half-empty girl 🧿

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Tumblr saw these first

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Last weekend’s coffee

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So I’ve been working 2 jobs for almost a year, 1 full-time and 1 part-time (4 hrs a day). My shift schedule overlaps, so I get to do both at the same time.

At first, I was delighted that I get to earn a lot. But it’s slowly draining me. I used to not care about the small inconveniences that happen to me, but since I started working 2 jobs, I became sensitive—like I’ll literally cry over a messy kitchen.

So I decided to let go of my full-time job, which is almost half of my income. It’s only been 4 days since then, but it already felt surreal. Whenever I finished my 4-hr job, it felt weird that I could already rest without thinking that I still had work to do. I no longer have to sit on my pc for the whole 9 hrs without a break and lunch just for me to meet my everyday tasks for both of my jobs.

My income might be lower now but I am much at peace and I get to do house chores unlike before that I can no longer function after a 9 hr shift because I am mentally drained.

Will I look for another job? Maybe, but not anytime soon. I want to prioritize myself first.

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okkk wdym we have tumblr tv now??

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death is weird bc wdym i’ll never see my grandma again for the rest of my life? How is it possible that it’s been 19 months and a week since the last time I saw you? I think it’s crazy to think that I’ll never get to hear your laugh again when I knew you my entire life. and now i got to live in this world without you.

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maybe the love i thought that i deserved isn’t for me

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A Grief Observed, C.S. Lewis

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