ok so I've taken some time to read the statements from the SBK people and others affected by the actions of AvidMC. (this user has put together a series of screenshots if people want context, which I appreciate as I don't have twitter)
It's absolutely awful what these people have been put through.
I'm not sure what to do about my fics going forward. Writing Consequences of Years has actually been an almost life changing experience for me. What started as an outlet to process my first personal experience with grief and loss, spiralled out into something beautiful and meaningful because of all the wonderful people I have been able to connect with through it. People have said such deeply kind things about this story, and it's grown into something bigger than I ever imagined it could.
I have always stood behind the idea of death of the author - art is for those who consume it, and what you take from something is just as (if not more) important than the author's intentions.
But obviously there has to be nuance there when real life people are being harmed.
My fics will be staying up, but I need some time to think about what I'm going to do going forward. I don't want to abandon Complex Journey, I have some really wonderful things planned and I'm really enjoying the story, but there's now such a bitter taste in my mouth. There's not an easy answer.
I won't let one person's horrific actions ruin the incredible story that was VSMP. You can't take the character of v!Avid out of the story without lessening it, but it's not fair to the hard work of all of the other creators that went into the series to write the whole thing off because of them. So I will still gladly be a VSMP fan. This community has been so kind and loving and creative and it means the world to me.
I am glad that the victims are able to be safe and supported enough to share their stories. My heart breaks for them all, and I hope that some peace can be found now. It is touching to see the community rallying together and lifting each other up in such a difficult time.
I don't know what I'm going to do about Consequences of Years at this stage, but I won't be removing it. If I make a solid decision on it, I will make another post.
For any future VSMP fics, I cannot make v!Avid a main character - for my own mental health and out of respect of those harmed by the creator. As I said, there's no way to remove v!Avid from the story of vsmp, but the camera can be shifted, and we can focus on the other characters.
(and i don't want to get too personal on here, but I have sadly seen the effects of similar tactics of manipulation in my own life. I had started to get some yucky feelings from AvidMC after the whole breakdown about the shipping stuff, and had stepped away from his content for my own mental health then. I am devastated to see that those feelings were justified. I wanted to be wrong.)
Look after yourselves and each other, everyone. The greatest enemy to manipulators and abusers is community and communication. Listen to the victims. Respect each other. Understand that grief is hard and confusing and scary, and a lot of these people are grieving the loss of a genuine friendship that was built on lies, so give them the space to do that.
Do something kind for yourself today <3