward to visiting?

archon: which nation’s known ‘ideal’ do you like the most: freedom, contracts, eternity, wisdom, justice, or war?

paimon: friend… or annoying foe?

venti: which character(s) do you think you’d actually get along with if you were to meet in person and who do you think you’d actually dislike interacting with?

support: who is/are your favorite and least favorite character(s)?

vision: if you were visionless, how would you compensate for the lack elemental boost? pure skill and wit or would you invest in some premium fatui-made delusions…

freedom: if you were blessed with a vision, which one would you want to have (and which one do you think you’d actually get)?

delusion: what are your genshin unpopular opinions?

adventurer’s guild: which genshin group would you align yourself with?

contracts: if you have any, what are your genshin impact ships?

eternity: which element do you tend to main/use the most?

dendro: what do you wish mihoyo would implement into the game?

spiral abyss: what’s your favorite part of genshin: puzzles, exploration, domains, building characters, or lore?

climbing: what’s your least favorite part of genshin?

switch port: besides dendro, which vision do you wish would have more playable characters and which vision do you wish would stop having new characters for a while?

guizhong: which characters have your favorite aesthetic and/or design?

rex lapis: what’s your favorite cultural aspect of each of the released nations?

barbara: you’re a tourist traveling teyvat, which locations in the game would you want to visit in person?

dandelions: what is/are your favorite in-game book(s) you’ve read so far?

glaze lilies: what is/are your favorite ost(s)?

sakura blooms: what is/are your favorite world quest(s) you’ve done?

dragonspine: what’s your current party and is that going to change in the upcoming patches?

elemental burst: which character has your favorite vision achievement story?

lantern rite: what is your favorite cutscene in the game so far?

ganyu: which character’s rerun are you waiting for desperately?

jean: which standard 5 star character do you wish would get an event banner?

childe: which 5 star event banner character do you wish would be part of the standard banner?

dainslef: what theory do you have about the lore and the archon’s involvement with the destruction of khaenri'ah

tank: which character do you feel is criminally underrated?

amber: is there a commonly disliked character that you actually really like?

teppei: who is/are your favorite npc(s)?

dodoco: have you reached level 10 friendship with any of the characters yet?

stormterror: which bosses do you find easy, which do you find difficult?

traveler: what advice would you give new players to the game that you wished was shared more in the community?

[hyprmemes]

what we almost had starters edit as you see fit!

it’s not like i never tried to tell you

why did you never say anything?

why did you just let me go?

i used to think that would be us some day, you know

remember when we used to speak of ‘forever’ like it meant something to someone else?

i try so hard not to look back but… every time i see you, it’s like a whiplash straight into a myriad of what if’s

if i had any idea that feelings would resurface this easily, i wouldn’t have shown up

was there ever a time where you thought, you know, maybe there is a chance after all?

did we ever figure out why it didn’t work

this is the part where i say ‘i wanted us to last’ but without any ‘us’ to begin with, what should i say?

how do you speak to someone who doesn’t know just how long you’ve loved them?

you could have said something, you know, anything would have worked

i would have jumped at any opportunity to actually try

were we just cowards or did we see some danger another version of us ended up suffering through?

okay, but if you’d known, would you have said anything?

i loved you, i really did, i loved you enough to wish i’d never started

new home, new people, new life, i feel out of place by how out of place i feel near you

we were nothing to each other, nothing like that, so why do i feel like an awkward ex?

how do you look into the eyes of someone you’ve ever only confessed in silence to?

or maybe you were just leading me on or maybe i was or maybe it doesn’t matter anymore

people used to ask me all the time if we’d finally taken that step

sometimes it’s just like that, nothing happens and no one knows why

would you have loved me if given the chance?

