Open Your Mind....

Anything that I need or want to get off my mind.. My own personal CNN/MSN/FOX network. The thoughts that make my mind race in the middle of the day.. to the thoughts that make my toes curl in the middle of the night.. that warm feeling in my body that tells me it's wrong..but it's going to feel so good.. I'm no poet or a scholar.. just someone who has a lot to say and doesn't feel like editing myself..

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Love since 2003 #officialboo #babyboy #mylife

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Valentine's Day/Night by msluke showing how to wear a chiffon dress

MSGM white dress / Chiffon dress, $33 / BCBGMAXAZRIA red sandals / Black sandals / Prom shoes / Diamond ring / David Yurman diamond necklace / Heart jewelry

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Top Beauty Products for Feb 8th, 2014

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I'm fine Saturday .. por rainie-minnie usando flower pots ❤ liked on Polyvore

Love Leather black sweatshirt, $1,130 / Lulu and Co leather jacket, $170 / Helmut Lang short skirt, $150 / Jeffrey Campbell black shoes / 3 1 Phillip Lim satchel handbag / Crate and Barrel flower pot

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In bed with statistics. ..which will soon lead me to be in bed with my Bachelor's. #2nddegree #Bachelorbaby

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Signed, Uncuffed and Happy ♡

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.....time waits for no one. I promise it doesn't. #ikeepsitmoving

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I feel a shout in my spirit!!

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Untitled #3 by msluke featuring nike shoes

T shirt / White shirt / V neck t shirt / Versace blazer, $760 / Current/Elliott boyfriend jeans / Frame Denim boyfriend jeans / Nike shoes

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Quiet Glam by msluke featuring a leather tote

Sass Bide short dress / Givenchy leather shoes / 2b high heel pumps / Fendi leather tote / Smythson travel bag / Kate Spade watch / Swarovski jewelry / River Island heart earrings, $9.94

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Love It

Despite my best efforts, I love the skin I'm in. All this meat, all my bounce, all my dimples, all of this cabbage and cornbread thickness....I love it all.

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Remember yourself as a little girl; she is counting on you to protect her.

(via stay-ocean-minded)

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I need this man between my thighs....He was everything in Lawless #tomhardy

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Finding someone worth waking up to is better than finding someone to sleep with.

Vikki Karan (via creatingaquietmind)

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Universe.... you owe me somethings..

Dear Universe,

I have a list of things I want...

1. I want to be in love again.

2. I want my son to be ridiculously happy 24/7

3. I want my breasts at least 2 inches higher.

4. I want a lover*

5. I want Mike Tyson to make a George Foreman comeback

6. I want to experience a Prince concert

7. I want to make out with Pinky...**

8. I want to graduate from Nursing school with honors

9. I want to take my son on an adventure and piss off my family in the process

10. I want to be honestly happy..

* being in love and having a lover are two different roads..

** I will happily substitute Kitten for Pinky #LesbiHonest

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Past hurt...We're still together

Childhood trauma has given me the gift of adult scar tissue. Forgiveness ain't cheap, and it don't come easy. But I recognize that I need it..To be a balm on these wounds I carry. Something needs to heal them, but  I keep picking at the wound. Constantly declaring I'm not defined by my past, when in reality I'm designed by it. Sewn together with rejection, layered with doubt... dressed for failure. I need to let it go, but it won't let go of me. I want to be free of it, but if I let it go what will I have ? It keeps me company, gives me conversation, lulls me into a bad nights sleep. Without it I have no more excuses. I'd have to be ME. That alone scares me into submission.