[rubyetc]

it’s ok 

[voidbat]

i’m crying now? i needed this.

[hirokazukoreeda]

Nature Creates Beautiful Crystal Waves

[gothicprep]

no offense but I’ve never gotten over anything that’s happened to me in my life

[oraclesofnorway]

Your body is an incredibly bizarre machine.

“What you see is a myosin protein dragging an endorphin along a filament to the inner part of the brain’s parietal cortex which creates happiness. Happiness. You’re looking at happiness.”

[andrewbelami]

Look at her STRUT!!! She is dragging that endorphin for filth and using that filament as her runway, bitch.

[deactivatingrealsoon-deactivate]

6 inch heels…..she walked in the club like nobody’s business…..godam…..she murdered everybody and i was her witness

[primal-paws]

Every breakup I’ve had I’ve posted here about it. Some sad rant about deserving more and about how empty I feel. But when we  first broke up, in fact every single time I have broken up with Aaron I have not once. I think I am finally writing this cause I feel like I have finally lost him. 

We broke up right before my birthday this year, for the whateverth time. It was mutual, in fact I don’t really even remember what we broke up over.

But all these months subsequently have been him coming to visit me all the time, since I told myself I wouldn’t date till i graduated from college this semester. I thought he was spending the time and working on our healing. I was still sleeping with him too cause I believed this and I just wanted him.

Months I was not talking to anyone and just working so hard to fix this. At the beginning of November he had made a joke about marrying me one day and it made my heart soar. I thought something wonderful was going to happen when I graduated. I don’t know I thought maybe he would be my hero for once.

One month later, he is ignoring me and is dating someone. Telling me I asked for this and that he didn’t see healing in me, he didn’t see forgiveness or a chance to move on. 

I forgave you aaron, every time right when it happened

I forgave you when you cheated on me within the first year of dating

I forgave you when you yelled and screamed and told me horrible things like you didn’t believe my abuse

I forgave you when you beat me

I forgave you when you manipulated me with all those “friends” who were all just fuck buddies. 

and here I am, still forgiving all this. but my hurt is still sharp and it still burns and I don’t think it has to do with me forgiving you. I think it has to do with the fact that now that I am full of pain and trying to heal, you have decided that it is too much. Like that Halsey quote, “you were red, you loved me cause I was blue, you touched me and suddenly I was a lilac sky, and you decided purple wasn’t for you”. I am always depressed I am always stressed look what I’ve come from, look what you’ve done to me. 

and here in my tears and my grief about not being good enough or whatever it is that has lead my life to this moment. I do know something, you are not the man of your words that ive clung to all these years. you are a man of cruel action. 

So cheers to your new relationship, and for the dark I know will light myself in my life. 

[fiftyshadesofmacandcheese]

Where can I buy her album tho

[blackwaluigi]

that vibrato

[gimme10dollas]

SHE SOUND SO GOOD!!!!!

[fluorideuraniumcarbonpotassium]

[lizun]

We need more women like this

[vfpalestine]

My reblog was pretty aggressive on this one

[mooreaux]

Inktober 18: the God of Death has a dog, and it’s a Borzoi. 

[mapurl]

An Eclipse.

[block]

reblog this if you miss someone

[thewardress]

[cupcakelogic]

a msg to u from the dog that finally learned how to give me the dang ball

[unchildhood]

[borgiatrash]

[victoriaclaregray]

gingko & stag beetle

[arcusxx]

[compostpile]

Akram Zaatari, 1950s-60s, Saida, Lebanon