no, you’re right, i thought i had all the time in the world and made you wait needlessly, endlessly

you could have stayed, you could have sat down, stayed longer, held my hand, instead of running away again and again and again

thinking back on all the glances and the nothings after feels like drifting through underdeveloped memories, where your mind knows what should have been but the image doesn’t intend to lie for its sake

i should have said something, maybe, or maybe i should have said less

would it have worked if we’d wanted it less or did we never want it enough

maybe it didn’t work out because we were placeholders, just set in place to long for fruitlessly to avoid pursuing something real

looking into your eyes and seeing how you’ve moved on, what am i even doing here?

even if i don’t want you know, i still can’t help but want that you’d wanted me back then

is it vile of me? to hope some part of you regrets never having held a part of me?

i did never get to learn how to love you loudly, that sticks around, you know

how many people have you kissed wondering if i might have tasted the same

i’ve never seen someone to substitute you but i’ve never not thought of you as a standard to choose by, either

it would have happened, if your efforts had been in earnest, direct, serious, i would have been yours and yours only

it’s because neither of us ever said anything, we’re barely speaking of it now

should we seriously stop beating around the bush now and address what we can’t change?

maybe we should just let the past be the past and stop wondering about a future together we never had

it feels so final, that’s the worst part, feeling as though i will never be allowed to love you again

even if i’d reached out, even if you’d reached back, would it have been worth it?

the misery of longing for a choice unmade with unknown consequences

for all we know, we could have been that missing puzzle piece for each other

for all we know, never having met in the middle led us to the happiest versions of ourselves

[soulprompts]

“𝙎𝙃𝘼𝘿𝙊𝙒 𝘼𝙉𝘿 𝘽𝙊𝙉𝙀” - 𝙄𝙉𝙎𝙋𝙄𝙍𝙀𝘿 𝙋𝙍𝙊𝙈𝙋𝙏𝙎.

hi friends!! basically, i watched the teaser trailer for season 2 of shadow and bone, got excited, began to reread the soc duology, and then these happened! or rather, i found an ancient unpublished fic i wrote after the first time i read the duology, and decided to make that a problem for everyone else! i hope you all enjoy these, you don’t need to have seen the show nor read the books, i actually think many of these are fairly fandomless! i just wanted to explain my inspiration! DON’T ADD TO THIS LIST! i’ll make more lists like this one! ily all, bon appetit, go forth and write or read or nap or watch tv or something!

“ my goodness, you’re not nearly as stupid as you look! ”

“ you have all the answers right in front of you. you just need to look at it differently. ”

“ don’t presume that you know me just because you’ve heard a few rumors and read a few articles. ”

“ there’s certainly more to you than meets the eye, isn’t there? ”

“ i urge you to remember exactly who it is you’re talking to. because while others might appreciate your tone, i assure you, i do not. ”

“ i’m concerned that you mightn’t understand what discreet means. because the path of chaos you’ve just created is exactly the opposite of discreet. ”

“ you owe me a favour. i’m here to collect. ”

“ i thought it was a good time to pay you a visit. it’s been so long, after all; and we have so much to catch up on. ”

“ you are not your father/mother/parent’s child. not by anything other than blood, and that’s not even on the spectrum of importance. ”

“ i was wrong about you. ”

“ you know, i was warned not to get involved with you. people insisted it was a fool’s decision. but i held out hope that you’d prove them wrong. now’s your chance. ”

“ i’m not the sort of person to fuss over hurt feelings. you’re either of value to me, or you’re worthless. so prove to me that you’re not the latter. ”

“ you honestly think i don’t know where you go each night? i’m not blind nor an idiot. i just trust your ability to return home unharmed. ”

“ have you told anyone else about this? ”

“ there are no children anymore. only survivors. childhood and innocence are luxuries afforded to the privileged. not us. ”

“ i offered you an opportunity once. to build a better world together. we both know how that turned out. and now, you come crawling back, begging for… what? mercy? forgiveness? ”

“ i’m with you. always. no matter what happens, i will be right by your side. do you understand? ”

“ we’re a team, aren’t we? teams stick together. even when the leader is being a prick. ”

“ …i was really worried about you, you know. you scared me earlier. and i’m not saying it to make you feel bad, it’s just… promise me you’ll tell me if things get bad again? ”

