reveries

she flies with her own wings 🦋

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11:49pm // you know, nights aren’t usually for sleeping. i don’t know maybe it’s for stargazing or time to think about all my mistakes and to think about a lot of alternate universe i wish is true.

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it’s full of rejection january and another too many rejections february HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAA am i not qualified enough? CHAR!!

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we don’t know who to trust and who are genuinely happy for us, so keep things private because people loves to ruin beautiful things.

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i used to protect myself to people and explain a lot. now i just wanna protect my peace. you guys can think whatever helps u sleep at night. chao!

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you heard me once, i’m never gonna repeat myself again.

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starting not to explain myself and prove a point to anyone.

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i am the type of person who loves taking photos and videos of everything - people, places, and happy liitle moments. i even got myself a storage subscription just to keep all of them as i find it hard to declutter. i also bought a camera impulsively because photos are beautiful if it’s high quality.

i somehow wonder if i could have someone like me in my life who also loves taking stolen photos of my smile when i see sunflowers or my satisfied reaction when i sip my hazelnut latte or a clip of me while eating my favorite garlic cream cheese buns or how annoyed i am when i can’t figure out the guitar chords of a song or how serious i am while working on my laptop - how does it feel having these little genuine moments documented 🤍

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anyways, ang hirap maghanap ng client/part time nowadays… may 3 hrs pa me na vacant sana naman makakuha na this time. badly needed :( . di naman ako broke broke, i just want to have some extra income for my wants because napaka-expensive maging babae :( from skincare to haircare to bodycare and syempre foods and coffee diba hahahahaa napakademanding ko kay universe pero i will work hard to deserve it :)

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done na me sa driving lessons and narealize ko na pang passenger princess lang talaga ako hahahahah jk. I’ll do my best padin syempre nakakapressure lang talaga mag turning turning tas dami cars huhu.

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ang gusto ko lang talaga is maging calm sa lahat ng situation. react less, talk less, and care a little less. i want to learn that.

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i really wanted to tell the good news i have to my college friends but hesitant ako, kasi the last time i told them something, their response was very downplaying sa part ko. I don't like telling people how I feel kasi i hate dramas hahaha. I just hate it when people downplay and minimize your achievements especially maririnig mo pa sya sa mga people you're closest with. nakaka-sad lang.

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sobrang dami kong gustong ikwento - from my carreer to friendships to relationships and everything that has happened this past few years. ang daming learnings and realizations and changes. i'm not the same me 3yrs ago but not in a negative way. :)

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just wanna share life lately, sobra sobrang greatful that some of my dreams are now coming to reality 🥹:

We bought our first ever car and i'll have my driver's license soon 🚗

Our house is done and furniture is ready. Pwede na din matirahan soon. 🏠

I just got engaged last january 8. 💍✨🥹

Finally upgrading to iphone📱😅

Got my dream camera 📷

We also travelled a lot last 2023. Manifesting makapag out of the country this year 😍

Super dami ko pang want gawin at puntahan at iachieve sa life. Sana talaga makakuha ako ng new client para may new source of income. Please, Lord. 🥹🙏

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manifesting new client and more travel this year 🥹

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uy ang cute lang kanina kasi ano naka-kwentuhan ko yung crush ko before haha tapos nakaupo lang kami sa corridor while waiting then may nakita kaming room na bukas tas ayun pasok kami and we’re alone dun sa room ng college of business hahahahaa i just remembered my 3rdyear college self, siguro kilig na kilig na yun kung nangyari lang to noon hahahahaha and after namin mag-kwentuhan ng kung ano ano about life bumaba kami and sabay pa kami nag-lunch haha like para kaming nagde-date today beshie hahahaha char! landi. but you know para talaga akong bumalik sa 3rdyear self ko having a happy crush on that person haha nakakaloka lang this time, parang nasolo ko lang sya ganon and nakakatawa kasi sabay din kami umuwiiiii 💛  well, mah heart is so happi today. having a kwentuhan alone with my dreshie✨ nakakatuwa lang. :-)

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So this post was from May 2018. Hahahahha nakakatuwa kasi the person i was talking about sa kalandiang ito is my soon to be husband. Who would've thought we will end up together. I still can't imagine we're getting married soon ❤️

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Nakakamiss dito. Sana talaga di ako nag-stop na magkwento here. Hahahaha so much happenings buong 3 years ata napaka inactive ko idk ang busy kasi wala na 'kong time like before.

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Super tagal na since the last time I visited this account. Akala ko wala na 'to, buti narecover ko pa. Thankfully.

Nag-scroll kasi ako ng mga post ko way back 2017-2018 kasi pinoprove ko sa partner ko na kinuwento ko here yung unexpected first meetups namin after grad which is the start of our lovestory hahaha. Nakakatuwa lang. Ang saya pala 'pag binabalikan :)