“ i can’t pretend to understand all this stuff you’ve got going on. but i do promise that i’ll be here to help you through it all. alright? ”

“ there’s a job that needs to be done before we get to work on the big task. that’s why i’m here. you’ll be helping me/us to complete both jobs. payment upon completion. ”

“ you and i aren’t as different as you want to believe. that must be why you’re so angry. because looking at me, all that i’ve done… it’s like looking in a mirror. isn’t it? ”

“ people are scared. they need a leader. and right now, like it or not, they’re looking to you. so go on. lead us. ”

“ you’ve come up with some really insane plans over the years, but this is just defying any amount of belief. ”

“ look. i don’t care if people underestimate me. i actually enjoy it. they see me as an idiot, they drop their guard, the end. but i need you to know that i’m not an idiot. okay? ”

“ people have died. we can’t let that go unpunished. ”

“ the world is changing. and if we don’t get ahead of it, then they’ll be the ones to decide what it changes into. ”

“ right! what’s the plan, then? and god help the lot of us if you don’t have one. ”

“ not all of us can afford the luxury of a conscience. ”

“ don’t make the deadly mistake of presuming my actions reflect weakness. too many have made that same presumption. and not a single one of them lived to tell the tale. ”

“ you’re scared. i can tell. the shaking, the look in your eye… you want to run. don’t. you’ll waste precious time and energy, and you’ll need it all if you want to live. ”

“ everything is gone. it’s all smoke, ruin, obliterated. is that our legacy now? our reputation? destruction, devastation, death? is that who we are? ”

“ we’ve fought against powerful enemies before, but this is beyond that. if we want to get out of this alive, we need to be smarter, stronger, better than we’ve ever been before. ”

“ don’t forget why we’re here. there’s far more at stake than our lives if this goes wrong. ”

“ you’re the only person here i trust. we need to stick together, watch each other’s backs. just because everything’s changed, doesn’t mean we have to, too. ”

“ i can’t think of anyone i’d rather be doing this crazy, ridiculous, nearly definitely lethal mission with. let’s go out with a bang, eh? ”

“ you people are completely insane. but you’re also insufferably good at this sort of thing. so let’s go save the world, shall we? ”

“ why are we fighting so hard to save the lives of people who hate us, anyway? ”

“ you’re the best there is at this sort of thing. i’d hate to see the one who got the better of you… ”

“ look at them all. going around, fussing over money, clothes, land… do they ever realize what’s going on around them? do they ever see the bigger picture as we do? ”

“ you’re clever. good. it’s nice to have a challenge. but you should know now, you’ll want to be a hell of a lot smarter than that if you want to go up against me. ”

“ you and i both know the risks. we both know what people like them are capable of. tell me it’s all okay, and i won’t question you. but if it isn’t… we need to be ready. ”

“ it’s lonely and vicious at the top. i can handle that. but you… you wouldn’t survive five minutes of this life. ”

“ you can’t survive in this world without growing a thicker skin, and erasing that naive belief that you can trust anyone you meet. least of all me. ”

“ if you’re knocking on my door, i can only imagine it means you’re here to collect. and by your demeanour, it’s one hell of a favor you’ll be asking, too. ”

“ i understand your anger. i’ve lived with that sort of rage for many years of my life. but you need to set it aside, understand? we need you calm if we want to get out of here. ”

“ oh, don’t get all sentimental. i saved your life because you’re worth more to me alive than dead. it doesn’t signify any degree of care or affection. ”

“ you have one hell of an inflated ego, you know that? we were told this job was impossible. that’s not a challenge. that’s a fact. it is not possible. even for you. ”

“ i’ve heard it all before. one more job. one more mission. one last heist. but there’s always more. it’s like some sort of obsession for you. searching for another thrill. ”

“ enough! this is it! don’t you see that?! we almost died! you almost got killed! if the saints are kind enough to save us today, it’s only so we can quit while we’re ahead! ”

[praeniiteo]

HE CAME HOME